Hopeless Student

I am repeatedly pronouncing some chemical name while looking at the birds out of the window.I am 99% sure I won't be able to remember this Chemical name in the exam.1% time miracle happens. I believe that but You cannot depend on miracle. It' like a surprise gift. You have no right to expect it.I believe.

Mira enters the room.

Mira: You're zoning out again,Shima.

Shima: Hmm.yeah, I do that.

Mira: well, don't do that. Your exam is just around the corner.

Shima: I know, I know.[ irritatedly]

Mira: Want to compete?

Shima: No, I am busy zoning out.I'll do that for 10 min.Then i can compete.

Mira: Fine.Just, remember to study. The way you're studing you won't even pass the exams.

Shima: hm..... guess so.

Mira: Your life your choice. Just don't start blaming other things later when you fail.

Shima:.....I'll try...

Mira: hah! now i feel frustrated. For god's sake did you study even a word since morning.

Shima: Nope.

Mira slams the door as she gets out.

why can't people just mind their own business. I'm tired. I think I am going to sleep.But mom is still home. I'll have to sleep after she gets out for office.

I have been sleeping a lot these days.But I still feel tired.Mom says its cause I am sleeping too much, I feel sleepy all the time.I am not sure about that. But I can't deny it either.

I went to the kitchen to make coffee. The smell of coffee is nice. It's bitter and sweet at the same time. I wish there were more varieties of coffee like tea types.

After making the coffee i came back to my table.I looked at book. I have no clue how people can memorIes all these information. I tried reading the first page. My head hurts.Not only that, but It feels like brain is rejecting to work. So, after reading about 5 lines I gave up. I wish I were good at memorizing. But wishes don't come true that often, do they?

I went back to looking out of the window. Some pegions are fighting. They fight all the time. One pegon will sit on one place then the next one will fight with the 1st one to sit there when they can just sit beside it. I didn't understand Sometimes, I think that is some sort of game for them. Never tried searching online . It's funny how every day I search this and thatmeaninglesss thing on Google but always forget to search about it. For some reason there face looks angry. So, I believe they are not playing but seriously fighting. But then again it's not like they can smileyy face. That would look scary.Maybe there are horror movies made on the smileyy bird theme. Should search that too.

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