I am repeatedly pronouncing some chemical name while looking at the birds out of the window.I am 99% sure I won't be able to remember this Chemical name in the exam.1% time miracle happens. I believe that but You cannot depend on miracle. It' like a surprise gift. You have no right to expect it.I believe.

Mira enters the room.

Mira: You're zoning out again,Shima.

Shima: Hmm.yeah, I do that.

Mira: well, don't do that. Your exam is just around the corner.

Shima: I know, I know.[ irritatedly]

Mira: Want to compete?

Shima: No, I am busy zoning out.I'll do that for 10 min.Then i can compete.

Mira: Fine.Just, remember to study. The way you're studing you won't even pass the exams.

Shima: hm..... guess so.

Mira: Your life your choice. Just don't start blaming other things later when you fail.

Shima:.....I'll try...

Mira: hah! now i feel frustrated. For god's sake did you study even a word since morning.

Shima: Nope.

Mira slams the door as she gets out.

why can't people just mind their own business. I'm tired. I think I am going to sleep.But mom is still home. I'll have to sleep after she gets out for office.

I have been sleeping a lot these days.But I still feel tired.Mom says its cause I am sleeping too much, I feel sleepy all the time.I am not sure about that. But I can't deny it either.

I went to the kitchen to make coffee. The smell of coffee is nice. It's bitter and sweet at the same time. I wish there were more varieties of coffee like tea types.

After making the coffee i came back to my table.I looked at book. I have no clue how people can memorIes all these information. I tried reading the first page. My head hurts.Not only that, but It feels like brain is rejecting to work. So, after reading about 5 lines I gave up. I wish I were good at memorizing. But wishes don't come true that often, do they?

I went back to looking out of the window. Some pegions are fighting. They fight all the time. One pegon will sit on one place then the next one will fight with the 1st one to sit there when they can just sit beside it. I didn't understand Sometimes, I think that is some sort of game for them. Never tried searching online . It's funny how every day I search this and thatmeaninglesss thing on Google but always forget to search about it. For some reason there face looks angry. So, I believe they are not playing but seriously fighting. But then again it's not like they can smileyy face. That would look scary.Maybe there are horror movies made on the smileyy bird theme. Should search that too.

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It's been half an hour since mom has gone to work. Mira went to college. I am alone at home. I have been strolling on YouTube. Watching this and that. After sometimessss my head started to hurt. So, I thought of taking a break Then I played song from my mobile and closed my eyes.

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Dad :"Sneha, Sneha! Wake up. The birthday party is starting soon"

Sneha: whose Birthday?

Dad : goodness! Jack's birthday.wake up Youu have to get ready.

Sneha :oh, okay.

Sneha woke up and went to the dressing room. There were three dress on flower theme. She took the Lavender colored one.

Doorbell rang. Tuli was there.Sneha went with her. Jack's house was in front of the river. It was a nice afternoon. The sky had pink and yellow colored mixed clouds. Nice breeze. There were birds chirping. And a faint sound of music coming from somewhere.

Sneha: Where is that music coming from?

Tuli: What are you Talking about. The music has always been there. Are you still half asleep?

Sneha: [stared at Tuli and confusingly] You are right. The music has always been there. [awkwardly]

They entered the main gate of Jack's house. Melody was there. She is the singer of the town. She writes her song, plays guitar and piano. All the kids love her.Sneha is also a big fan of her.Sneha once tried to learn singing from her but Sneha has no talent for singing.

Sneha: Hey Melody!

Melody looked at Sneha and waved. Then Jack came out and welcomed Sneha and Tuli.

Jack: Hi, you girls are late.

Tuli:[pointing at Sneha] Her fault.

Sneha :I was up late yesterday.[offering the package she was carrying forward ]

But the painting took way longer then I expected.

Jack: oh! You finished the painting Nicee!

Go and wait in the garden. Everyone is there. There are two new trees there. Planted them Today.

Tuli: Today?

Sneha: It's Jack. What else is he going to do.

Tuli: Yeah. Point.

Jack : Yeah yeah, Everybody has his hobby.Don't judge.

Sneha: True, Don't judge the birthday boy. Keep the judging for tomorrow.

They went to the back garden.Al Almostll the kids were there.Sneha is not a fan of plants.But Jack's garden is really lovely. There are always butterfly flying here and there.And as it was becoming darker fireflies began to come out. And it was breathtaking. Sneha sat down on one of the bench as she was waiting.

Though she didn’t know what she was waiting for.

Suddenly a very loud sound shocked her.

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I opened my eyes. Doorbell was ringing.

It's a super loud doorbell.More importantly a annoying sound comes out if it. But I guess it is needed if Someone outside the door needs someone inside the door to wake up. Makes sence. I got up to open the door.

Mira: What were you doing? I've been waiting here for almost 15 min.You are at home all day. Can't you even open the door on time.

There goes screaming. My head was calm from sleeping all this time now it is angry.

May be something happened in the class.I'll ask later.She needs to cool her head. And I need to cool my head too.

If heads needs time. And we shall give them time. I thought to myself as I closed the door.

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