To Them I'm a Ugly Girl!.

Episode ~ 1

Today is my wedding...

🍁 My parents have been trying for a long time to get me married, finally today is the day.

🔹 I heard that my would be husband works in a school as a teacher, he is educated, religious, intelligent. I don't know why such a man liked me.

🔸 He didn't see me face to face, he liked me after seeing my picture, I didn't see him either, my father liked & chose him for me after seeing him.

▪️ They came and fixed a date for marriage, even on that day no one demand to see me, Mom was happy with that! My mother is afraid that if my in laws sees me, then they will break the marriage!

▪️ In past Many have come for marriage to see me before.

I had to sit in front of them wearing sari, bangles, face paint and Makeup!

I had to answer all their questions.For example,

Can I cook? Do I know housework?I had to bow my head in front of them.

I had to show them my hair, hands and feet!

Later, I had to take off the saree and showed them my body if everything is okay, like a product before buying.

...🔹 I had to bare this quietly after-all im not beautiful but a black colour person!🔹...

They came and ate the sweets, fruits and said they would answer later, if they like me as a bride candidate's or not,

And no one came back! They never even contact.

🎋 There is no place for a black girl in this society.

My grandmother has been telling me to use fairing cream for a long time, but I don't like it!

🍂 Why do I have to be fair for anyone! I am educated, I know all housework, can draw, sing.

Is these qualities are nothing? only because I am black? no one will love me?!

... ☘️ All my friends got married one by one....

... Good house, good husband! But I was not jealous, because I'm use to heard from my childhood that a good husband and a good house are not for black girls....

Listening to it has taken the form of faith!

Why would anyone come to me when there are so many beauties around?

🍁 Do I have the right to dream?! I don't know fashion, I can't dress! in a modern way.

One day,

I decorated both my lips with red color! I used a red lipstick.

...My cousin's laughed at me a lot that day!😢 .........

and Said to me, "Whose blood have you eaten, witch?"😂🤣

I was in pain, but I couldn’t cry, because I was afraid that the eyes shadows would ruin, and I'll look like ghosts! I'll be humiliated even more.

🌿 I don't know how many nights my mother cried for this little fat and dark colour girl of hers,( for me).

After all she is my Mom, she can't abounded me!

My grandmother sometimes complains that why don't you die! you witch.

If you died, I would pray to god specially.