"When it rains"

Whenever it rained I used to think that someone is up in the clouds, who is in pain, who needs my help, who is asking me to help. Rain always brings a memory, a memory of the past, the present and the future. A memory that faded, a memory that is still, and a memory that is yet to come.

Rain has the power to control the world. Rain is just not some drops of water but also has a process. Like rain, we also have that pain that lies deep inside us. The pain that makes our eyes rain in the form of tears. The tears which we can't hold. The tears which were given by someone else. The tears which will never stop the beginning, The tears which are worth letting go.

After rain we capture a beautiful view that becomes a memory too. So, there is a flood inside you, let it flow all the memories that are no more needed. In life we are too busy to even lookup in the sky and watch the clouds but when it rains we manage time to look up, not because it's raining but to check when it stops raining. I've been waiting for the rain to come down to me and remind me about the memories. It's not easy when you are not the best, not perfect, and not capable of being called perfect. From life, I learned that we don't have to be perfect but we must be true to ourselves. My dad always said that it will happen when it's the right time and when you are ready. Life is just not a word of 4 letters but has the greatest meaning. Dad told whatever that happens with you is already written but one thing that you can always do is to give your best and to believe in what you are and who you are. Life becomes easier when you have someone to share how you feel like, to share the pages of your life.

It's been almost a year I'm away from home and I do miss everyone. I miss myself, it's been a year I met myself now I almost forget who truly I am. It's soo different here. I'm trying to be someone who I am not. I never wanted to be this way but time changes everything. Time has the power to change everything. Life takes you to an entirely new destination where you are confused about the happening.

When you feel that this is wrong for you to think and then react. One small step can make your life the best and also the worst. My life is connected with the past that I can't erase, the present where I am no more me and my future where I will forget my true self.

Every journey has a beginning.

The beginning which has an ending that depends upon your present actions.

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