I Don't Deserve Love

I Don't Deserve Love

CHAPTER 1: AIRPORT

Kelly's POV:
It's... Dark everywhere, I know what this is. Not again... This is never ending until the day I die, is it? This is forever stuck with me, I will never be getting rid of this. I can't escape from it, nor run from it, can't hide either. It's always going to be within me, every second, every moment, never leaving me alone like a chewing gum stuck on my shoe. These never ending hellish nightmares, those voices in my head.... They just won't go away till the day I die. They are my painful reminders of my past, never letting me forget the past not even for a second.
Author's POV:
As Kelly stands in the utter darkness around her, multiple voices and noises can be heard from all around, from laughter, giggles and chuckles, to crying, sobbing, yells and screams, to her name being called from every direction. Kelly shuts her eyes and brings her hands to cover her ears to stop the noises getting into her head, when it all stopped, it was a sudden silence. As she slowly opens her eyes only to find herself standing in front of an car accident, in front of her was a car that has crashed right into a truck.
Ambulance arriving and taking a very injured boy out of the car, the car's front mirror pieces were pierced all over the boy's body, blood flowing out like river. A weird feeling arises at her feet as Kelly looks down to find blood pooling at her feet, stepping out of the blood pool when Kelly turns her head up again, a body of a young girl lying right in front of her appeared. 
Once again the blood was spilled everywhere, multiple injuries on the young girl's body. Kelly startled took a few steps back, as everything in her surrounding turns into black again. A shadow similar to Kelly herself emerges from the darkness behind her.
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A smile spreads on the shadow's face as it speaks
Shadow
Shadow
Well, hello Kelly.. I see u have been doing well for sometime without me"
Kelly
Kelly
"Without you? Don't kid me, I have never been without you. You have always been there haven't u? When did u ever leave me alone?"
Shadow
Shadow
:giggles: "That's true. I was always there, and I always will. I am the only thing that would never leave u alone, you should be glad."
Kelly
Kelly
"You are the only thing I want to leave me alone"
Shadow
Shadow
"That's a very hurtful thing to say. You should be grateful to have me."
Kelly
Kelly
"Sure, I am so grateful that I can't wait to get rid of u."
Shadow
Shadow
"You do know I wouldn't exist if you didn't mess up right?"
Kelly
Kelly
"I didn't mess up."
Shadow
Shadow
"Admit it you did. You messed up everything, it's all ur fault"
Kelly
Kelly
"I don't see how it's my fault."
Shadow
Shadow
"I will do the honors of telling u that. First starting from the car accident, if you drove instead.. if u were the one driving, you could have avoided that damn truck perfectly, he wouldn't have ended up dead then, he wouldn't have decided to protect you, none of u would have been hurt. But you decided to let him drive and sleep instead, sleep really? Was that so important?"
Kelly
Kelly
"I was tired-"
Shadow
Shadow
"Of course tired, that's ur damn excuse? Okay what about the other incident? Were you tired then as well? You were supposed to protect her! You had to protect her, that's all u had to do but u messed it all up! You couldn't protect her! You let her get hurt! You were too weak to protect her! You should have been stronger, but you weren't! And you still aren't, still as weak as u were back then!"
Kelly
Kelly
"Just shut up... Shut up already!"
Shadow
Shadow
"Yeah shut me up, that's all u can do."
The shadow moves closer to Kelly, it whispers into her ear
Shadow
Shadow
"You are the reason they are dead, you killed them. One day u will accept it, I will make u admit it."
The shadow proceeds to push Kelly to ground, who ends up falling deep in water instead, she helplessly drowns more as she tries to get out, something pulling her down to stop her from reaching out.
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Kelly wakes up on her bed gasping for air, she was covered in sweat from head to toe even though the air conditioner was on. Holding her head, she sits up straight and removes the quilt. She picks up her phone to check the time.
Kelly
Kelly
"it's 1 a.m ... I only got 2 hours of sleep, great. Just amazing"
Kelly throws the phone at her bed as she gets up to go into the shower.
In Morning
Annie Roy
Annie Roy
"Mom! Dad! Can you hurry up please. We gotta go pick Kelly and Sofia up."
Lily Roy
Lily Roy
"Patience Annie, Patience"
Annie Roy
Annie Roy
"You know I can't be patient, I missed Kelly, and now she's finally back."
Alex Roy
Alex Roy
"You are acting like she was gone for years, just 3 weeks. Kelly was gone on the business trip for only 3 weeks not 3 years."
Annie Roy
Annie Roy
"Without Kelly, even 3 weeks are like 3 years." :pouts:
Lily Roy
Lily Roy
"Okay Kelly's fan girl, let's go pick her up already" :chuckles:
Annie Roy
Annie Roy
:waves: "Kelly! Sofia! Over here!"
Kelly walks over there carrying her suitcases, with Sofia right behind her.
Annie Roy
Annie Roy
:hugs Kelly: "Ah I missed you so much.. I was so bored without you" :pouts:
Kelly
Kelly
"I didn't, it was so very peaceful without you."
Annie Roy
Annie Roy
"How heartless of u. I am your best friend."
Kelly
Kelly
"Should have known I am heartless before u decided to be my best friend."
Sofia
Sofia
"Excuse me Annie? I am also ur best friend and a less heartless one, but you didn't miss me did u?"
Annie Roy
Annie Roy
"Of course not, why would I miss u? You are very annoying."
Sofia
Sofia
"Sure I am annoying but hey I am the one who gets to accompany Kelly on a business trip as her assistant."
Annie Roy
Annie Roy
"Take me along too, I get soo bored please."
Kelly
Kelly
"If I take u both with me, it will not be a business trip, it will only be a trip and I wouldn't get anything done so not a chance Annie"
Annie Roy
Annie Roy
"But-"
Kelly
Kelly
"No buts."
Annie Roy
Annie Roy
"Okay" :pouts:
Lily and Alex come walking over to them.
Lily Roy
Lily Roy
"You 3 girls seem to have forgotten we both were here too" :rolls her eyes:
Alex Roy
Alex Roy
"It's like we are invisible"
Kelly
Kelly
Kelly: "Mom.. Dad" :gives a small smile:
Lily Roy
Lily Roy
"Oh now you remember we exist? Humph."
Kelly
Kelly
"Well it's Annie's fault, she didn't let me talk to u. She and Sofia got into an argument right away" :gives a playful smirk:
Alex Roy
Alex Roy
:sighs: "Sofia and Annie's arguments are never ending."
Sofia
Sofia
"We weren't arguing, Uncle-"
Lily Roy
Lily Roy
"That's what u say every time. You didn't even give Kelly a break, you 2 started right away after landing huh?"
Annie Roy
Annie Roy
"Mom, we really weren't arguing-"
Alex Roy
Alex Roy
"Why do u both argue so much?" :sighs dramatically:
Both Annie and Sofia give side eyes to Kelly, who took her luggage and started walking towards their car leaving them alone to face Lily and Alex's lecture.
At the Roy's Mansion:
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Sofia
Sofia
"There really is no place like home" :sighs as she flops on the couch:
Kelly
Kelly
"I am hungry.. and very tired"
Lily Roy
Lily Roy
"You do look tired, did u over work yourself again huh??"
Kelly
Kelly
"No.. not really, just didn't have much sleep."
Lily Roy
Lily Roy
"How many times do I need to remind you that you should sleep on time? Why can't you listen to me huh??"
Kelly
Kelly
"Mom please, not right now."
Annie Roy
Annie Roy
"Hah, yes now it's ur turn to get the lecture!"
Kelly
Kelly
:glares her:
Alex Roy
Alex Roy
"Ahem...I better go cook u guys something."
Kelly
Kelly
"Dad, don't u leave me alone too."
Alex Roy
Alex Roy
"Have fun dear." :rushes off to the kitchen:
Lily Roy
Lily Roy
"Listen to me Kelly! You gotta take care of yourself, you can't be so careless regarding your own health, you should know that..." :continues the lecture:
After half an hour, All of them were at dinning table, the maids were serving the food at the table.
Annie Roy
Annie Roy
"I will sit next to Kelly!"
Sofia
Sofia
"No I came first so I will sit next to her."
Annie Roy
Annie Roy
"No I will, it's not fair."
Sofia
Sofia
"Everything is fair in love and war and sitting next to Kelly."
As they continue to argue, Kelly watches them argue in amusement.
Lily Roy
Lily Roy
"Enough both of you."
Annie Roy
Annie Roy
"Mom.."
Lily Roy
Lily Roy
"I will be the one sitting next to Kelly, now you both go sit elsewhere."
Kelly
Kelly
"pfft-"
Annie and Sofia both sulky sat down.
Alex Roy
Alex Roy
"Well.. I have good news-"
Annie Roy
Annie Roy
"Oh Gosh.. mom please tell me you aren't pregnant, I am 24 and you are 45, it will be so weird to have a 24 year younger sibling."
Lily Roy
Lily Roy
"What.. No Annie, I am not pregnant."
Annie Roy
Annie Roy
"Thank God"
Kelly
Kelly
"Well, what's the good news then?"
Alex Roy
Alex Roy
"You guys really need to let me finish talking, you always interrupt me before I do"
Sofia
Sofia
"Okay okay, uncle we won't interrupt you next time. What's the good time? I am excited, tell us quickly please."
Alex Roy
Alex Roy
"The good news is, Alexander and Rose are coming back tomorrow from abroad."
Lily Roy
Lily Roy
"Wait, really? Rose didn't mention anything about coming back to me."
Annie Roy
Annie Roy
"Oh my gosh, really? Are Sam and Ron coming as well? Wait what about William? Is he coming along?"
Kelly
Kelly
"Who's Rose and Alexander?"
Sofia
Sofia
"And who's Ron, Sam and William??"
Alex Roy
Alex Roy
"Well, you'll find out tomorrow when u meet them. You 2 had a long flight, for now go and have some rest alright."
Kelly
Kelly
"Rest... Yeah, I do need some rest."
End Of Chapter
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