Moonlit constraints
Taehyung's eyes lock onto Jeongguk, his gaze burning with intensity. Jeongguk stands before him, completely nàked, his face a deep shade of crimson. His small fists are clenched, his knuckles white with tension, and his lower lip is bitten hard to suppress tears.
Taehyung's own cheek twitches as he bites his inner cheek, his eyes never leaving Jeongguk's vulnerable form. He remembers the promise he made to himself - to not touch Jeongguk, to respect his boundaries.
Despite the desire that simmers beneath the surface, Taehyung's resolve remains firm. He isn't a beast, and he won't take advantage of Jeongguk's vulnerable state. He knows Jeongguk isn't ready for physical intimàcy, and he won't push him.
The fact that Jeongguk is pregnant only adds to Taehyung's determination. He knows Jeongguk wasn't aware of his condition when someone impregnated him without his full consent and Taehyung won't take advantage of that ignorance.
With a quiet nod, Taehyung turns away, his eyes scanning the room for a blanket or cloth to cover Jeongguk's exposed skin. He will respect Jeongguk's boundaries, no matter the cost.
Taehyung gently covers Jeongguk with a blanket, his voice softening as he says
Jeongguk's sniffles turn into sobs, his body shaking with tears. Despite the pain and fear Taehyung had instilled in him, Jeongguk's heart melts at the gentle care. He's just a baby, and Taehyung's soft words are enough to break down his defenses.
Taehyung's eyes narrow in concern as he asks
Kim Taehyung
Why are you crying now?
Jeongguk's voice trembles as he manages to say
Jeongguk
I should satisfy you, that's the duty of an omega... but I got afraid.
Taehyung takes a deep breath, his expression softening further.
Kim Taehyung
Don't think about it now, get dressed
He says, his voice gentle but firm.
With that, he turns and leaves the room, giving Jeongguk time to compose himself and change into his nightdress. The door closes softly behind him, leaving Jeongguk to his tears and conflicting emotions.
Taehyung returns with a bowl of vanilla ice cream, topped with olive oil and sea salt. Jeongguk's eyes widen as he takes in the sight, his gaze fixed on the creamy treat.
Jeongguk asks, his voice hesitant.
Taehyung raises an eyebrow, a hint of a smile on his lips.
Kim Taehyung
Is anyone else visible here except you and I? Of course, it's for you.
Jeongguk gulps, his eyes darting to the ice cream before returning to Taehyung's face.
Jeongguk
But I'm hungry, I haven't had dinner yet.
Taehyung's expression turns stern, his brow furrowing.
Kim Taehyung
Why? I told you not to stay awake.
Jeongguk fidgets with the lace of his nightdress, his voice barely above a whisper.
Jeongguk
Your mother would get angry, if I ate without you
Taehyung's gaze softens, his eyes crinkling at the corners. He sets the bowl down on the bedside table, his movements gentle.
Kim Taehyung
Eat the ice cream first, then we'll talk about dinner.
Taehyung watches as Jeongguk savors the ice cream, his eyes lighting up with delight. For a moment, Taehyung forgets about the tension from earlier, and a warmth spreads through his chest.
But then, Jeongguk looks up, and Taehyung notices his ears turning a deep shade of red.
Kim Taehyung
What happened?
Taehyung asks, his brow furrowing.
Jeongguk's gaze drops, his voice barely above a whisper.
Jeongguk
You saw me nàked... and I haven't shaved.
Taehyung blinks a few times, his lips twitching as he fights to suppress his laughter.
Kim Taehyung
It's natural, everyone has it
He says, his voice gentle.
But Jeongguk's face scrunches up, his eyes welling up with tears.
Jeongguk
But, but omegas should not have it. They should be desirable and clean.
Taehyung's expression turns serious, his voice low and husky.
Kim Taehyung
Who said you're undesirable?
Jeongguk's gaze remains fixed on his bowl, his voice cracking.
Jeongguk
You... don't like me, that's why you haven't consummated the wedding yet.
Taehyung's heart skips a beat, his mind racing with the implications of Jeongguk's words. He sets his jaw, his eyes burning with intensity.
Kim Taehyung
Jeongguk, look at me.
Jeongguk's gaze meets Taehyung's, his eyes searching for answers. Taehyung's hands grasp Jeongguk's shoulders, his grip firm but gentle.
Kim Taehyung
You are an adult, I know, but in my eyes, you are equal to a baby. You are not ready yet
Taehyung says, his voice filled with conviction.
Jeongguk's head tilts, his voice barely above a whisper.
Taehyung's response is immediate.
Kim Taehyung
Yes, you are.
But Jeongguk's mind races with secrets and fears.
Jeongguk
" But I am already pregnant... someone impregnated me when I was not in my senses. That man didn't consider getting my consent. If Taehyungssi doesn't touch me, he will know I was pregnant all along. What if, after knowing it, he throws me away? Where will I go with this child? I don't even love this child."
Jeongguk's eyes well up with tears, his heart heavy with the weight of his secrets. He forces a smile, trying to hide his true emotions, but Taehyung's gaze lingers, as if sensing the turmoil beneath the surface.
Taehyung's eyes hold a deep understanding, his gaze piercing through Jeongguk's facade. He knows the truth, the secret Jeongguk harbors. The pregnancy, the alpha who impregnated him, the lack of consent... Taehyung knows it all.
But he says nothing, his expression a mask of calm. His hands still grasp Jeongguk's shoulders, a gentle yet firm hold.
Jeongguk, oblivious to Taehyung's knowledge, continues to worry about being rejected, about being thrown away. But Taehyung's thoughts are elsewhere, his mind consumed by the alpha who impregnated Jeongguk.
He recalls the day he agreed to marry Jeongguk, without any reason, without any explanation. He knows who the father of Jeongguk's unborn child is, and he will keep that secret hidden, for now.
Taehyung's eyes seem to bore into Jeongguk's soul, as if searching for something, but his expression reveals nothing. His grip on Jeongguk's shoulders tightens, a subtle possessiveness that speaks volumes.
Kim Taehyung
Have your dinner, Jeongguk
Taehyung says, his voice gentle but firm.
Kim Taehyung
Min Soo-ah is awake, he's at the dining table. Go have your meal.
Taehyung's eyes linger on Jeongguk's face, his mind racing with thoughts he can't express. He almost says that Jeongguk shouldn't starve himself, especially in his condition, but he catches himself just in time. He can't reveal that he knows about the pregnancy.
As he watches Jeongguk nod and turn to leave, Taehyung's thoughts turn to the omega's behavior. He's noticed that Jeongguk doesn't seem to care about the child growing inside him. There's no excitement, no nervousness, no anticipation. It's as if Jeongguk is disconnected from the whole experience.
Taehyung wonders if it's because Jeongguk is barely an adult himself, or if it's because the child was unwanted, a result of a non-consensual encounter. Whatever the reason, Taehyung knows he needs to be careful, to tread lightly around Jeongguk's emotions.
Taehyung's mind races with strategy, his eyes fixed on Jeongguk's naive form. He knows what he needs to do - hide the fact that Jeongguk was already pregnant when they got married. It won't be easy, but Taehyung is determined.
Within a few weeks, everyone will know Jeongguk is pregnant, and Taehyung needs to be prepared. He's noticed that Jeongguk doesn't show many symptoms, and his lack of interest in the baby is almost... disturbing. All Jeongguk seems to care about is getting intimàte with Taehyung, as if that will somehow prove the baby's parentage.
Taehyung's lips curl into a subtle smile. Jeongguk is so naive, so innocent. He thinks that by sedùcing Taehyung, he can trick him into claiming the baby as his own. But Taehyung knows better. Anyone can calculate the days, figure out that Jeongguk was already pregnant before their wedding.
So, Taehyung will simply adjust the timeline, make it seem like Jeongguk got pregnant right after their wedding. It's a simple plan, but it will require careful execution. Taehyung's eyes narrow, his mind working overtime to ensure that everything goes according to plan.
Taehyung's thoughts are interrupted by the looming figure of his omega father, Hyeon Woo. He knows his father's disdain for Jeongguk, and the news of his pregnancy will only fuel that hatred.
Kim Taehyung
Eomeoni will not be pleased
Taehyung thinks to himself, his brow furrowing in concern.
Yes, his omega father knows that Jeongguk will get pregnant eventually, but this... this is too fast. The speed of the pregnancy will raise eyebrows, spark gossip among the noble households. After six or seven-month later pregnancy would have been acceptable, but this... this is a scandal waiting to happen.
Taehyung can almost hear the whispers now:
" The Kim heir's omega is loose, uncontrolled... and already pregnant mere weeks after the wedding."
The shame, the embarrassment... Taehyung's father will not tolerate it.
And yet, Taehyung cannot change the circumstances. All he can do is try to mitigate the damage.
Taehyung's mind wanders back to the nobles' incessant gossiping. He remembers how they talked about his omega father's pregnancy with his siblings, how they ridiculed the 19-year age gap with his siblings. As if it was a crime, a scandal.
Taehyung's lips curl in distaste. He despises gossipmongers, and he knows they're already talking about Jeongguk, the orphan who married into the royal family. They're probably saying Jeongguk is beneath him, that he's only after the Kim family's title and wealth.
And when the news of Jeongguk's pregnancy breaks, they'll start counting the days, whispering that Taehyung must have impregnated Jeongguk before the wedding. That's why the wedding was rushed, hushed. Taehyung can almost hear their venomous words.
" The Kim family's heir, marrying an orphan and getting him pregnant before the wedding? How scandalous!"
Taehyung's eyes narrow, his jaw clenched. He won't let them get away with it.
Jeongguk bounces into the room, his footsteps light and carefree. But his enthusiasm is short-lived, as Taehyung's frown greets him like a storm cloud.
Kim Taehyung
Weren't you taught not to make noise with your feet while walking?
Taehyung scolds, his voice stern.
Kim Taehyung
And you were jumping, no less. Where is your etiquette?
Jeongguk's eyes drop to his feet, his face flushing with embarrassment.
He mutters, but his mind is already wandering elsewhere.
In a few days, his body will begin to change, his belly swelling with the unwanted child. He won't be able to see his own feet, won't be able to move with the same ease. Jeongguk's frown deepens, his thoughts consumed by the burden growing inside him.
He loves kids, but this... this is different. This child is a reminder of a non-consensual encounter. A child whose father is a stranger, a mystery. Why should he go through pain and suffering for someone else's mistake?
Jeongguk's eyes flash with resentment, his heart heavy with the weight of his circumstances. He doesn't want this child, doesn't want the constant reminder of that fateful night. But it's too late now, the wheels are already in motion.
Jeongguk struggles to climb onto the bed, his body aching with exhaustion. But then, he spots a small stool, cleverly placed beside the bed. He blinks twice, remembering Minsoo entering their room earlier with something, but he hadn't noticed what it was.
With newfound ease, Jeongguk steps on the stool and climbs onto the bed, sprawling across the sheets with a sigh of relief. But his comfort is short-lived, as Taehyung's glare pierces through him.
Chastened, Jeongguk curls into a ball, trying to sleep. But his rest is disrupted by Taehyung's gentle approach. He feels warm breath on his neck, sending shivers down his spine.
Something stirs within him, a flutter in the pit of his stomach. Jeongguk's legs instinctively clench together, as if to protect himself from the unfamiliar sensation.
But the more Taehyung's breath touches his skin, the more Jeongguk craves his touch. His body betrays him, responding to Taehyung's proximity with a will of its own. Jeongguk's heart races, his mind clouded by the sudden rush of emotions.
Jeongguk turns, his eyes locking onto Taehyung's intense gaze.
Jeongguk
You're sure you won't touch me?
He asks, his voice barely above a whisper.
Taehyung's frown deepens.
Kim Taehyung
No, go to sleep.
But Jeongguk's gaze lingers on Taehyung's lips, his mind racing with forbidden thoughts.
Jeongguk
But I'm having pain
He says, his voice trembling.
Jeongguk's hand reaches out, grasping Taehyung's wrist. He places it on his lower abdomen, dangerously close to his private part. Taehyung's smirk hints at his awareness of the provocative touch.
Kim Taehyung
Are you really having pain, or is it because I'm near you?
Taehyung teases, his voice low and husky.
Jeongguk's face flushes, his heart racing with confusion. He doesn't understand what's happening to him, but he desperately craves Taehyung's touch on his burning skin. He wants to feel Taehyung's presence inside his body, to ease the ache that's been growing within him.
Taehyung turns away, his back facing Jeongguk, crushing the omega's desire for sèx. Jeongguk's whisper is laced with vulnerability.
Jeongguk
Am I not desirable? I don't know how it's done, but I'm having this weird sensation in my stomach... and... and...
Taehyung's voice is gentle, encouraging.
Jeongguk's words tumble out, hesitant.
Jeongguk
And below my lower abdomen... is it wrong? Am I sick?
Taehyung takes a deep breath, his mind racing with the realization that Jeongguk is innocent, truly innocent. He knows that orphans often learn about these topics faster, but Jeongguk is different. He has never touched himself, never experienced arousal. The pregnancy, a result of a non-consensual encounter, is a cruel twist of fate.
Taehyung's heart aches, his resolve to keep his distance wavering. He knows he must protect Jeongguk, not just from the world, but from his own desires, his own innocence.
Taehyung turns to Jeongguk, his voice barely above a whisper.
Kim Taehyung
I'm going to do something to help you, but promise me you won't scream. I won't hurt you, I just want to ease your pain. I am not gonna penetràte, ok? so relax!
Jeongguk's eyes widen, his lips parting slightly as he nods. Taehyung's hand slides under the covers, his fingers gently slipping into Jeongguk's underwear. Jeongguk's breath catches, his body tensing momentarily before relaxing into Taehyung's touch.
Taehyung's fingers dance across Jeongguk's skin, searching for the source of his discomfort. His touch is gentle, soothing, and Jeongguk's eyes flutter closed, his face tilting upwards in silent gratitude.
Taehyung's forefinger gently enters Jeongguk's cavern, exploring the warmth within. Jeongguk winces, his breathing quickening, but Taehyung soothes him with a gentle whisper.
Kim Taehyung
Relax, try to adjust.
Jeongguk nods, his eyes closed, as Taehyung's finger moves steadily inside Jeongguk. As his breathing becomes uneven, Taehyung introduces another finger, eliciting a soft mòan from Jeongguk.
Jeongguk's hand clenches Taehyung's shirt, his eyes welling up with tears. His mouth remains slightly open, while Taehyung's fingers explore the warmth within Jeongguk. Taehyung's touch is gentle, yet deliberate, as he tends to Jeongguk's discomfort.
Taehyung adds a third finger, and Jeongguk's breathing becomes labored. Tears well up in his eyes as he struggles to accommodate the gentle invasion. Taehyung asks,
Kim Taehyung
Is it paining?
Jeongguk nods, his eyes brimming with tears.
Kim Taehyung
Shall I remove my fingers?
But Jeongguk shakes his head vehemently, his grip on Taehyung's pyjama shirt tightening. Taehyung's movements remain steady and strong, his fingers exploring the warmth of Jeongguk's inside.
As Taehyung's fingers brush against a sensitive spot, Jeongguk's body shudders, waves of shivers coursing through him. His eyes lock onto Taehyung's, filled with a mix of discomfort and trust. Taehyung's expression remains calm and focused, his eyes filled with concern for Jeongguk's well-being.
Taehyung asks again, his voice gentle with concern
Kim Taehyung
Shall I stop?
But Jeongguk shakes his head, his voice barely above a whisper
Taehyung continues his gentle exploration, his fingers moving with purpose inside Jeongguk's warm cavern. He touches the sensitive spot again, sending waves of shivers coursing through Jeongguk's body. Jeongguk's breathing becomes even more labored, but he refuses to let Taehyung stop.
Tears stream down Jeongguk's face, his eyes locked onto Taehyung's, filled with a mix of emotions. Comfort, trust, and a hint of surprise at the new sensations overwhelm him. His body trembles, his fingers clenched in Taehyung's shirt, holding on as if afraid to let go.
Taehyung's expression remains calm, his eyes filled with a deep understanding, as he continues to tend to Jeongguk's needs.
Taehyung's lips crash onto Jeongguk's forehead, a gentle yet passionate gesture. He holds back from kissing Jeongguk's lips, fearing he might lose control and surrender to his desires, màke love to Jeongguk. Instead, he pours his emotions into the gentle touch, his lips lingering on Jeongguk's skin.
As Jeongguk shudders violently and withers in his arms, Taehyung stops his moving his fingers inside Jeongguk, concern etched on his face.
Kim Taehyung
Are you okay now?
He whispers, his voice trembling with care.
Taehyung notices Jeongguk has just reached the peak of his climàx
Jeongguk nods, his eyes closed, and snuggles deeper into Taehyung's chest. Taehyung's arms envelop him, holding him close as he whispers
Kim Taehyung
Maybe someday I'll màke love to you and make you mine completely. But for now, I'm not capable enough to touch you.
Jeongguk's eyelids grow heavy, his body relaxing in Taehyung's embrace. He's exhausted, yet his heart feels full. He has experienced his first aròusal, and his first touch from his husband. It wasn't lovemaking, but it was enough.
A gentle smile spreads across his face as he drifts off to sleep, feeling desired and wanted. He's not undesirable, and that thought alone brings him joy.
He imagines a future where Taehyung will màke love to him, cherishing and adoring him like other omegas dream of their first time. Jeongguk's heart skips a beat at the thought, his soul longing for that moment.
As he sleeps, Taehyung holds him close, his own eyes closed.
Taehyung wakes up to an empty bed, his eyes scanning the room for Jeongguk. He gets out of bed and searches the room, finally hearing the sound of running water coming from the bathroom. He waits patiently outside the door until Jeongguk emerges, looking refreshed.
Kim Taehyung
From today, your teacher will come
Taehyung says, his tone gentle but firm.
Kim Taehyung
Study hard, hmm?
Jeongguk nods obediently, though his heart sinks at the thought of studying. He never was a good student, and the idea of hitting the books again fills him with dread. If he can't be a singer, he'd rather be a housewife, taking care of his husband and kids. That's always been his dream, but he knows Taehyung won't understand.
Jeongguk says, forcing a smile.
Taehyung smiles back, oblivious to Jeongguk's inner turmoil.
Kim Taehyung
That's an excellent thing. I know you can do it.
Jeongguk nods again, feeling trapped. He can't reveal his true feelings to Taehyung, who's always been a study freak. He'll just have to pretend to be interested in his studies, all the while dreaming of a different future.
Taehyung's parents sit at the breakfast table, sipping their tea and nibbling on pastries. Taehyung clears his throat to announce
From today, an omega teacher will come to tutor Jeongguk, to help him prepare for the entrance exam.
His omega father, Hyeon Woo, sets his cup down, his expression disapproving.
Hyeon Woo
Must you appoint a teacher for him to pass the exam? Can he not even manage that on his own?
Taehyung nods, accustomed to his father's criticism.
Kim Taehyung
Yes, Eomeoni. I want to ensure he has every opportunity to succeed.
Hyeon Woo's voice drips with disdain.
Hyeon Woo
Why must you coddle him so? It's embarrassing, really. My son's omega, illiterate and incapable. What will others think of our family?
Taehyung remains silent, unwilling to engage in an argument with his omega father. He knows Hyeon Woo's words are laced with hurt and disappointment, but he also knows that defending Jeongguk will only provoke him further.
Hyeon Woo's refined features twist in distaste.
Hyeon Woo
I suppose it's fortunate that you're taking steps to rectify this... situation. But really, Taehyung, you should have chosen a more suitable omega. One who could at least keep up appearances.
Duho, Taehyung's alpha father, speaks up, his voice firm but concerned.
Kim Duho
Why are you so invested in insulting Jeongguk? Jeongguk is just a child, almost the same age as your youngest son, Victor. Stop making trouble for your son-in-law.
Jeongguk keeps his eyes fixed on his plate, his cheeks flushing crimson as he steals glances at Taehyung. Memories of the previous night's intimàcy flood his mind, making him squirm in his seat.
Taehyung finishes his meal, his expression calm and collected.
Kim Taehyung
I'm just trying to help him, Eomeoni
He needs guidance and support.
He pushes his chair back and stands up.
Kim Taehyung
I have to go to work now.
Hyeon Woo
Taehyung, don't think I don't see what's going on here. You're not just helping him, you're obsessing over him. Leave him be, for Victor's sake, if not your own. You are spoiling your omega
Taehyung's face remains impassive, but his eyes flicker to Jeongguk for a brief moment before he turns and exits the room, leaving the tension behind. Jeongguk's gaze follows him, his heart racing with emotions he can't quite understand.
Taehyung sits at his office desk, sipping a strong cup of coffee, his eyes fixed on the flame as he lights a cigar. He whispers to himself
Kim Taehyung
I shouldn't have touched him last night... What was I thinking? Now he'll crave my touch even more. He wants me to have sèx with him.
He takes a long drag on the cigar, exhaling slowly as he continues to berate himself.
Kim Taehyung
It must be his pregnancy hormones making him so needy. I shouldn't have given in to my instincts... I'm his husband, not his lover.
Taehyung's eyes narrow, his jaw clenched in frustration.
Kim Taehyung
I need to control myself better. If I can't, my alpha instincts might take over... and I might end up having sex with him.
He shakes his head, the thought sending a shiver down his spine.
He sets the cigar down, his mind racing with the implications. He can't let himself give in to his desires, no matter how much his body craves Jeongguk's. He needs to maintain control, for both their sakes.
Taehyung walks into the room, his eyes scanning the space until they land on the teacher, who's scolding Jeongguk. Her words cut through the air, harsh and unforgiving.
Bae Joo Hyun
You think getting married to the King's nephew will give you a free pass to enroll in a prestigious university? For that, you need a brain, which you lack. Poor your husband.
Taehyung's frown deepens as he approaches them. The teacher, an omega woman, blushes upon seeing him, but quickly composes herself.
Kim Taehyung
Isn't he studying well?
Taehyung asks, his tone even.
The teacher responds bluntly
Jeongguk protests, his eyes welling up with tears.
Jeongguk
I am studying well, she's deliberately insulting me!
Taehyung's gaze turns stern.
Kim Taehyung
Your words were harsh. Refrain from using those words to my omega. Is that clear?
The teacher's face twists in anger, but she forces a smile, her eyes flashing with a hint of sedùction.
Bae Joo Hyun
Of course, sir. I apologize if I came across as too stern.
Taehyung's eyes narrow, sensing her insincerity, but he says nothing more, his presence commanding respect. The teacher's smile falters for a moment before she regains her composure, her eyes never leaving Taehyung's face.
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no words just Amazing 👏👏..
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2024-08-27
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Uff thank god.. I was worried as heck here
2024-08-24
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