Episode 1

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..." The deeper the sea "...

The heaviness inside my heart is just making me mad. I slowly opened my eyes. I was still in bed. The dream seems to be terrible than i thought.

I can't be like this. I just have to forget everything and move on.. But i can't. Im lost in this freaking world.

I looked under. My baby.. sleeping peacefully. she's 9 months. I love her so much. She is dreaming about the world. The world i hate so much.

I sighed looking at her sleeping peacefully. It just makes me happy that she's sleeping peacefully.

I turned to my left. There was no-one.

So he is gone.

" What a tiring day ! " i moaned.

I looked around. "Nice and clean.. just like usual. " I was relieved. I always drinks a smoothie in the morning, hoping that it can make me healthy for a full day.

I entered the kitchen with full energy.

The kitchen is one of my favourite place. Everything was ready. He prepared breakfast as always.

I glance at the smoothie on a bottle and a note with it.

Eden never fails to make me smile.

A great husband and a well father.

I wish i could be happy, but i can't. I didn't choose to be.

Eden was someone every girl would dream of. He was tall, handsome, young and healthy.

It's been 5 months since i married him. It was our choice to marry each other. We both started our life quitely. If i talk about Eden, there would be so much to talk.

I looked at my phone.

...10.32 am...

...MONDAY...

THE day i hate the most. The day i have to be productive. I pumped my breast milk and put them in my bag. It's a baby bag. I bought it in thrift bag shop.

"Hhmm.. diapers?? Where is it..??"

I looked around everywhere but i can't find diapers. That's crazy. Our house is small. Yet, I can't find diapers. I don't want to wake her up too.

I rolled my eyes under the chair.

"There it is!" . Ouch!! My head hit on the chair.

Looking for Ellie's things is so hard. Its like I'm looking in a deep sea. Speaking of sea, now i think going to beach, perhaps is the best idea.

Ellie always cries without her car. I thought girls would love dolls and other things. But ellie loves cars. Her favourite car is the green one. I looked at my bag again to make sure i have taken everything for Ellie.

She started walking lately. So she put things around everywhere.

I looked all over my closet to find a dress for beach. My dresses are in a mess while Eden's are clean.

I think of him a lot lately. My busy days with Ellie always makes me forgot about him and i felt bad for that.

He is the nice husband. I Don't deserve him. THAT aches my heart.

Without him i would be dead.

I was depressed.

I took Ellie in my arms gently. I kissed on her forehead. She's the hope i have.

She don't even know how much she makes me happy.

"I love you.. Ellie." I whispered.

I put her in my body and opened the curtains. The warm sun light touched her and my face.

She slowly opened her eyes. Her green eyes, the colour i love the most. She stretched her arms and legs.

This tiny human is the only one i need.

She was about to cry. I putted her in the bed.

"Good morning, my little Ellieve.." i gave her a kiss. I wish she would be always young.

She's growing up so fastly. I was always thrived by her little things. I wish i could be a better mom for her.

The first word of her was

...'Dada'...

Which was a complete shock for me. I was surely a bad mom for her.

Im always normal with her. My happy side is only with her.

I will be always with her.

She touched her legs and was about to suck her toes. I pulled her leg backwards. Then again she did, i pulled it back.

My phone is ringing. It was Eden.

"Good morning.." he said by clearing his throat.

"Eden.. Thank you for the smoothie. I was really about to call you! ". He knows that's a lie but he keeps up with it.

"Are you seeing Amanda today?? " he asked slowly.

I hate this. Whenever he brings up Amanda's name, i hate it.

I gritted my teeth and looked at my sweet Elleive. She smiled with her one teeth visibly.

"Im not going to meet her.." i told him exuses everytime but he never questions me about that.

" Elen, you have to be sure.. are you going to somewhere??" Sure he knows me well.

"Yeahh.. me and ellie are going to beach today.. and lunch at the sea hear restaurant". I said to him while making myself pretty with some makeup.

"It must be fun!! Be safe.. call me if you need anything ". I looked at the clock.

...11.00...

Elleive got ready and i combed her blonde hair. The same hair colour as me. I choose her a white top pairing up with her white bow.

I took her in my arms and give her a peck. She smells amazing. I have a lot of baby fever.

I wored a sky blue top up to my thighs, revealing my soft and beautiful skin.

Me and ellie took a picture together.

My heart was telling me to send this picture to Eden. But my personality trait didn't.

I sighed and gave Ellie the milk i pumped in the kitchen. Ellie smiled bigly when i gave her the bottle.

I looked at myself again. The young and hot mother. "Isn't it too revealing Ellie??" I asked. She said something that i can't understand. I nodded at her with a move of approval.

I looked at my lipgloss and wored it because it's been so long since i wore it.

"I look young..well I'm young.." i smiled at myself.

"I'm going to be a hot mama" i throwed my shoes in the floor and wore my sandals which was perfect for the dress.

"Well.. now the house is in such a mess.. he's gonna clean it.." he cleans them really well.

I took Ellie and put her in her car seat and started to drive. Eden always goes through cab cause, he knew i need cars most of the time.

Im not a stay at home mom. I goes to gym and other places. We're not financially stable yet.so we are maintaining a good plan.

Eden always tells me to have friends! I know i can have friends but still i don't think so.

But Eden never talked about his friends at the office. I don't even know if he's cheating me..well, what am i thinking??

I can't think like that.. he's a nice person.

Am i overthinking??

I really wish he could live happily and our little Ellie too. I love to die soon.

...Suddenly the car stopped....

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