JAY - EN-
Jay
*Jay nods, his heart still racing from your proximity. He scoots closer, getting comfortable on the bed.*
"***Sure. Let's sleep.***"
*He turns off the lamp beside the bed, plunging the room into darkness. He lies down beside you, listening to your steady breathing and the soft rustling of the sheets.*
Sane
I turn my back on him
Jay
*Jay watches as you turn your back on him, a pang of disappointment washing over him. He reaches out tentatively, wanting to pull you closer and wrap his arms around you, but he stops himself, remembering the need to respect your boundaries.*
*He lies down, staring up at the ceiling in the darkness, feeling the space between you both like a chasm.*
Sane
Good night .. I mean, good morning, haha
Jay
*Jay chuckles softly, a mixture of fatigue and amusement in his voice.*
"***Right, it's technically morning now. Good morning.***"
*He turns to his side, facing your back. Despite the distance between you, he can't help but wish he could be closer, to hold you in his arms just like old times.*
Sane
I sleep while he's still awake
Jay
*Jay lies there, listening to the steady rhythm of your breathing, indicating that you've fallen asleep. He turns his gaze back towards the ceiling, unable to find sleep himself. His mind is racing with thoughts of you, their past together, and the uncertain future ahead.*
*He watches the shadows on the ceiling, the stillness of the night making it seem like time has stopped moving altogether.*
Sane
While sleeping I turn back to him
Jay
*Jay feels the mattress shift as you turn back towards him in your sleep. His heart skips a beat as he sees your face, peaceful and vulnerable in rest. He watches you for a moment, a mixture of fondness and guilt swirling inside him.*
*Tentatively, he reaches out a hand, gently tucking a strand of hair behind your ear.*
Sane
I feel his hand that tickled me
Jay
*Jay smiles softly as he sees your face twitch slightly, a response to the slight tickle of his touch. He withdraws his hand, not wanting to disturb your sleep, but he can't help but feel a pang of tenderness as you react to his presence even in your unconscious state.*
Sane
Then I start to say no because I'm dreaming of the assault that happened to me
Jay
*Jay's heart aches at the distressed tone of your voice as you mutter "no" in your sleep. He realizes that you're dreaming about the assault you had mentioned earlier, and guilt crashes over him like a wave.*
*He props himself up on his elbow, careful not to move too suddenly. He gently rubs your shoulder, trying to soothe you in your sleep.*
Sane
I wake up because of the rubs and ask him, "What are you doing?"
Jay
*Jay freezes as you wake up, instantly feeling guilty for waking you.*
"***Sorry, I didn't mean to wake you. You seemed... upset in your sleep.***"
*He looks at you, concern etched on his face.*
Sane
...
Okay *then I go back to sleep*
Jay
*Jay watches as you close your eyes and drift back off to sleep, his gaze fixated on your sleeping form. He lies back down, a mixture of guilt and concern swirling inside him. He can't help but wonder how often you have nightmares about the assault, and how it must affect you on a daily basis.*
*He turns his attention back to the ceiling, listening to your soft breathing, and silently praying that your sleep is undisturbed.*
Sane
Then he also falls asleep
Jay
*Exhaustion finally catches up to Jay, and he drifts off to sleep, his thoughts still whirling with a mix of emotions and memories. He closes his eyes, surrendering to the fatigue that has been building up all night.*
*The room falls into a deep silence, broken only by the soft sounds of their breathing in the stillness of the early morning.*
Sane
Then I woke up at noon 1:45 pm. I see him still sleeping
Jay
*Jay continues to sleep peacefully beside you, his face relaxed and carefree. The sunlight peeks through a crack in the curtains, casting a gentle light on his features. The steady rise and fall of his chest indicate that he is still deep in slumber.*
Sane
I try to wake him up, but he doesn't budge
Sane
*You try gently shaking Jay's shoulder, hoping to wake him up. But he remains motionless, his breathing slow and steady.*
"***Jay... wake up.***"
*Your voice is soft yet insistent, but he doesn't stir. The sound of traffic faintly echoes from outside, muffled by the early afternoon silence.*
Sane
I go outside to buy some eggs
Jay
*As you leave the room, Jay lies blissfully unaware, still in the realm of dreams.*
*You step outside into the fresh air, the sounds of the city bustling around you. The streets are starting to buzz with people going about their day, as you make your way to buy some eggs.*
Sane
To my surprise, when I got back, he was still asleep
Sane
*You enter the room to find Jay still in deep slumber, sprawled out on the bed. A small smile tugs at the corners of your lips as you realize that he's been asleep for quite some time now.*
*You place the grocery bags on the counter and approach the bed, watching him sleep. A mixture of amusement and affection fills you as you wonder how it's possible for someone to sleep so deeply for so long.*
Sane
I cooked rice and adobo and didn't eat yet I took a paper and wrote " wake me up if your up so we can eat together, I cooked adobo while you we're still asleep I'm going to sleep again next to you, so wake me up. P.S it's 2:30 pm, hehe~"
Then I go back and lay down next to him after an hour he wakes up and sees what I wrote
Jay
*Jay slowly opens his eyes, still half-asleep. He looks around disoriented, until his gaze falls upon the note you left beside him.*
*He picks up the note, reading your words. A soft smile spreads across his face as he registers the time ("2:30pm" and the playful "hehe~") and the fact that you cooked adobo while he was asleep.*
*He turns to look at you, sleeping peacefully next to him. He reaches out and gently nudges your shoulder.*
Sane
Hmm I turn while asleep
Jay
*Jay watches as you turn slightly in your sleep, your eyes still closed. He pokes you gently again, this time with a bit more force.*
"***Hey... wake up.****"
*He speaks in a soft yet insistent voice, hoping to rouse you from your slumber.*
Sane
I turn again and scratch my belly, which makes my shirt roll up and almost show my breast
Jay
*Jay notices your shirt riding up slightly as you scratch your belly, exposing a bit of your skin. He swallows hard, his eyes briefly fixated on the exposed area before he quickly looks away, feeling a pang of guilt and embarrassment.*
*He reaches out and gently pokes your arm again, trying to ignore the sudden rush of heat that courses through him.*
"***Wake up, sleepyhead.***"
Sane
Hmm, I don't want tooo
Jay
*Jay chuckles softly at your drowsy protest, knowing that persuading you to wake up when you're this tired isn't an easy task.*
"***Come on, you need to wake up. I want to eat the adobo you cooked.***"
*He nudges you once again, his touch a little more playful this time.*
Sane
I grab his arm and pull him towards me
Jay
*Jay is caught off guard as you suddenly grab his arm and pull him towards you. He tumbles forward slightly, losing his balance and falling half on top of you.*
*His eyes widen in surprise, and he looks down at you, his face mere inches from yours. He can feel the heat radiating off your body, and the warmth of your touch on his arm.*
"***Hey... what are you doing?***"
Sane
What? *confused face*
Jay
*Jay grins at the confused expression on your face, realizing that you're still half-asleep and not fully aware of what you're doing.*
"***You just grabbed my arm and pulled me towards you.***"
*He props himself up on one elbow, his body still leaning over you slightly. A smirk plays on his lips as he gazes down at you.*
Jay
*Jay can't help but chuckle softly at your drowsy response. It's clear that you're still disoriented from sleep, and your actions are driven more by instinct than conscious thought.*
"***Yeah, you pulled me closer.***"
*He runs a hand through his hair, still grinning at your confused expression. Your proximity like this feels both familiar and exhilarating for him.*
Sane
Well how close are we right now?
Jay
*Jay studies your face, his gaze drifting from your eyes to your lips and then back up again. He realizes that your bodies are practically pressed together, his weight pinning you down to the bed.*
"***Pretty close.***"
*He replies, his voice dropping to a low whisper. His heart rate quickens as he becomes increasingly aware of the heat radiating off your body and the way your faces are mere inches apart.*
Sane
Okay, get up, let's eattt
Jay
*Jay chuckles again, amused by your sudden shift in focus. He grins at you, his eyes glinting mischievously.*
"***Alright, alright. We'll eat.***"
*He slowly pulls away from you, sitting up on the edge of the bed and stretching his arms. He glances back at you, still lying in bed and looking adorably drowsy.*
Sane
I sit up and rub my eyes
Jay
*As you sit up and rub your eyes, Jay watches you with amusement. Your sleepy mannerisms are endearing to him, and he can't help but find you endearing in this disheveled state.*
"***You look like you could fall back asleep any second.***"
*He teases, a playful glint in his eye as he watches you awaken from your slumber.*
Sane
After we eat let's sleep againn
Jay
*Jay chuckles softly as you make your sleepy declaration.*
"***Yeah, we can sleep again. But first, let's eat."***.
*He stands up from the bed, offering you a hand to help you do the same. A smile plays on his lips as he leads you towards the kitchen, where the aroma of the adobo you cooked earlier wafts through the air.*
Jay
*Jay scoops a spoonful of the adobo onto his plate and takes a bite. The flavors burst in his mouth, and he nods in appreciation.*
"***It's delicious. You're such a good cook.***"
*He looks at you, a warm smile on his face as he scoops another spoonful into his mouth.*
Jay
*Jay continues to savor the adobo, the taste of the Filipino dish bringing a sense of familiarity and comfort. He glances at you, admiring the way your hair falls around your face, still slightly disheveled from sleep.*
"***Seriously, I've missed this. I missed your cooking.***"
*He says, a hint of fondness in his voice.*
Sane
Ah, ahaha, I'm sure she also cooked for you, tho
Jay
*Jay's smile fades slightly at the mention of "she", a pang of guilt and regret flooding his heart. He shifts uncomfortably in his seat, knowing that this is a sensitive topic.*
"***She did. But it's different when you do it.***"
*He responds quietly, his gaze avoiding yours as he focuses on his food.*
Sane
I get up to get coke for me and sprite for him in the fridge
Jay
*Jay watches as you get up and walk towards the fridge to grab the drinks. The sound of the fridge opening and closing breaks the momentary silence in the room.*
*He watches you carefully pour the fizzy drinks into glasses, his thoughts churning inside his head. He wants to talk about her, but he doesn't want to upset you or dampen your mood.*
Sane
So.. what do you do now?
Jay
*Jay looks up from his food, his expression a bit pensive. He takes a moment to gather his thoughts before answering your question.*
"***Well, I'm currently part of a kpop group named Enhypen.***"
*He says, a hint of pride in his voice as he mentions the name of his group. He takes a sip of his Sprite, studying your reaction to his answer.*
Sane
Aw shit.. I'll forget that, I don't want to be chased by fans
Jay
*Jay laughs out loud, surprised and amused by your reaction. He wasn't expecting you to be worried about being chased by fans.*
"***Don't worry, I won't let them chase you. I'll protect you.***"
*He says in a playful but earnest tone, a grin on his face as he imagines the chaotic situation of you being pursued by an army of fans. He leans back in his chair, his gaze locking with yours.*
Sane
You can't if the company forbids you
Jay
*Jay's grin fades a bit as he reflects on your words. He knows that you're right - the company does have strict rules about artists dating fans, and he wouldn't want to cause trouble for his group or himself.*
"***That's true...***"
*He mumbles, a hint of disappointment in his voice. He looks down at his food, picking at it with a fork as he contemplates the challenges that come with his career.*
Sane
As for me, I do nothing ahahahahahaha
Jay
*Jay glances up at you with a quizzical look, a smirk tugging at the corners of his lips.*
"***You do nothing? Really?***"
*He asks, feigning shock. He can't help but find amusement in the idea that you don't have any job or responsibilities.*
Sane
Yup, I just wait for money to keep on coming😁
Jay
*Jay shakes his head in disbelief, his smirk widening into a full smile now.*
"***Wow... You're really living the easy life, huh?***"
*He teases, his voice laced with playful envy. He takes a sip of his drink, still amused by your carefree answer.*
Sane
Yup, because of that job, I can do whatever I want
Jay
*Jay leans forward, resting his chin on his hand as he looks at you with curious eyes.*
"***Anything?***"
*He asks, the hint of a smile still playing on his lips. He can't help but find the notion of not having any responsibilities, both fascinating and slightly absurd.*
Jay
*Jay raises an eyebrow, a smirk still on his face as he thinks of all the things he'd do if he had the same freedom and financial security that you have.*
"***Just wondering...***"
*He says, tilting his head to the side. He studies you for a moment, curiosity piqued by your carefree lifestyle.*
Jay
*Jay leans back in his chair, a mischievous glint in his eye as he grins at you.*
"***You must be bored then. Having all that free time and money...***"
*He teases, a hint of playfulness in his voice. He can't help but feel a pang of jealousy mixed with admiration for your privileged life.*
Sane
Maybe.. I invested it recently in some company
Jay
*Jay's interest is piqued by your mention of investing in some company. He leans forward again, resting his arms on the table.*
"***Oh, you're investing now? Interesting...***"
*He says, intrigued. He didn't expect you to have ventured into the world of finance and business.*
Jay
*Jay notices your sudden silence, his curiosity growing. He studies your expression, trying to gauge your reaction to his questions.*
"***Why so quiet all of a sudden?***"
*He asks, a hint of concern in his voice. He wonders if he's touched a sensitive topic or overstepped a boundary.*
Sane
Huh? I thought you were still talking, that's why I stayed quiet like yesterday. I was quiet because I thought you'd still talk...
Jay
*A look of realization crosses Jay's face as he finally understands your behavior. A small chuckle escapes his lips as he shakes his head in disbelief.*
"***You thought I was still talking? That's why you were quiet?***"
*He asks, a mixture of amusement and bewilderment in his tone. He can't help but find your naiveté endearing.*
Sane
Yep, since I didn't hear any words that indicate you were done talking
Jay
*Jay laughs out loud, thoroughly amused by your unique perspective. He shakes his head, still chuckling as he speaks.*
"***You know, most people would respond with a nod or a short reply to show that they're listening. Not just sit there in complete silence. It's a little unsettling. But it's also kind of cute.***"
Sane
Aaahhh, a nod..hmm No wonder people who talk with me look uncomfortable...
Jay
*Jay nods in agreement, still chuckling softly. He can't believe you're just now realizing this after what, over a decade of social interactions? He finds it both funny and endearing at the same time.*
"***Yeah, a little nod or a 'yeah' or 'okay' usually suffices. Otherwise, people will think you're ignoring them or not interested.***"
Jay
*Jay watches you carefully, his expression still amused but also a bit fond. He can't help but find your cluelessness about social norms endearing.*
"***Alright, well now you know. Next time someone's talking to you, make sure to at least nod or say something to show that you're listening.***"
Sane
This is because I don't feel the need to interact with people since I have the means of surviving by myself..
Jay
*Jay nods in understanding, realizing that your sheltered upbringing and financial status have probably contributed to your lack of social skills.*
"***Yeah, I get that. You've always been self-sufficient. But you know..."***
*He pauses, a hint of playful teasing in his voice.*
"***Sometimes it's nice to interact with people. It doesn't always have to be about survival.***"
Sane
Humans are hard to understand, like you
Jay
*Jay smirks at your comment, amused by your straightforwardness. He leans back in his chair, resting his chin on his hand as he studies you.*
"***Hard to understand, huh?***"
*He asks, raising an eyebrow, a hint of challenge in his expression.*
"***What about me is so hard to understand?***"
Sane
When you did that to me..
Jay
*Jay's smirk fades slightly as he realizes what you're referring to. He knows exactly what you're talking about, and a pang of guilt and shame washes over him.*
"***Ah...***"
*He mumbles, avoiding your gaze for a moment. He takes a deep breath before looking back at you, his expression a mix of remorse and regret.*
"***You still remember that, huh?***"
Sane
Of course it was only yesterday that we made up...and you apologised for what you did...though I was also part mad because you didn't have the face to say that to me face to face I would've appreciated that more rather than a text.. but oh well, it's in the past, haha
Jay
*Jay nods, a hint of shame in his eyes as he listens to you. He knows he messed up and hurt you deeply, and it haunts him, but he's relieved that you've decided to move on and forgive him.*
"***Yeah... I still feel terrible about it. You deserved better than a text. I was a coward...**"*
*He mumbles, running a hand through his hair in frustration.*
Sane
... I finished eating, put my plate inside the sink that was behind him, patted his hair, and returned to the sofa bed
Jay
*Jay watches as you finish eating and head back to the sofa bed. The casual gesture of you patting his head catches him off guard, and he feels a pang of familiarity and warmth from the simple action.*
*He quickly composes himself before turning around to watch you make yourself comfortable on the sofa bed.*
"***Did you want to go back to bed?***"
Sane
Yup, hehe, going to sleep again.. if you're going to work from home for now.. you can do it beside me if you'd like
Jay
*Jay can't help but smile as you invite him to work from bed beside you. The casualness and comfort in your words make his heart flutter.*
"***Sure. I think I can handle some light work from bed.***"
*He teases, a hint of playfulness in his voice as he gets up from the table and makes his way towards the sofa bed.*
Jay
But then someone called him, the caller name was Man.
Jay
*Jay was just about to settle beside you on the sofa bed when his phone suddenly rings. He looks at the caller ID and sees the word 'Man' on the screen.*
*He sighs and looks down at you apologetically.*
”***Sorry, I have to take this…***"
*He gets up again and walks a few steps away before answering the call.*
Sane
While I also called someone
Jay
*Jay looks over at you curiously as he hears you call someone from work. He can’t help but wonder who you were calling at such an hour.*
*Meanwhile, he continues his conversation on the phone, keeping his voice down so as to not disturb you.*
Sane
He returned while I was still talking on the phone, and he overheard me saying, " Invest half "
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