Episode 3

As day pass things are still the same as it used to be...badluck never comes in single haha, i sit down thinking to myself what's the purpose of me being born..be someone else replace meant or just be everyone salve..I thought to myself as I crawl up into a ball telling myself not to cry.

"Mia!" someone shouted. I quickly get up wiping my tears away.

"what is it?" I asked trying to hold down both my anger and sadness.

"If I ever see you holding your phone again, I'll get it and smash it to the ground" my mom said

"..." I stayed silent, I can't get scolded again..I must not snapped, I must hold everything together..I nodded and walk back to my room.

I locked the door and i suddenly broken down into tears.

"why..why..why..do they have to make thing so complicated..why do they have to be so fcking unfair..?!?!" I asked in a small tone. Everything just broked out that moment..the feeling in my chest and everything that I've been keeping inside me just came out that moment...

"haha..what do they really want from me..?!?! when i do something, they always say that I always do useless things, when I do nothing they just say I'm so free and useless...!" I cried..this isn't the first time they do this but why..why..does it hurt so much..why..why..why..do they treat me like this..is it because I'm a girl..is it cause I'm not like my brothers..is it cause of my tomboy attitude haha...who am I kidding, i couldn't even remember my own dreams maybe I really am useless..haha...

That day the barrier in me just broke down i couldn't stop myself anymore..I just wish that my illness would turn worst and I'll soon die..escape from this stupid heartless world..

You must be wandering why i didn't include any of my illness well, the illness is one of the main reason why my brothers don't really care about either my mental or physical statment..I have the most commen liver illness and cause of that they overreact and force me to exercise thing that my body couldn't handle it..and even if I tell them that I don't want to do it they still have me do it..I couldn't let both my body and mind suffer at the same time right? I told them that i don't want to those exercises anymore and just take walks or just cycle around the city..but when I take a break for 2 days they act like I haven't exercise in a year!! I could stand anything they say or anything they do right now..they always like to get the best of me, never let me do things that I like..always treats me like I was their salve and everyone replacement..why..why can't they just be fair..!!! I fell asleep crying on the floor.

I opened my eyes to see a beautiful a lot of cheery blossom tree everywhere, I walked around the area and found a man sitting there reading a book.

"Um..who are you, and where am I?" I asked

"Well that's unexpected from the dream goddess herself" he said

"Dream goddess what??" i asked in curiousity

"Oops nevermind, I'm just here to tell you one thing.." he said

"You're life now may have been hard, but after this everything will be a little bit ease for you" he said and disappears

"w..wait...who are you?!?" i shouted and reach out to grab him before he disappears completely. I suddenly woke up with tears still flowing dowing my face.

"Another strange dream.." I sighed and went to the bathroom to wash my face.

"who..was that man.." I asked myself. Even if I someone why would they believe me...better to just search myself..I sighed again and ran downstairs to the door to see my so call "elders".

"Agh here we go again.."I thought to myself and sigh

"Where do you think you're going?!" she shouted

"To the library why?" I asked trying to hold everything once again after getting everything out just a moment ago.

"Mason keep an eye on her don't let her ruin this family reputation" she said

"GOD..!" i said quietly and walk away from that house. I walk to the library and look for that strange man in my dreams. It took awhile for me to find that man and I couldn't believe what I just read on one of the ancient books that took.

"Oh my god!!!" I shouted and everyone was staring at me. shit i'm in deep shit when I go home.

"sorry.."i said quietly and I still couldn't believe that man was Yan Wang the king of hell.

"Damn what am I going to do, first is this so call family now this..god kill me " I sigh and go back with some books I borrowed.

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