are you disassociating again ?
my darling don't worry , everything will be fine
I am here with you
I
I lost my reasoning yet again , oh hun
i feel my head is spinning
i am fainting
* i went to bed,layed down , as i started to calm down the chaos in my mind *
I
i know i keep asking this again and again , why we are living ? I even found a good answer to that,
but , why do we need to find a reason to why we are living ?
in a way i don't need an answer
I
Why don't we just give up on life?
and just end it all ?
and get an easy rest...
after death we won't feel anything ....
Or probably we do ?
but scientifically we don't...
Well but how accurate science is ?
I
There are many myths and legends in this wold,
there are many ideologies and religions
Which one of them is true ?
which one of them is wrong ?
Or probably all of them are human's wishful thinking , their salvation not to lose their sanity in this vast scary universe
I
We as humans are very fragile living beings
it's their curse for having a consciousness
it's a curse of being able to seek knowledge
Or probably we are just fools trying to seek non existent knowledge about a world that doesn't exist?
and we are living an illusion
thinking we are better than other species?
Or probably , probably one of them is real ?
Oh dear i don't know , I don't know,
I
Let's say :
"We really appeared thanks to different mutations that happened in the spam of millions of years"
Some says we are technically a "more advanced" species
How true is that?
I
Or probably finally ..does God exist?
but why god exists?
i can go all forever trying to find how this world started
Oh nvm me honey ...
You
I enjoy listening to you , even though i don't have answers
You have a beautiful mind
*this chatstory will be dedicated to answer all of this
until finally i will be able to live my life normally *
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