dissociation

I
I
oh honey , save me! I am losing my mind again
You
You
are you disassociating again ? my darling don't worry , everything will be fine I am here with you
I
I
I lost my reasoning yet again , oh hun i feel my head is spinning i am fainting
* i went to bed,layed down , as i started to calm down the chaos in my mind *
I
I
i know i keep asking this again and again , why we are living ? I even found a good answer to that, but , why do we need to find a reason to why we are living ? in a way i don't need an answer
I
I
Why don't we just give up on life? and just end it all ? and get an easy rest... after death we won't feel anything .... Or probably we do ? but scientifically we don't... Well but how accurate science is ?
I
I
There are many myths and legends in this wold, there are many ideologies and religions Which one of them is true ? which one of them is wrong ? Or probably all of them are human's wishful thinking , their salvation not to lose their sanity in this vast scary universe
I
I
We as humans are very fragile living beings it's their curse for having a consciousness it's a curse of being able to seek knowledge Or probably we are just fools trying to seek non existent knowledge about a world that doesn't exist? and we are living an illusion thinking we are better than other species? Or probably , probably one of them is real ? Oh dear i don't know , I don't know,
I
I
Let's say : "We really appeared thanks to different mutations that happened in the spam of millions of years" Some says we are technically a "more advanced" species How true is that?
I
I
Or probably finally ..does God exist? but why god exists? i can go all forever trying to find how this world started Oh nvm me honey ...
You
You
I enjoy listening to you , even though i don't have answers You have a beautiful mind
*this chatstory will be dedicated to answer all of this until finally i will be able to live my life normally *

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