My Boyfriend's Lover "2"
Min Yoongi
I hate to do this!
Yoongi is frustrated, he can't believe what just Jungkook told him to do..
Jeon Jungkook
But.. Hyung, if we didn't do this, h-he won't let me go.. You know how much Taehyung loves me...
Min Yoongi
But Him, is there no other way? Do you really need to this to yourself! Taehyung is your everything Kook! He's your world!
His best friend shouts at him..
Jungkook can't think of any other ways anymore, their family company is in debt and it's a hella money to pay, his father is sick and they also needed money for the operations, they don't have any relatives that rich enough to lend them any help. He can't burden Taehyung anymore, he didn't tell anything about his problems to the elder, Taehyung is planning to buy his own studio building and he's been saving money for years now, it's his dream, and Jungkook knows that Taehyung will give up everything for him once he knew his situation and Jungkook can't take away that dream to Taehyung.
Someone already talked to him regarding on merging their companies together, but the other group wants a foundation and so they decided to marry Jungkook to one of their daughters. His decision is going to be hitting two birds in one stone, he can pay their family's debt then Taehyung will have his dream studio. He's willing to sacrifice his own happiness for the people he loves, it's going to be painful, but he hopes that everything is worth the pain.
When he heard Taehyung's car, Jungkook immediately open the door for his boyfriend, he smiles widely, Taehyung smiles back, then hug him,
Kim Taehyung
Baby, I love you
The elder whisper in his ears, he hugs him back tightly
Jeon Jungkook
Same here...
He responded, 'I love you so much, I can't live without you', he wanted to add, but he forces himself not to. When Taehyung is already sleeping, Jungkook goes outside to meet with his mother, she will just drop by to take the money from Jungkook then go back to the hospital again, when his mother left he called his best friend..
Jeon Jungkook
Hyung, I'm sorry it's late, I just wanted to know, how everything goes?
He walks back to their room, he sits on their bed, Taehyung is now sleeping back facing him..
Min Yoongi
I told him what you want me to tell, that you're cheating on him, you should sleep, don't overthink everything, See you tomorrow?
Yoongi sighs from the other line..
Jeon Jungkook
I'll see you tomorrow, yeah
He ended the call then stares at Taehyung..
Jeon Jungkook
I love you more..
He said to the elder and cover his mouth to keep himself from sobbing, that night he cried himself to sleep..
Jungkook received a message from Yoongi that Taehyung is going to talk to his best friend right now, he readies himself on what's going to happen today. He packed his things with heavy heart, he brings some of Taehyung's clothes with him, he still wants to feel Taehyung's presence and smell the elder in his sleep, he cried while packing his things. The reality that he will leave Taehyung and the fact that this will hurt the elder make his heart shattered into a million times. He managed to calm himself before Taehyung come home, he put some make up to cover his puffy eyes and nose.
While they are eating Taehyung asks him,
Kim Taehyung
Jungkook, can I ask you something?
Jeon Jungkook
Hmm, what is it?
Jungkook nods, he knows this is gonna happen..
Kim Taehyung
If one day, you felt like things were not working out anymore, I mean, to us, will you choose to stay or not?
Taehyung looks directly at his eyes..
Jeon Jungkook
W-why are you asking me questions like that, just eat...
He stuttered, his heart is clenching on his chest..
Kim Taehyung
Jungkook, l-let's break up...
Jungkook felt his world stop, there Taehyung ended up everything with him, he expected this and yet he felt he died inside.
Jeon Jungkook
You already knew..
He managed to say before getting up, he can't utter another word, or he might burst out in tears, he immediately leave the dining table and lean on the door, when he heard Taehyung's painful sob, he runs to their room. He locks himself in the bathroom and cover his mouth, he can't to this, but he has to.
Jeon Jungkook
I'm sorry! Hyung..I'm sorry..I love you Taehyung.. I I-love you! Please forgive me..I had no choice, I can't drag you down with me..I'm sorry..
He keeps on crying, it takes another hour for him before he decides that he should leave or else he couldn't anymore..
Four months passed, Taehyung bought the studio he's been dreaming off and four months of stalking his ex-boyfriend, Jungkook content himself just by looking at Taehyung from the distance. He misses him so much, he heard from Yoongi that Taehyung becomes more silent than before, that Taehyung always drink himself to sleep. Jungkook brought out from his thought when his phone ring, his fiancée is calling, he sighs and move his car.
Heejin is Jungkook's fiancée, and Jungkook is surprised that Heejin is against in the marriage too, she told him that she's not straight, and so Jungkook told him the truth, but they can't escape the reality that they're still getting married. Heejin is kind and open-minded, that's why Jungkook likes her and they become friends.
Heejin ask him one time..
Jeon Jungkook
Always so much it hurts...
Jungkook didn't hesitate to answer..
Heejin
He's so lucky to have you...
Heejin held his hand sympathetically.. He smiles at that and shakes his head..
Jeon Jungkook
No, I'm so lucky to have him, he's my dream come true..
Jungkook eyes water, it still hurts talking about Taehyung...
Heejin
If everything falls into place, would you return to him?
The girl asks him again..
Jeon Jungkook
In a heartbeat..
He sighs and let his tears roll down in his cheeks...
Kim Taehyung
Yoongi Hyung, you never mentioned your boyfriend to me, Namjoon said you had one...
Taehyung asks the younger one time... Yoongi fidgets his fingers, blinking at him, Taehyung had this feeling that something was off, he is hiding something. Yoongi shakes his head,
Min Yoongi
H-huh, I..I don't have a boyfriend.. Taehyung...
Kim Taehyung
Why, are you lying to me?, I saw you last time in the grocery store, and you are with Jungkook's boyfriend, with Jimin... don't tell me you and that bastard is cheating behind Jungkook?
He asks dangerously, he never hides the fact that he still loves Jungkook and he always is... Yoongi stares at Taehyung with guilt in his eyes, he let out a frustrated sigh,
Min Yoongi
**Jungkook, I'm Sorry**
Heejin pushing Jungkook to Taehyung's studio...
Heejin
C'mon Oppa, I didn't cancel the wedding and take all the blame just to still merge the company for you to chicken out to do this!!!
Jeon Jungkook
B-but what if, he still made, w-what if Taehyung doesn't want me..
Jungkook hesitates on seeing Taehyung..
Heejin
You said he loves you!, he would understand!!!
And with a final push, Heejin leaves him in front of the studio..
He takes his moment before he entered the door, a warm ambiance welcomed him, he immediately sits in the waiting area because he felt his knees is shaking from nervousness. He shouldn't do this, No, not today. He stands up and about to leave when someone clear his throat behind him. Jungkook close his eyes and turned around.
He whispered, the elder gesture to follow him inside. When they were both sitting on the sofa, Jungkook is the first to break the silence...
Jeon Jungkook
Hyung, I'm sorry..can I explain m-myself to you?
Jungkook takes a deep breath and lower his head. He doesn't want to look at Taehyung's face, he knew he might not survive the coldness in Taehyung's eyes..
He heard Taehyung hissed sarcastically at him,
Kim Taehyung
Explain?, I knew everything Jungkook, every fuvking lie you fed me and now you're saying you're sorry, For what? For leaving me behind just because you're selfish. We promised before we will share everything!, but what did you do!?
Kim Taehyung
You never said anything to me, you didn't trust me, you choose to leave me and suffered alone?, What do you think I would feel about it!! It's because you think I would be happy when I got this studio and as what you said is my dream, fuvk Jungkook! Who are you to decide for what should I Do and feel!!-
Taehyung's voice echoed in the room. Jungkook fist his hand on his thigh, he can't help his tears from falling, he refuses to look up, afraid to see the hatred in Taehyung's eyes, every word from the elder is like a dagger to Jungkook's heart and soul, Taehyung's voice is full of hurt and bitterness.
Kim Taehyung
– why Jungkook? Do you think you can just walk out of my life and then come back whenever you want to? Do you think I'll take you back just like that? Do you really think that I'll love you enough to accept you in a heartbeat?!
The elder continue, and when Jungkook felt Taehyung stands from his chair. He also stands up and turned around, he put his hand on his mouth, sobbing painfully, he shut his eyes, he didn't want to witness Taehyung leaving him, can't accept the fact that Taehyung doesn't want him anymore.
He just stood there crying, no wants to die. This is his fault. Taehyung doesn't deserve him even one bit, he just keeps on whispering, body shaking from crying..
Jeon Jungkook
I-I'm so sorry, I'm so sorry
His knees about to give up when a strong hand catch him, hugging him from behind..
Kim Taehyung
If you r-really think I'm stupid enough to accept you a-after all the pain you gave to me, Well yes Jungkook, I'm fuvking stupid because I would..
Taehyung buried his face in Jungkook's neck, inhaling the scent he misses every day. He turned Jungkook to face him, and cup the younger's face, who still keeps on crying..
Kim Taehyung
Please, Baby stop crying.. I'm so sorry, I wasn't there when you needed me the most..
He kissed Jungkook's nose,
Kim Taehyung
I'm sorry that I didn't figure out before and let you suffered alone
He kissed Jungkook's eyes,
Kim Taehyung
And I regret every single day I wasn't there with you...
He kissed Jungkook's forehead..
Kim Taehyung
I love you so much Jungkook, and for your information you are my dream come true, so pleased don't let this thing happen again, because my heart can't take it anymore...
He laughs when Jungkook only response is more loud crying. He held the younger in his hand and finally kissed Jungkook on his lips..
And now he believes that love is sweeter the second time around.
Comments
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you dumbo you not only sacrificing your happiness but tae's too ...do you think his happiness is studio? nope it's you!
2024-05-02
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Moni
it was really cute 🥺 but painful /Cry/
2024-05-02
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Moni
thank God there's a way
2024-05-01
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