Our Apologues (Taekook) Fake it ((4))

Fake it ((4))

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Everything happens like a blur, Taehyung lost count of the day he's been hiding in Vincent's room after the funeral. He's just sitting there staring at nothing, drinking beers. Everyone is complaining about him not being active on social media, him not participating in the events and fan meetings, him not releasing new song, everyone is complaining-but also everyone didn't know what going on, they didn't know what's his been through, that he's in pain, that he lost his number one fan, he lost his only family, he lost the other half of his life, he lost his soulmate.. He rubs his face with his palm and his eyes darted on the yellow paper beside his phone. It's the letter Vincent's been holding on when he died..

Taehyung's wonder what's inside. He wonders what is Vincent's been hiding the past months that he thought everything will be fine if he ended his life. Just by looking at the letter, Taehyung felt drained, but he needs to know what's behind it or the question he keeps asking his self will forever haunt him.. He forces his self to get the letter and heave a sigh before opening it..

Kim Vincent

"Kim Taehyung... Today I'll call you my little brother, and I'm your Hyung..haha.. First I want to apologize because I have to leave you. You know how much I love you right? I'm sorry you will have to face tomorrow without me, don't be scared I'm always by your side.. Do you remember the times I told you I don't want to go to University anymore? It's because there's some people who wasn't happy with their life and decided to ruin mine.. And I'm so scared they might ruin yours too..I don't want that, I love seeing you happy.. I'm sorry, I get tired, I'm sorry this is my way to end my pain.. I love you Taehyung... my sweetest V..."

Taehyung's grip on the paper tightly. He felt anger rising in his chest.. Anger to those people who spit nonsense to others, people that so dumb to know that one word can destroy someone's world.. Anger to his brother for not telling him what he's been through, and anger towards his self because he's too busy reaching his dream that he didn't notice Vincent was having a hard time.