okay
The moment Ji-su told me she was pregnant, all sorts of thoughts ran through my mind excitement and happiness but also fear.
I walk towards the shower as I open the tap. I take off my clothes and step into the hot water.
I let the steam fill the room, making the tiles glossy and the glass foggy. I let my body soak into it,
Hoping the hot water will release me from my tension. I place my hand against the shower wall,
My head low as water drenches me. My thoughts start to multiply in my head.
What if I am a horrible father like my own father? What if I won't be able to raise my son properly?
What if I fail him? What if being on my own won't be enough for him? What if he will want his mother instead?
What if I can't provide for him? What if he grows up to hate me? I groan as I close off the tap.
I step out of the shower and wrap a towel around my lower body. I look in front of the mirror once more and sigh.
Jungkook
When did you turn so damned pathetic?
I ask myself but of course there is no reply. There is only silence.
I'm in my office at the company when Jimin walks in smiling. He settles down on the chair in front of me
As he puts one foot over the other. I look at him, one eyebrow raised.
jimin
Nothing. I just wanted to see how my hyung is doing.
He says and I roll my eyes.
jimin
And to give you this. This is the monthly report for the security detail.
He adds, handing me a folder. I nod as I take it, placing it on my desk.
jimin
We didn't have any problems this month, except for when Mark came and caused a scene last week.
He says, shifting position. Jimin is the head of security within the company so he overlooks such things.
Jungkook
Mark is the one I fired right?
Jungkook
He needs to learn his lesson. He was leaking information a rival company.
Jungkook
He's lucky I didn't sue his àss or file for criminal charges.
jimin
I know jungkook. You were pretty lenient with him.
jimin
Last I heard, his wife was leaving him because of his gambling and drinking habits.
Jimin adds and I scoff as I lower my head towards my laptop again.
jimin
jungkook... what about you? Are you okay?
Jungkook
Of course. Why do you ask?
I question, raising my head to look at him. He looks back at me, not looking quite convinced.
He comments, not bothering to hide his concerns.
jimin
Are you not sleeping enough?
Jungkook
I am. Stop worrying about me Jimin. You have your own stuff to worry about.
I say just as I hear a knock on the door.
I yell. The door opens and Jin walks in.
Comments
so caring
2024-03-31
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I can start to i/Sweat/magine that
2024-03-31
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