wake up
She begs. I hate hearing Eomma beg like that.
Jong-suk
I'm sorry. I can't.
Appa says as he grabs his suit case. Eomma goes to reach for his arm but he pushes her away,
Sending her tumbling on the floor. I stand up just as I see him pause for a moment.
He sighs and then continues to walk away. I frown as I hurry towards Eomma. I hear the door closing just as Eomma breaks into tears and sobs loudly.
I call out. Her head snaps into my direction.
She chokes out, her voice coming out as cracked and strangled at the same time. I rush to her side and hug her.
jungkook
He's never coming back, is he?
I ask her and she shakes her head once more, unable to formulate words.
I murmur but Eomma looks at me and shakes her head.
iu
No jungkook, don't talk like that. He's still your father.
She says, tears still staining her beautiful face.
jungkook
No Eomma. He abandoned us - you, me and Joo- Joo. He went to another woman and
jungkook
Forgot about us but it's okay Eomma. We don't need him I'll take care of us.
iu
Oh jungkook-ah, I'm so sorry.
She cries out as I continue to squeeze her tightly.
I wake up, an uncomfortable feeling in my stomach. I can't help but feel upset and nervous, anxiety creeping in again. I get out of bed,
My feet hitting the cold floor as I groan to myself. I go to the bathroom, open up the tap and wash my face with cold water,
Trying to get back into focus and shake off the heavy feeling of sleep. I splash the water on my face several times
Before I close it off as I rest my hands against the sink while I look in the mirror.
My grip against the sink grows tight, turning my knuckles white. Lately, I can't help but recall that night, twelve years ago, when my father left.
I let out a bitter chuckle as I realize that two people who I thought were important for me walked out of my life just like that.
They didn't hesitate to just pack their bags and leave. I don't know which one is worse our father who couldn't care less about me
And my sister and leaving us for another woman or my former girlfriend leaving after using me for money?
Jungkook
Aish just stop thinking about them.
I yell at myself... but I know I can't. I can't shake off the feeling of being used and betrayed.
I loved Ji-su and she threw me away as if I was nothing more than trash. I keep thinking of Appa because I am scared.
The moment Ji-su told me she was pregnant, all sorts of thoughts ran through my mind excitement and happiness but also fear.
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but he doesn't seem to care that he has children. What kind off father is that
2024-04-11
0
of course he left
2024-03-31
1
oh caring
2024-03-29
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