‘Thou!’ she heard again. Only this time the voice sounded familiar to
her. She opened her eyes and listlessly turned around to see Aby sitting
behind her, grinning from ear-to-ear. ‘Thou,’ he whispered again,
winking at her. Sehmat blushed a pretty shade of pink and turned her
face towards the professor. Almost at the same time, the gong sounded,
signalling the end of the lecture. The classroom emptied out in minutes
except for the three students huddled together as if engaged in a serious
group discussion. Mitali was centre stage, acting as the group leader,
giving sermons to Aby.
‘From now on, Mr Romeo, a simple “thou” won’t do. I expect you to
pick Sehmat up from the hostel, drive her to college and be by her side
for the rest of the day, each day! Though I sincerely wonder what would
happen if you two decided to skip a few classes. The sky surely wouldn’t
fall or would it?’
Aby smiled in return. ‘Thank you, Miss Mitali, for bringing us
together. All I can say is I am deeply indebted to you.’ Sehmat noticed
the gratitude in Aby’s voice as he spoke to Mitali. He is different, she
told herself. She closed her eyes momentarily and thanked God in a short
prayer. Mitali broke the silence, ‘It was a pleasure indeed. You two
beautiful people deserve each other. It had to happen one day. Now will
you two please get lost?’
The trio left the room together, only to be separated again at the car
parking. Mitali bid them goodbye and stood watching Aby’s car roll
down the long driveway towards the college gate. Sitting by his side,
Sehmat had inched closer to Aby. The two indeed made an inseparable
pair.
Their love blossomed with each passing day. It was rare for either to be
seen alone, except in the classroom. Even while attending lectures,
Sehmat fought hard to focus on her studies.
Aby maintained his backbencher status. But his voluminous collection
of poetry on Sehmat began drying up. Instead, he passionately admired
her and occasionally exchanged paper slips, commenting on her clothes,
hair and their meeting plans. Every note carried a couplet or two, oftenleaving Sehmat spellbound with his selection of words. Sehmat
dedicatedly kept the tiny notes as prized possessions, neatly pasting them
in a scrapbook at the end of the day. These notes soon became her
favourite pastime and she pored over them whenever she found herself
alone.
They met regularly even as the annual exam fever gripped the college.
Aby promised to carefully study her notes but found it difficult to focus.
Somewhere deep within, he was worried about the approaching summer
vacation that would take his sweetheart away from him.
Perhaps he had a sense of foreboding of the impending storm in their
lives.
On the day of their last exam, Sehmat had barely stepped out of the
hall when an unknown person approached her. He introduced himself
and gave her a sealed envelope. Thinking it to be one of Aby’s pranks,
she looked at the envelope carefully and found the sender’s name at the
bottom. She was taken by surprise and hurriedly opened it and read the
short note. Mir had requested her to fly back to Srinagar. The envelope
also contained an air ticket for a flight that was scheduled to depart the
next day.
Sehmat instinctively realized that all was not well at home. Shortly
thereafter, she was sitting in the principal’s room, talking to her mother
over the phone. Aby sat by her side, maintaining a studied composure.
Tej tried her best to allay her daughter’s fears and pretend that all was
okay, but failed. Aby too couldn’t do much to bring cheer to her face.
They dined in silence, after which Aby dropped her at the hostel, only to
return a few hours later, this time to take her to the airport.
In a way Sehmat felt guilty. She hadn’t really thought about her
parents in these past couple of weeks. She wondered if she’d been
unusually selfish in being absorbed in love. The guilt and the worry
began to consume her. Aby was patient but also worried, ‘Please call me
as soon as you reach home. If you need me, I’ll take the next flight. Are
you listening, Sehmat?’
Sehmat was lost in her own thoughts. She merely acknowledged Aby
as she left him. On the flight, worry consumed her in the form of various
thoughts. What could have happened for them to send for her like this?Her father hadn’t spoken to her, was he okay? She sighed tiredly and
looked out of the window as she knew she would have to wait till she got
home.
Once at home, Sehmat slowly became aware of what was happening.
She came to know about her father’s ailment and spent a day crying as
she thought about the possibility of him passing away. Her mother was
patient with her, talking and explaining things till late in the night.
Sehmat told her about Aby, and the two found solace in their tears. Tej
told Sehmat about the possibility of her becoming a part of the
intelligence-gathering network across the border. Even though she had
dreaded talking about it, she explained how it would happen.
‘Aby is but a small sacrifice,’ she said. ‘Your father has toiled hard
and taken grave risks for the sake of our country. He would like you to
take over from here and help in controlling the other end, especially in
light of the growing battle cries from the overconfident Pakistani
Generals. Besides, we have known the Sayeeds for decades. Iqbal is a
very fine, well-mannered and educated boy. You’ll be very happy and
safe,’ she said. Sehmat was to be married to the son of a Pakistani
Brigadier, Sheikh Sayeed, in a bold move to understand the operation
being carried out against India.
Deep in her heart, Tej felt a stab of pain for her daughter. This is not
how she had imagined her daughter’s marriage. She knew Sehmat would
obey her and do as she was told. But she also realized the consequences
of sending her only daughter into the enemy camp.
Sehmat found the shock of losing both her father and Aby unbearable.
She wept and sought explanations from the Almighty in the privacy of
her room. If it were a test, she would rather fail than be away from her
family and Aby, she argued with him.
Swinging between anger and despair, she sought answers that no one
could provide. The dark night reflected her state of mind: a sense of
doom reverberating all around the stillness. It was an omen of things to
come, Sehmat thought. Her thoughts flew to Aby, who was waiting for
her. Her anger was directed towards her fate. She couldn’t let her fatherdown but she also wanted to be with Aby. And there was no middle
ground.
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