Inner Darkness

The doctor sits alone in his office, his face clouded with sadness and despair, painful voices of the past echoing in his head. "Why? Why must I suffer like this?" the doctor wonders, as despair slowly creeps into his heart.

Inner Voice: "You're a failure, unworthy of life... Why do you suffer? Why do you continue?"

Doctor: "I've tried my best, but there's no hope left."

Inner Voice: "The past haunts you, and the present offers nothing but pain... Why live?"

Doctor: "I find no meaning in life after all this... Perhaps the end is the only way out."

Succumbing to Darkness: The doctor begins to immerse himself in the inner darkness, where everything seems hopeless and devoid of life.

Suicidal Thoughts: "Perhaps the only solution is the end... Maybe I should let go of this painful life."

Final Decision: After moments of painful contemplation, the doctor makes his final decision. He grabs his pen and writes a farewell letter before preparing for the last step.

Suicide: The doctor stands on the balcony's edge, gazing into the dark abyss below. He takes a deep breath, then closes his eyes and plunges into the void, falling into infinity.

The End: Silence hangs in the air, the echo of silence striking the place, while darkness consumes everything around, leaving the doctor lost in a sea of pain and misery.

Farewell Letter

My dear, mom & dad

I write these words to you with a heart full of pain and sorrow, knowing that my words will be like a piercing arrow in your hearts. The time has come to bid farewell to you in this world full of suffering and injustice, where I have never found a day of rest or peace.

My family, since childhood, has not been a heart filled with love and compassion, but an environment full of mistreatment and neglect. I was always the stranger in my own home, who found no place among family members. I was a victim of bullying and ridicule, and every time I tried to seek support and solidarity, I found myself alone in the face of storms.

Bullying and neglect were not confined to the house alone, but extended to the outside, where school was another place of suffering and torment. Not a day passed without me being a target of mockery and ridicule, as words of insult surpassed the limits of patience and endurance.

I always tried to show strength and resilience in the face of this injustice, but the bitter truth is that I was more fragile than anyone could imagine. I felt loneliness, despair, and frustration, and the more I tried to survive, the more I drowned in a sea of pain and darkness.

I bid farewell to this bitter world, where I have never found peace or happiness. I know that this decision may hurt you deeply, but it is the only choice left to me.

Just know I really really really hate you.

goodbye, mom & dad

[Joung-Pun]

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