Backstory - Joung-Pun (Doctor)
(Joung-Pun (the child): "Why do they bully me? What did I do to them?")
(Mother: "Enough! Stop crying, you fool. You're weak! You must learn how to face the world.")
(Joung-Pun: "I've realized that no one cares about me... not even my mother. So, I'll be alone and endure everything.")
(Teacher: "You're just a burden on society. Why don't you stop wasting our time?")
(Joung-Pun: "I feel like I'm a stranger, different from others. Why don't they understand me? Why do they treat me this way?")
(Father: "Stop this pathetic behavior; you must be a real man. Men don't cry.")
(Joung-Pun: "I didn't expect my life to be like this... Why don't they understand me? Why won't they leave me alone?")
(Friends: "Do you think he deserves to be your friend? He's just a burden to everyone. Don't bother yourself.")
(Joung-Pun: "I feel surrounded by darkness... There's no light to guide my way. Will I live like this forever?")
(Brother: "You seem weak; that's why I prefer to be alone. Don't expect me to pity you.")
(Joung-Pun: "Those dark thoughts are taking over my mind... Can I escape from them? Is there any way out?")
(Close Friend: "I'm here for you, don't back down when things get tough. You can overcome this.")
(Joung-Pun: "I may be in darkness now, but I'll do my best to find the light. I won't give up, I won't surrender.")
(Psychologist: "The road to change isn't easy, but you're on the right path. You'll overcome these challenges. You're stronger than you think.")
Adult
(Joung-Pun (Adult): "I'm tired... I can't go on. There seems to be no end to this darkness surrounding me.")
(Daily Grind: "You gotta get up, you gotta work. There's no room for weakness here.")
(Joung-Pun: "I don't see the point in living... Everything feels like a heavy burden on my shoulders. Is there a way out?")
(Psychologist: "I'm here to help you, but you also need to help yourself. Healing takes time and effort.")
(Joung-Pun: "I don't know how to keep going... Every day feels like hell. Will this suffering ever end?")
(Friends: "Why don't you be stronger? Why don't you overcome your problems yourself?")
(Joung-Pun: "I feel trapped in a maze of pain... Is there really an end to this hell?")
(Family: "Stop complaining, do you think our lives are easy?")
(Joung-Pun: "I've thought about suicide... Will this be the only end to my suffering?")
(Doctor: "Suicide isn't the answer, there are ways to heal and I'm here to help you.")
(Joung-Pun: "I feel shattered... Can healing really happen?")
(Psychologist: "Healing is possible, and I'll be by your side through every step of this journey.")
(Joung-Pun: "Despite all the pain and despair, I'll continue to strive for healing... I'll do everything I can to come out of this darkness.")
(Hope: "Don't lose hope, there's always a light at the end of the tunnel.")
After Entering College
(Joung-Pun: "I never expected my life in college to be like this... I can't cope with the pressures and responsibilities.")
(Studies: "You need to work harder, there's no room for failure here.")
(Joung-Pun: "I feel lonely and isolated... I don't fit in anywhere here.")
(Peers: "Do you really think you'll succeed like this? You don't seem competent enough.")
(Joung-Pun: "I'm tired of all this... Is there an end to this suffering?")
(Psychological Pressures: "You need to adapt to the situation, you can't give up now.")
(Joung-Pun: "Despite all my efforts, I can't find a path to success... Is this the end of the road?")
(Mental State: "I feel depressed and lost... Is there any hope of getting out of this situation?")
(Psychologist: "We'll work together to overcome these challenges, don't lose hope.")
(Joung-Pun: "College wasn't what I expected at all... I feel like I'm trapped in an endless maze.")
(Future: "Can life be brighter than this? Or am I doomed to stay in darkness forever?")
(Joung-Pun: "Despite all the despair and pain, I can't stop seeking healing... I'll fight until the end to find light in my darkness.")
(College Peer: "Is that you? The person who can't cope with college life? I've seen you, and you look like a loser.")
(Joung-Pun: "Don't make me feel worse than I already do... I'm just trying to succeed like everyone else.")
(Bullying Continues: "You don't belong here, you're weak and incapable of competing with us. Why don't you just leave us alone?")
(Joung-Pun: "Why are you doing this? What did I ever do to you?")
(Bullying Escalates: "Does he think he'll find success here? It's just a dumb dream. You're just a burden on everyone.")
(Joung-Pun: "I can't deal with this... Why don't they understand me? Why do they keep treating me this way?")
(Bullying Takes Its Toll on Joung-Pun: "I feel less than human... Will this hell ever end? Can I escape from this world that doesn't understand me?")
(Mental Strain Intensifies: "I can't overcome these challenges... Is there any hope for me?")
(Joung-Pun: "Maybe suicide wasn't really an option... But now I can't find a way out of this darkness surrounding me. Maybe this is where I belong, in a world of pain, stress, and utter loneliness.")
(Seeking Help: "Is anyone there? Can anyone hear my cries?")
(Screaming in the Darkness: "Is anyone there? Can anyone hear my cries?")
(Shock and Panic: "No one's responding... Am I left alone here? Is this my fate?")
(Joung-Pun: "I'm lost in the darkness, trapped between walls of despair and hopelessness. I've completely lost hope of finding a way out of this abyss.")
(Inner Voice: "Why do you keep trying? You've failed over and over again... Is there any point in continuing?")
(Despair Creeps In: "Maybe all those attempts were wrong, maybe I should've given up from the start.")
(Mental Fog: "I can't think clearly... Everything seems blurry and unclear.")
(Delusion Takes Over: "Maybe there's no way out, maybe I'm just dreaming of its existence.")
(Joung-Pun: "I feel like I'm drowning in a sea of despair... Is there anyone who can help me out?")
(Deafening Silence: "Silence envelops me, no response from the outside world... I'm alone in this darkness.")
(Continual Depression: "Everything feels like a never-ending nightmare, no escape from this hell.")
(Joung-Pun: "Maybe seeking help outside wasn't the right solution... Maybe the only solution is to look inward and discover inner strength.")
After Graduation
(Joung-Pun: "I've graduated... but why don't I feel happy? Why is there no sense of accomplishment?")
(Doubts and Questions: "Am I really qualified to face the outside world? Can I find my place in this world?")
(Searching for Purpose: "Where do I go from here? What's the goal I'm striving to achieve?")
(Joung-Pun: "I find myself lost amidst a maze of choices... Can I really fit into this world?")
(Seeking Meaning: "I need to find a new purpose, something that gives my life meaning and a new direction.")
(Joung-Pun: "Perhaps I should embark on a new journey of self-discovery... Maybe that's the key to my true understanding and happiness.")
(The Unknown Future: "The road ahead is filled with uncertainty... but I'm ready to face the challenges and explore what the future holds for me.")
After Graduating and Finding a Job
(Joung-Pun: "After a long wait, I've finally found a job opportunity... but is this really the situation I want?")
(Monotonous Work: "The job seems dull and repetitive, it doesn't seem to fulfill my ambitions or bring me new challenges.")
(Joung-Pun: "Is this it? Is this what dreams and aspirations were all about?")
(Seeking Satisfaction: "I need something that gives me greater fulfillment, something that makes me feel accomplished and internally satisfied.")
(Professional Exploration: "Maybe I should look for new opportunities, fields that allow me to develop myself and realize my full potential.")
(Joung-Pun: "I'll start searching for new opportunities, ones that bring excitement, challenges, and make me feel enthusiastic again.")
Becoming a Psychologist
(After years of searching and experimentation, Joung-Pun decided to pursue his dream in the field of psychology. After completing his studies and practical training, he became a qualified psychologist.)
(Lengthy Training: Joung-Pun spent years in training and studying, learning everything he needed to become a specialized psychologist.)
(Practical Experience: During his training and practical application, Joung-Pun encountered a variety of psychological cases, from depression to anxiety to personality disorders.)
(Impact of the Past: Joung-Pun uses his personal experience in dealing with bullying and psychological difficulties he faced in his youth as a source of understanding and empathy with his patients.)
(Desire to Help: Thanks to his personal experience and comprehensive training, Joung-Pun always seeks to help his patients achieve change and recovery.)
(Effective Communication: Joung-Pun is committed to providing a safe and neutral environment for his patients, encouraging them to speak openly and listening carefully to their problems and needs.)
(Therapeutic Relationship: Joung-Pun builds a comfortable doctor-patient relationship with his patients, working alongside them to understand psychological issues and find effective solutions.)
(Guidance and Support: In addition to providing traditional therapy, Joung-Pun offers emotional support and guidance to help his patients overcome challenges and achieve their personal goals.)
(Continuous Journey: Despite achieving his dream of becoming a psychologist, Joung-Pun realizes that the journey does not end here; it requires continuous learning and professional development to better serve his patients.)
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