Emily
Hey, you… I don’t even know where to start.
You walked into my life, all soft smiles and gentle words,
and I swear, my heart didn’t stand a chance.
It’s like you took everything I had, wrapped it up in your laughter,
and just… made me feel like maybe, just maybe, I’d found home.
But now, you’re gone, and I’m here,
sifting through the mess you left behind,
holding onto pieces of you that won’t let go.
I find your ghost in the spaces between breaths,
and it kills me, darling, it really does.
There are nights I still reach for you,
half-asleep, forgetting you’re not there,
and in that split second, everything feels perfect again.
But then reality hits, cold and sharp,
and I’m left clutching at the empty side of the bed,
wishing it still smelled like you.
I thought we were forever, you know?
Thought I’d be laughing with you over stupid things,
fighting over who gets the last slice of pizza,
and getting lost in that look you gave me,
the one that made me feel like I was everything.
But here I am, stuck in the “what-ifs” and “could’ve beens,”
and it hurts in ways I can’t even explain.
Because you were it for me, my beginning and my end,
and now I’m just some lost soul, haunted by memories,
still loving you in a world where you’re not mine anymore.
I keep thinking, if I’d said one more “I love you,”
if I’d held you just a little bit tighter,
maybe you’d still be here.
But I guess love doesn’t work that way, does it?
We were a story that didn’t get its happy ending,
and I’m just left here, writing our last chapter alone.
So yeah, darling, I’m hurting.
And maybe I’ll heal one day,
but tonight, I’m still here,
missing you like hell,
wishing you’d come back,
even though I know you won’t.
Comments
𝓜𝓻𝓼. 𝓒𝓪𝓵𝓲𝔁(◠‿◕)💛
damn i am addicted to ur voice
2024-11-09
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Persephone
it hits hard but now ik i have found someone who won't leave hopefully
2024-11-08
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