Grade and future weight heavy on my mind. Family pressure is killing me, they always say "It is what it is" but when the time comes it's them that first judge, as if everything should be perfect in accordance to their expectations. I'm scared of the person I might leave behind. No! I'm scared that I'll be left behind! Because of my grades and their expectations of me! Every failure feels like the end of the world. And I would always find a reason just for them to stop.... And yes it's just another story left behind indeed. Highschool... It should be a happy experience but- now in today's time it's a torture na I guess...
2024-09-25
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ᴇɪʟᴇғ -𝖑𝖊𝖋𝖙-
Friends come and go like autumn leaves. Feels so nostalgic. Trying to hold on, but they slip so easily. Do you know that feeling when you guys fight? Even though you back down and say it's your fault even though its not, just to keep your friendship going, yeah that's exactly how it feels. I see them laughing, but i don't join in... Yeah very relatable I often feel that if I join them their mood will go "shoeesh" There's a war in my head that no one can win. Yeah and it's very disturbing...
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ᴇɪʟᴇғ -𝖑𝖊𝖋𝖙-
Grade and future weight heavy on my mind. Family pressure is killing me, they always say "It is what it is" but when the time comes it's them that first judge, as if everything should be perfect in accordance to their expectations. I'm scared of the person I might leave behind. No! I'm scared that I'll be left behind! Because of my grades and their expectations of me! Every failure feels like the end of the world. And I would always find a reason just for them to stop.... And yes it's just another story left behind indeed. Highschool... It should be a happy experience but- now in today's time it's a torture na I guess...
2024-09-25
2
ᴇɪʟᴇғ -𝖑𝖊𝖋𝖙-
Friends come and go like autumn leaves. Feels so nostalgic. Trying to hold on, but they slip so easily. Do you know that feeling when you guys fight? Even though you back down and say it's your fault even though its not, just to keep your friendship going, yeah that's exactly how it feels. I see them laughing, but i don't join in... Yeah very relatable I often feel that if I join them their mood will go "shoeesh" There's a war in my head that no one can win. Yeah and it's very disturbing...
2024-09-25
3
Leona(Lion 🦁 & Moon🌙)INF[SM]
i want your songs on Spotify 🥺
2024-09-24
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