Why? are you doing this?

WHY? ARE YOU DOING THIS?

As expected when the gossip start it will go on, gosh...

Since everything is here, "let me sleep for a while...," hope to get a good morning sleep.

An hour late

"Fuckkk!.. what the hell" I got startled because of that damn fucking nightmare...

In my dream, I saw a little girl she has blue eyes and hair, like the girl I always dreamed of when I have nightmares. But this time she keeps crying... I don't why but I feel her hatred and angerness to someone who left her, then everything went back it's seems like it her memory's, the boy she was fighting with in the garden in my last nightmare came to there house, she hide because she think he's going to play with her, but her mother said "Am--- Leo is here to say something" her mother said, her mother's voice are quite familiar to me, seems like I already heard it but she just said "mom let him find me" she was laughing while saying those, minutes later she noticed that no one was finding her, she hear no footstep so she came out, and ask her mother where is the guy named leo:

"Mom where is he?" she asked

"He's waiting for you, but you didn't even show up her Butler called him, that there's no more time " her mother said

"no more time" she ask while thinking why

"They are leaving the country, so he wants to day goodbye but they are going to be late, right he left a letter for you. here, read it." her mother gave her the letter.

She's about to cry when her mother said it and rush to her room to read the letter. Before she open the letter she saw a diamond in the seal of the card then she touches her neck.. there's something read there but I can't see it clearly.

She open the letter and read it, I can't see the letter cause it's blurry. She stand up seems like she's unconscious seems like she's not her, She open the drawer, there's a dagger a beautiful one same as mine... She get the dagger and scratch herself with it in the right hand where the pulse are. She came back to her senses, I can't do anything but to watch het. she said while crying that "I will not let you see me ever again " that's her last word and keep slashing her right hand, the blood keeps flowing but the only thing I can feel is that her hatred about that guy can't be erase ever again.

But what really scared me it that like I fall to something, it's in the deep sea I saw her there and she walks directly to me... saying "Why are you doing this" she keeps saying it continuesly, I know that time she can see me so I ask her why and what do you mean but she didn't answer me. I saw the red thing on her neck is like a Diamond, she suddenly cover it with her bloody hand, and stab me in the heart, that scared me, cause that time I feel the pain... But when I woke up "The pain was gone..."

The Next Day I leave that place, I'm feeling ill because of the airplane it's my first time doing those, not first time it's just im the only one there, no one to talk to... I miss that blue haired girl but I'm afraid of her, cause I feel like she will stab me again... "huhu" now that I'm here in China I need to talk to the company if I really need to go there... I'm in airport I'm waiting for my friend to come here cause like in Chicago I'm not familiar here... it's already 27 minutes but she's not here... Her name is Jenielyn I call her elyn or Ellen.

"where is she should I text her?" I ask to myself cause I've been waiting for 40 mins now... when I'm searching to my backpack, someone touch my shoulder, since I don't who it is I hold her arm and about to twist it, but I feel wrong when I saw her "elyn? ahahaha.. sorry" I said awkwardly

"gosh you scared me to death.. I didn't know that you know how to Fight" she said.

"what took you so long.." I ask her with my angry acting voice.

"nothing mother is.." she said, and I curiously ask her "your mother?"

"agh.. she said that.... that... we should eat!! haha" ha- ha she's really crazy.

I scratched my head and think again, but I don't know what to think so I agree to her. but I just eat cause the time travel is really long, killing me to death. now that I think of it how come I arrived at Chicago so fast....

"araine this is the nearest restaurant here," she said

"ehh? but why are we in hotel?" I ask.

"it's quite dark now I mean it's already night so ma'am tell us not to go home but to spend time here for the time being. ." she said proudly, is she planning to do something??

"sheez whatever" I said in a cold voice but she suddenly stop walking."what" I ask her.

"why are so cold to me today..." she said, true, I feel like I've become more cold than before to others even if they are my friend, is it because of Mina's death... maybe but I can't help myself to be warm again.. I can't convince and control myself... let's add that girl that keep popping in my nightmare everytime I feel uneasy and familiar to someone or something, I feel like I've been missing and forgetting something... what is it.. now this time I feel angry super angry why??!!!

"araine you alright?.." she ask again she's worried

"ehh..? im fine.. it's just that I think of my other close friend who died 1 and 1week ago." I answer her cause I don't know what is really going on to me I feel really uncomfortable and uneasy !! again I feel uncomfortable with my body, is it because I bath there in that lunatic house... then starting that I feel like scratching my while body. But of course I dare hide it to them...

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