SURVIVE To Give Happiness
7 Episode
Manu Rai
*With tears in her eyes, Manu silently stared at Lydia, her heart aching. *
Lydia's soul
I—I am nothing. No one --to them
Lydia's soul
Therefore, it makes no difference if they attend my funeral or do it properly.
Lydia's soul
I was not that whole ocean which they wished for, But i tried to give whatever i had, counting each drop
As she speaks her world has become lower like a whisper.
Lydia's soul
I think i don't deserve nice things
Manu Rai
* Teardrop from her left eye feeling pain *
Lydia's soul
You know why.... * looks at Manu *
Manu Rai
*She sniffles as she looks at Lydia through teary eyes.*
Lydia's soul
Because I'm Praying For The Sins I Don't Remember.
Lydia's soul
Ha-ha *Bitter chuckle as she lowers her head looking down*.........
Every word Lydia says has an emotional and mental impact on Manu.
As Manu listens to everything Lydia says, she feels suffocated, in Excruciating pain, like someone piercing her heart with a sharp knife of Lydia's self-blame and inadequacy.
Manu Rai
* Eyes wet with tears looking at Lydia feeling pain *
Lydia's soul
I—I * Sobbing *
Lydia's soul
I wasn't able to bring my unborn child into the world.* Sobbing eyes filled with tears, feeling overwhelmed by bitter truth.*
Lydia's soul
I am unable to show How the world looked like to my unborn child.* Sobbing thick tears drop from her beautiful eyes*
Lydia's soul
I am unable to provide my unborn child with breast milk. As I wish * Sobbing *
Lydia's soul
I am incapable of raising my child on my own. And-and when he or she grows up-
Lydia's soul
-- 😭When they are growing up, I won't be able to witness their marriage with the love of their life. As I think * Sobbing *
Lydia's soul
........ My-my duty * sobbing *
Lydia's soul
I only regret not being able to fulfil my role as a mother in this life 😭.
Lydia's soul
The amount of love I have for my child is beyond words. Mama loves you, sweetie. 😭
Feeling Regret, guilt, Pain, all shots of emotion, getting overwhelmed Lydia cries out.
Together with her child, she was about to embark on the next phase of her life. Leaving behind everything, every unpleasant memory. But her wishful thinking also snakes away by a curial person.
Manu Rai
*Sobbing she Hug Lydia*
Lydia's soul
*A sudden hug causes her eyes to open strangely in surprise she cries even louder *
Manu Rai
I always keep my feelings to myself, so I am not sure how to console other people.* sniffles *
Lydia's soul
** As she hears what Manu is saying, her sob becomes lower. *
Manu Rai
I never try to justify myself or express my feelings to other people. Nor do any effort or attempt to understand others.
Manu Rai
But knowing everything, including every emotion you experience within yourself, I have a deep desire to console you and take away all of your suffering.
Manu Rai
I am aware of all your suffering Lydia *blinks twice to prevent tears from streaming down her face.*
Manu own eyes filled with tears by pain
Lydia's soul
* Tears fall down like a river *
Lydia's soul
{Her embrace is warm and comforting.}
Lydia's soul
{Until now, I have never experienced such a warm hug}
Lydia's soul
*smile with tears hug Manu*
Manu Rai
Although everyone has two eyes, But.. No one has the same perspective.
Manu Rai
But I think you need to hear this
Manu Rai
NOT EVERYTHING YOU CHOSE WAS MEANT TO BE RIGHT BUT A LIFE LESSON
Manu Rai
You gave it everything you had.
Lydia's soul
{Actually, she saw my worth }
Manu's words and presence make Lydia feel warm.
Manu Rai
Your life could no longer be restored to the same body.
Manu Rai
As it is nature to be born and death
Manu Rai
But after death there was always a new beginning
Manu Rai
*Speaking Manu gently Patting Lydia back to comfort her *
Lydia's soul
* Sniffles She smiles *
Manu Rai
Death was never the end for anyone but a new beginning of new journey
Manu Rai
You will be a must thinking why-y
Lydia's soul
I'm not living again in my same body even if I get a chance to live.
Manu Rai
* Confused* But You deserve —
Lydia's soul
* Coming out from hug *
Lydia's soul
* Looks at her feet *
Lydia's soul
Reincarnating in the same body and fighting for something that was not mine was not what I wanted.
Lydia's soul
Nor do I want to take any useless revenge.
Lydia's soul
* Looked up at Manu and smile*
Lydia's soul
God give me a second chance to live again I know But-but for what
Lydia's soul
For what I will be again live in the same body?
Lydia's soul
I am not strong enough to fight back for justice or exact revenge.
Manu Rai
* Become furious💢💢 *
Manu Rai
But!! You are aware that they are mistreating you!! Which is *speaking as softly as possible, not yelling at Lydia*.
Looking at Lydia, all the short memories came back, How much Lydia was suffering, Making her blood-blowing in anger.
Manu Rai
😡 💢They Use you like shit, not even considered a human being!! * angry*
Manu Rai
After going through the most agony and suffering—a painful memory that will follow you around forever—how can you not exact revenge on them!!? 💢😡
Manu Rai
💢😡 Your unborn baby died before coming into the world Lydia!! * Hold Lydia both arms *
Manu Rai
😡💢 You also have no idea who killed you!?
Manu Rai
You don't want to take revenge on those who did wrong, who makes you pathetic!!?
Manu Rai
And- and your bab-y--
Lydia's soul
I know what I'm doing
Lydia's soul
*Speaking in her lower voice, she looked down at her feet.*
Manu Rai
* too furious 🤬🤬*
Manu was so angry that she wants to slap so hard on the face of Lydia but stops herself to bursting at her
Manu understands Why Lydia doesn't want to live as Adams' daughter again. Lydia was by herself, with no one to support her, All alone.
Even if she gets reborn, she doesn't have the strength to fight for herself as in her heart, there is still kindness.
She is still a pure soul who doesn't want to hurt anyone, even if she is in pain caused by them.
Lydia's soul
They are still my family Manu
Lydia's soul
* Said in her lower voice *
Manu Rai
* 😡💢💢 Cling her first tightly *
Lydia's soul
* Look up and give a smile to Manu *
Lydia's soul
Even if they don't consider me as their family, I do
Lydia's soul
After all Mom gave me birth after keeping me inside nine months in her own womb. ☺
Lydia's soul
I was her own blood Manu
Lydia's soul
And that was never, none was going to change the fact.* Smile *
Manu Rai
* Surprise by her words *
Manu Rai
{ Yes, that is true. No one changes the fact about Lydia being the daughter of that shity family!!😒💢 }
Lydia's soul
I know they never consider me as their daughter, family nor humans being
Lydia's soul
But they give me food, shelter to live in their house, clothes, pay fee for my education
Lydia's soul
They show me that much kindness, I can't ask more for them can I ?* Smile *
Manu Rai
*She gazed at Lydia with sorrow as her eyes welled with tears.*
Lydia's soul
I have no desire to exact revenge on those who killed me and my unborn child. I know that person must be heartless but I can't become like same as that person killing.
Lydia's soul
And I am aware that a member of my family did that.
Manu Rai
*Too shocked by the information *
Lydia's soul
Since they are unworthy, I do not want to exact revenge on them because I do not care about them anymore.
Manu Rai
*Eyes become weirdly opening shock *
Lydia's soul
I have no desire to exact revenge on Strange.* Smile *
Manu Rai
*At the same moment, she smiles and sheds tears, looks at Lydia, She feels relief. *
Manu is relieved that Lydia has finally stopped thinking about other people, Making someone else her priority. Now she only thinks about her peace and happiness.
Lydia's soul
I don't want to waste my time taking revenge, when karma can do that.
Lydia's soul
* show her beautiful and pure smile to Manu *
Manu Rai
* weeps her tear *
Manu Rai
Yes, you're right *sniffles nods her head smiles Lydia*
Lydia's soul
As long as my body does not have a happy ending, I will not be able to be reincarnated forever.
Manu Rai
Mean!? * In confused*
Lydia's soul
I died, and I don't want to get reborn on the same body
Lydia's soul
As a result my body must get a good feeling, or you can say happy ending until
Lydia's soul
Until Not nature death happens to my body
Collecting the all dot that has happened until now Manu understanding
Manu Rai
I am processing your body right now, so do you mean that I have to make sure you are content with it until the very end?
Lydia's soul
Umm yes you can say like that's
Manu Rai
Okay, I understand
Lydia's soul
Umm yes? Do you have a question?
Manu Rai
How did I come into your body and possess it !?
Manu Rai
Our world was different, and I think I'm not dead Right? Then how??
Manu Rai
it makes me confused 🤔😕
Lydia's soul
I also don't know but... I thought God gave you the permission to possess ......
Manu Rai
........................................................................................ as~ forget about it, my head hurts thinking every possible way
Lydia's soul
* Smile at Manu *
Lydia's soul
* Smile * Umm the thing turning out like this now........ Manu.., can you help me to make my body happy, even if for one second will you?
Lydia's soul
You don't need to be involved with Adams's family; just live your life and act according to you. You just need to be happy until you possess my body.
Lydia's soul
*Fear Manu disagrees she hurries said * I have only this one requested to you.
Lydia's soul
If you do that—
Lydia's soul
*Fall on her knees *
Lydia's soul
* holding Manu legs by both hands *
Lydia's soul
I will never forget your kindness!!
Lydia's soul
Just this one request Manu!!!* Sobbing *
Lydia's soul
Help me, Manu!! * With tearful eyes she looked up at Manu *
Manu Rai
Hey, heyy stand up * Panic *
Everything happens all of suddenly For a few seconds, Manu's brain stopped functioning.
Manu Rai
*Holding Lydia Hurry makes her stand up at her feet *
Manu Rai
Are you crazy you don't need to hold my legs!!
Lydia's soul
* looks at Manu *
Manu Rai
I will make everything right Okay
Manu Rai
I promise you I will make your body happy until the end I possess.
Manu Rai
And don't worry, I, Manu rai, Always think highly of commitment.
Lydia's soul
*Felling happy she Hug her *
Lydia's soul
Thank you Manu thank you so much * Smiling with tears *
Manu Rai
*Hug her back she feels pain in her heart. Tears well up in her eyes. *
Lydia smiles sweetly at Manu, and her soul slowly disappears from her view.
Manu Rai
"SINCE I POSSED YOUR BODY I'll CERTAINLY DO THE REVENGE FOR YOU "
Manu Rai
" AND THE REVENGE I WILL DO THAT'S WAY, I'll MAKE SURE THEY WILL REGRET FOR THE REST OF THEIR LIFE "
Manu Rai
"NATURALLY WAY "* smirks 😏*
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That hurt girl 🥹😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
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