SURVIVE To Give Happiness
4 Episode
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Night had come, and all the people were heading back to their own house from work. All The cars were driving in fast motion.
And then there was Lydia, who was moving through the street as if she were a corpse. The gloomy night saw her feelings.
Lydia Adams
*Her eyes were filled with blank as she walked aimlessly.*
Manu Rai
* in the air follow her quietly looking at her *
Suddenly one woman who was talking on the phone in worry doesn't notice in front of her, She is bumping into Lydia who doesn't know the world around her.
Lydia Adams
* fall on the ground *
" I'-m sorry youn-g lad-y! I'm so sorr-y! I didn't see you!! " Worry and panic middle age women speak in her sob voice.
Lydia Adams
* look up the women in front of her with her emotionless blank eyes *
Woman noticed On-move from Lydia body
" What happened are you fine young lady " Give her hands for support
Lydia Adams
*Standing up doesn't bother to give the woman answer and walking further *
" Is she all right ?, She looks lost" Women voice clearly holding worries she looked at Walking Lydia's back.
" Yeah!" from women phone cold Man's voce snap her out.
"I'm Here!!" Panicked Women replay walking more like run forward sweat cover her for head.
Lydia Adams
" Here are strange worries for me being fine or not...... And there were my own parents who didn't have any idea where AMI, how AMI doing I'm fine or not. Totally forgot about my existence they celebrate their younger daughter's happiness in my painful heart break."
Lydia Adams
* scoff * I'm pathetic
Lydia walking further aimlessly with her blank mind and eyes. Her leg didn't stop at all walking and walking don't know where?
Manu Rai
* quietly follow her *
Manu Rai
" is she still in shock "
Lydia Adams
* suddenly stops in the middle of the road *
Manu Rai
!!!? *stops also *
Lydia Adams
Did I did something w-wrong......
Lydia Adams
did-d I really become a villain ?
Lydia Adams
what was my fault?
Lydia Adams
Expecting love from own parent was wrong?
Lydia Adams
Expecting care for own parent was wrong?
Lydia Adams
Loving him was wrong?
Lydia Adams
Why I don't know?... Why I don't know what was my fault? ....
Lydia looking at nothing with her blank stare .
It was blank like totally blank nothing was there in her eyes.
Lydia Adams
*Suddenly falls on her knees.*
Manu Rai
Hey Girl your- ar* Weirdly her eyes open in shock *
Manu Rai
* In Hurry she is going to catch her for support, but her soul doesn't touch Lydia's body, her hand passing through by body.*
Making Manu eyes weird in shock and she realizing.
Manu Rai
My hand!?..., I'm just a soul !!
Manu Rai
* Looking her both hands back and front in shock *
Lydia Adams
What did I do wrong
Manu Rai
*Looked at Lydia and become worry looking her mental break down*
Lydia Adams
Why this is happening to me...😢
Lydia Adams
WHY!!? why? JUST WHY~~!!?
Lydia Adams
*Shouting sobbing out loudly *
Lydia Adams
What i did to get this much pain!! 😭 😭
Lydia Adams
* holding her chest in pain crying like a baby 😭*
Lydia Adams
WHY I CAN'T ABLE TO STOP THIS PAIN !!!?
Lydia Adams
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH THEN WHY, WHY JUST WHY SO MUCH PAIN I GET IN RETURN
Lydia Adams
* Shouting her lungs out *
Lydia Adams
I LOVE YOU FROM MY BOTTOM OF MY HEART WITHOUT KNOWING BY YOU, WITHOUT ASKING ANYTHING IN RETURN THEN JUST WHY THIS MUCH PAIN I FEEL IN RETURN!!!!!?.
Lydia Adams
JUST WHY!!!?. 😭😭
Lydia Adams
* Crying like a lost kid 😭 😭 *
Lydia Adams
What I did wrong, was my fault for loving you so much 😭😭 ?
Lydia Adams
I have only you my light in this darkness life, but you choose someone else 😢😢 * sobbing*
Lydia Adams
I think I'm not that good enough to be with you
Lydia Adams
* laughing quietly in her own situation *
Lydia Adams
I can't able to handle this pain any more it hurts💔💔 so much 😭😭😭
Lydia Adams
* 😭 😭 crying like a baby *
Finally, she breaks down from her all pain, All pain that from her childhood she let out at this moment that she wasn't able to hide anymore.
It was too much for her heart to handle so much pain that she went through.
After holding so much from her childhood after getting insulted by her own parents, ignored by parents, doesn't get enough love from parents, getting misbehaving in her own house by maids. She is becoming stronger by the shake for her savior brother to become capable for him, thinking she will get her happiness from her Brother Hardin who shows her raw of light in her dark life.
But now that's raw a life also snake away from her,
She has nothing else no one was there for her in this cruel world
no one to understand her pain.
If her own parents could not understand her, how could anyone else?
Lydia Adams
Why I'm the one who doesn't get love 😭 💔 why?
Lydia Adams
JUST WHY~~!!!?
Lydia Adams
I'm also just like them , If they bleed I also bleed the same red blood!!, If they feel pain I also feel pain when I get hurt 💔 😭😭
Lydia Adams
I'm so bad that why no one loves me!!?, that why no one wants me!!?, not even like me!!?😢😥 * sobbing*
Lydia Adams
WHY I'M SO UNLUCKY!! 😭 😭 😭
Manu Rai
* her eyes felt with tears 😢 *
Manu who was looking at Lydia with her tears eyes, she feel unbelievable pain in her heart.
Manu Rai
* without her permission tears follow from her eyes like a river 😢 *
Manu Rai
* She cried in pain that she felt for Lydia.*
She could feel Lydia's suffering.
Suddenly one car stops in the middle of the road where there was only Lydia knees down crying her heart out
Manu Rai
* her attention went towards the car and there she noticed one man walking out of the car *
Because of the darkness Manu, she wasn't able to see the clear version of the man's face.
Manu Rai
*Surprisingly she looks at the man after getting to see a man's clear face by the light of another passing car.*
Hardin Hobbs
Are you all right Miss
Lydia Adams
* looking up at the man who was standing in front of her *
Hardin Hobbs
* taken back by the Lydia crying face which was looking so cute so intimate *
Lydia Adams
* crying more after realizing who was standing in front of her after remembering the past accident. *
Hardin Hobbs
* Panicking * hey!, hey!! don't cry like that!!
Hardin Hobbs
it looks like I bully you!
Hardin Hobbs
tell me what happened why are you here crying like a baby in this silent road!?
Lydia Adams
* doesn't say any word just crying 😭 😭 *
Hardin Hobbs
Hey, hey stop crying first
Lydia Adams
* it doesn't make any help to her, it was more hurts 💔 her to look at her sister boyfriend who was her love of life *
Hardin Hobbs
I'm sorry hmmmm I don't know why you are crying,, but it will not help you sit on a silent road and crying like a lost kid
Hardin Hobbs
what if something happens to you
Hardin Hobbs
* said in his sweet concern voice *
Lydia Adams
* Looking at him sobbing *
Just by the little sweet word her heart was melted forget the pain she just felt a while ago
To think about how much she is breaking from inside
Craving to listing sweet words from her childhood for Craving for gentleness, love, cares.
After not getting by her own family she looks outside in hopes there was someone who will understand her knows her. Even if just a bit of happiness who can give her.
But what did she get in return nothing, nothing at all except pain, hurt in deepest by her own loved one who did she think as
Getting treats like shit in her own family and about the world doesn't ask it, people are so cruel .
Everyone uses her for their own benefit
And there She was letting to be use her, in the hope one day they will love her care for her .
And if that day comes then they care for her like they never did to anyone before
Manu Rai
* Silently sobbing She was looking at both Lydia and Hardin her Eyes fluppy due to crying.*
Manu Rai
" how much you're going through girl!? Even I can feel your pain by just looking at you 😢" * Sobbing silently *
Manu Rai
" My heart!! My hurts is hurting for you girl!! it hurts so much!!" * Sobbing silently *
Manu Rai
" How can you be this much strong girl * Sobbing* I can't handle it 😭 this pain is too much!! 💔😭😭 "
Manu Rai
*Sobbing continuously only looking at Lydia and everything els faded away*
In the function Lydia was standing like a dead person looking at her love of life in groom suits talking with his friends happily.
Today she was going to witness her love of life only light in her life married to someone else.
In the person's life death is not a greatest loss but what died inside us while we live
Manu, She felt every inch of pain what Lydia feeling right now.
Living under one roof, seeing twin sisters' Loving, loving moments, Having fun with her love, Being ignored, Being treated like maids even though the big ass house had maids? Each second, each time, makes you feel like an outsider, Alone and abandoned.
Nobody asked about her well-being.
Edward Adams/ Dominate Alpha
*In Panicked anger he reaches towards Lydia *
Edward Adams/ Dominate Alpha
You, came with me! * holding Lydia's hand he dragging with him outside*
Manu Rai
*follow them in confused yet curious *
Hardin Hobbs
* Notice them but suggest it off and again start talking with his friends *
Lydia Adams
ARE YOU KIDDING ME!!?
Lydia Adams
* Startled, she yelled *
Manu Rai
*Eyes turn red in anger. The vein appears on her forehead in rage; she looks at the person with her murderous aura. *
Lydia Adams
* holding her right cheek she left up her head and looks at the person in unbelievable *
Edward Adams/ Dominate Alpha
Do not yell; you are not authorized to do so!!
Edward Adams/ Dominate Alpha
* He gives Lydia a stern reprimand. *
Author
I hope the story does not become boring.
Author
Dear readers, let me remind you that the story will unfold gradually.
Author
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