the day I died in his arms

It was my first day of college when it happened, my friends and I were outside talking when a boy about my age, crossed the road, all of a sudden, out of nowhere a car came rushing by when he was in the center of the road. I saw him and did not hesitate to push her out of the way. Sir you need to be more careful u could have been killed, I said as he didn't even acknowledge me, all he did was stare at the ground horrified and speechless. I turned around and saw a man on the ground covered in blood that looked exactly like me. I was horrified all I could do was stand there helpless. Then, one of my friends walked right through me crying with pure terror in his eyes. The rest of my friends quickly rushed through me and to the body, one of my friends, Zui Quin my closest friend and lover held the body in his arms crying quietly I soon realized that the body in his arms was me. I looked around helplessly feeling confused, sadness, anger, helplessness, why me, why now, why here. I thought to myself as I fell on my knees as tears filled my eyes. Is this how it ends? But wait why am I still here why hasn't my soul gone to heaven or hell? Am I a ghost? Will I be stuck here forever? All these thoughts filled my head at once, I felt like I was as helpless as an ant, then an ambulance came bringing me back to reality I was dead. As the ambulance stopped and people took my body away I stared at the ambulance as it drove away with my body. I looked as my friends all ran to the hospital, I couldn't bear the feeling of being alone, so I helplessly followed my friends lost crying I tried to hug my lover, but I went through him I fell on the ground and felt a rage build up inside me. No I said repeatedly. This has to be a dream. I said hopefully I pinched myself to see if I were dreaming, but, to no avail I broke out into tears of rage and screamed. WHY ME MY LIFE WAS FINALLY GETTING BETTER I yelled out hopelessly. In the past when I was a little boy around 10 to 11 everything in my life changed for the worse.

Back then I was playing outside without a care in the world. Little did I know, my life was about to change.that night I went home early because it was getting cold outside. I came inside like normal and went to my room to change out of my winter clothes. Then I yelled to my grandma is dinner ready? No response. Grandma? still no response. I came downstairs and went to look for Grandma which I was living with at the time because my parents died in a car crash when I was a baby. Grandma? I called out again but still no response I came into my grandma's bedroom and saw a broken window as I looked down I froze. My grandma was brutally murdered laying there on the ground......

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