It was my first day of college when it happened, my friends and I were outside talking when a boy about my age, crossed the road, all of a sudden, out of nowhere a car came rushing by when he was in the center of the road. I saw him and did not hesitate to push her out of the way. Sir you need to be more careful u could have been killed, I said as he didn't even acknowledge me, all he did was stare at the ground horrified and speechless. I turned around and saw a man on the ground covered in blood that looked exactly like me. I was horrified all I could do was stand there helpless. Then, one of my friends walked right through me crying with pure terror in his eyes. The rest of my friends quickly rushed through me and to the body, one of my friends, Zui Quin my closest friend and lover held the body in his arms crying quietly I soon realized that the body in his arms was me. I looked around helplessly feeling confused, sadness, anger, helplessness, why me, why now, why here. I thought to myself as I fell on my knees as tears filled my eyes. Is this how it ends? But wait why am I still here why hasn't my soul gone to heaven or hell? Am I a ghost? Will I be stuck here forever? All these thoughts filled my head at once, I felt like I was as helpless as an ant, then an ambulance came bringing me back to reality I was dead. As the ambulance stopped and people took my body away I stared at the ambulance as it drove away with my body. I looked as my friends all ran to the hospital, I couldn't bear the feeling of being alone, so I helplessly followed my friends lost crying I tried to hug my lover, but I went through him I fell on the ground and felt a rage build up inside me. No I said repeatedly. This has to be a dream. I said hopefully I pinched myself to see if I were dreaming, but, to no avail I broke out into tears of rage and screamed. WHY ME MY LIFE WAS FINALLY GETTING BETTER I yelled out hopelessly. In the past when I was a little boy around 10 to 11 everything in my life changed for the worse.

Back then I was playing outside without a care in the world. Little did I know, my life was about to change.that night I went home early because it was getting cold outside. I came inside like normal and went to my room to change out of my winter clothes. Then I yelled to my grandma is dinner ready? No response. Grandma? still no response. I came downstairs and went to look for Grandma which I was living with at the time because my parents died in a car crash when I was a baby. Grandma? I called out again but still no response I came into my grandma's bedroom and saw a broken window as I looked down I froze. My grandma was brutally murdered laying there on the ground......

As all these thoughts filled my mind "what happened,is she ok who broke the window", I was too young to understand what had happened all that the people at the hospital told me was that I wouldn't see her again so, I thought she abandoned me. I was sent to an orphanage and got adopted by a really nice young couple. They were from America and had just moved to Japan 2 years ago, their names were John and Sophie. They were very nice to me and spoiled me all the time. They had died in a car crash a few years ago and now I live in Tokyo Japan well not live anymore, more like staying since I'm dead now. Pfft this sucks I had just gotten into college and gotten a part time job. Well what do I do now do I just linger around the city like a bad smell? No more like a mouse. A single tear streams down my eye leading to more I fall to the ground as I watch my friends pass me helpless I reach out to them, I don't know what I thought was going to happen. It's not like they were gonna turn around and come back and help me up. What bull sh*t why me, I said repeatedly. All of the sudden a dog, starts barking at me and I tried to get it to quit, but it didn't work and the dog started barking louder. Then out of nowhere a boy my age showed up. Stop barking at this poor man u can already tell he's upset, the boy said and smiled at me I was stunned I let him help me to my feet. Are u ok sir? Do you need me to call someone? He asked with his soft kind voice. N-no I'm al-alright I smile back trying not to be awkward. I looked up at him. Wow he's really attractive I thought to myself (the boys description: fair skinned, ocean blue eyes, golden blonde hair with a white stripe, 6'3, and nice body) (my description: white hair, icy blue eyes, pale, fit body (works out a little, 6'6) I snapped out of it then looks at him embarrassed because I probably just stared at him for like a whole 5 minutes, s-sorry, thanks for the help but, how can u see me? I said curiously. What do you mean? he said confused. (I'm gonna save u the trouble of listening to him go on and on about what just happened ur welcome 🤗) what?!?! That's crazy are you sure you're alright? He said worriedly I could tell that he did believe me. Yes I'm sure you wanna see proof? he nodded in agreement I walked up to someone and waved a hand in front of their face. See they can't see me. I said a little agitated but I didn't blame him for not believing me I wouldn't believe me either if I were him. I do sound crazy after all. I thought to myself. So do you believe me now? He nodded cutely, one thing I noticed that he acts adorable without even noticing it's quite cute, wait what am I thinking we just met?!? I thought to myself as he tapped my shoulder snapping me out of my trance you ok? the boy asked again. Yes I'm fine. I smiled at him kindly.

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...The boy smiled back, oh I forgot to ask for your name..? the boy asked curiously. Oh my name is Izuki nice to meet you. What's ur name I asked curiously as well. Oh, the boy smiled, my name is Hiroto nice to meet you as well. The boy smiled. I smiled back at him then looked at the sky, Oh sh*t it's getting dark we better get going, oh wait where am I supposed to go now I'm dead well, a ghost but still. I said worriedly. That's ok u can stay at my place if you want. Hiroto said hopefully. Sure why not I don't have anywhere else. I said excitedly. Ok sounds fun I'll lead the way Hiroto said excitedly. As he led the way to his house and I followed behind. Here we are Hiroto said as he opened the door to his home. He went in first and I followed behind. Make yourself at home, I have a spare bedroom you can use, it's up the stairs and first door to your left, I'll start cooking. Hiroto said as he went to the kitchen. Thanks I said as I walked up the stairs and went to the spare room and looked around d*mn this room is huge. I said as I looked around. I sat on the bed and looked at my phone. It looks like my death is on the news I thought to myself. I sighed and came downstairs to see if dinners were ready. Is dinner ready Hiroto? I said excitedly. Not yet but it's almost done be patient. Hiroto said as he continued cooking. Comeeeee onnnnn I can't wait foreverrrrrrr I said as I wined. hold on it's almost done he said as he patted my head as I pouted fine but don't touch my head I said agitatedly. He giggled a little your acting like a baby he said as he got plates from the cabinet and put them on the table wait here and I'll get the food u made mk? Fine I pouted u don't like it when people look down on me or call me a child ever since I was 10 all people knew how to do it call me a child or say I was acting like a child but somehow I don't feel that upset about it..... But how..? I snapped out of my trance again as he put food on my plate and handed me silverware here u go eat up and tell me what you think. Hiroto said as he sat down and began to eat his food. Thank you for the food I said as I took a bite of food. Wow it's really good I said happily as I continued eating I looked at him and noticed he had food on his face so I leaned close and cleaned the food off his face as his face got really red. wh-what are y-you doing he asked with a shy and embarrassed look on his face. Just getting food off your face I said as I leaned back in my seat and then continued eating like nothing happened. O-oh thank you, Hiroto said as he got really embarrassed. I finished eating and went in the kitchen and cleaned off my plate and walked back to the table I'm gonna hit the hay good night I Said as I went back to my room....