Journey Of Extrovert To Introvert.
Hi! I am a girl with lot of ambitions and hopes .But I don't like my this life 😕 Sometimes I just wanna die badly but then how can I forgot that my parents have lot expectations from me.
It's just that I can't freely do everything or if I can say it in simple way so it's like I can't take my own decisions ... There is always someone who orders me around. I don't understand why the hell they all just order me around can't they mind there own buissness.See all humans are not same but it's hard to deal with the self lovers it's just they think they can sat whatever and it is always the right decision or idea . I am now 18 years old but I have a maturity like an old person.
I don't even have friends who can help me to get out of my depressed life. I have stopped making friends or keeping relations because it's annoying when they live for others they have always better option than me so they just abandon me.Its my past now I don't even talk to anyone. They think I am rude but this human society don't understand that there words are making me rude day by day. My hopes my dreams are all vanished in the thin air because of this depression given by these human society.
I think I should just die and then I will be free to take my decisions.I also wanted to live a life of my own but I think these words is not for me.. I will try to write more about me and my life because it can heal me.My hobby was to become a sketcher but my mom and dad have no interest in this things they think I can't get a career if I do this so they forced me to study 😔 I am just very tired of this cause I am not even good at studies.
when I completed my college I asked my parents again that can I choose art as an career for me but they refused.At they said you should the graduation first so I am doing that for now it's just my first year is completed and until now I didn't understand any of those subjects I had .
I am very worried can I get my graduation completed like this what are your reviews about this ?
And can I get my dream job ?
Hope atleast you can understand me..........
Why I am still here writting I don't know but it is just making me feel good to share everything here .It is empty all the time I feel always alone 😔 so I just kept here writting whatever comes in my mind please don't mind my mistakes .I am just trying to get out of my depressed life in this manner......
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