Paint My Hands Red( Taekook) Hell on earth

present

this empty seoul streets from the window looks breath-taking but sadly this place is hell for me

I am going back to my home......no...it's not a home.....it's a place where I didn't wanna go ..not in the past not in the present and never in future but I can't escape it either.....

unknown

sir ,we are here......

jeon jungkook

mmmmm(get down from the car) ...

jeon jungkook

did anyone asked you anything about me

unknown

no ,sir all are sleeping ....

jeon jungkook

mmmmm you can leave it's pretty late........*why I am not surprised *

unknown

yes sir

jeon jungkook

*I am standing infornt of jeon mansion........😏in past I never liked coming here but now I am dying to meet my lovely family * let's go.......

it is 1 am most of the people in Seoul are sleeping dreaming tomorrow will be better. Here in jeon Mansion, a young boy is talking on a telephone ☎️ while drinking a glass of wine

tears fell from his gorgeous eyes, making them even more glossy as he is speaking

jeon jungkook

It didn't hurt when I was dying, but when you betrayed me from my back when I turned around and saw my most important person doing it, killed me way more than dying

jeon jungkook

All the red scars that you gave me are still on my body but not you ......now I need to carry them for the rest of life

jeon jungkook

After All this time I still don't understand why you killed me like this. You made me sacrifice myself

jeon jungkook

You made me sick you made me your patient who doesn't know what his problem is, and I can't tell the doctor where it hurts because even I don't know

jeon jungkook

It's really stupid of me, right?! (Chuckle) How stupid I am I waited 5 years loving you. How pathetic i am to except you do the same when your eyes always wants my blood

jeon jungkook

I will be lying if i say i am not hurt anymore I loved you with no hope, but now I'm crying and dying with everything, but.......this time......

jeon jungkook

all the wounds are refusing to heal now I will cure them with your tears and blood

jeon jungkook

now I will stop dying for you and loving you and start how to hurt you I will not hurt you the same way you did to me this time I will PAINT MY HANDS RED WITH YOUR BLOOD

the alcohol is getting the best of jungkook he continues to talk to himself for hours but to hear nothing from other sides except.... beep....beep... sounds from the telephone because no one was their to listen him ....... And he doesn't want anyone to listen because they can't feel what you feel

TOMORROW 9:50 morning is definitely different in jeon mansion maybe not for everyone but for a young man who is getting ready looking at himself with smrik in the mirror one last time before facing the reality

jeon jungkook

*sign*..wow I look too good for anyone...😮‍💨.....

jeon jungkook

*sign* mucha......😘 let's deal with some b*tches today

Soon Jungkook get down to the main hall there he saw his lovely family eating breakfast

jeon jungkook

*first one I noticed was my father...... Father I don't know how i feel about this name ....father is an emotion, love, someone who guide you while he gets hurt I think ?atleast that's what people says but..... for me, he is just someone I call father that's It........I remember I stopped smiling because of him i stopped dreaming because of him I stopped feeling because of him he is my hero when I was 7 years old now he is the writer of my death book It all started with him,, and ended with him in past when I was dying I asked my father to believe me once because I don't care about anyone he is the only one that I can call my family even though he doesn't feel the same.....*

jeon jungkook

*He may not kill me with his hands, but he killed a way before with his words *

jeon jungkook

*right beside him, I saw my main leads of my story sitting together laughing at something ...... my stepmother and stepsister *

jeon jungkook

*when I was 7 years they both came in to my life that day i was happy because i will get a new mom and sister who will love me same as my mother did ....... but I didn't realize that the people who i thought will love me the most will become the reason of my death*

jeon jungkook

*I was ready to give the place of my mother I am ready to love I am ready to get loved by them, I am ready to make them my family I am ready to bear the pain they gave because i thought it's all normal all mother do the same in order to make my life happy * *but then I realized how crazy i am waiting they will love me someday just to realize they are poisoning me every day.................*

jeon jungkook

*to the opposite of them I saw a small hands are trying to grab food jeon wooyoung he is the only person I don't hate and even in the past I don't talk daily only if it's needed*

jeon jungkook

*tsk bloody fu*kers * (saw his sister and step mother )

due to the sound after standing for 5 minutes they noticed jungkook