Paint My Hands Red( Taekook)
EP 1: Rainy day
It was 11 in Seoul. ln a dark room a young boy was sitting looking outside of the Windows it looks like it's going to rain anytime he was just staring at the dark clouds which are totally covering the bright beautiful moon suddenly his phone started to ring finally showing the boy face which was completely broken he kept staring at the phone till the call got hang up on itself.
Suddenly the young boy stood up on his foot he walked towards the nearest restroom he kept looking in a mirror which was already broken
he looked at himself his eyes are still wet his tears are still falling out from his beautiful eyes his face was completely bruised. The wounds and the tears doesn't seem to be painfully to the boy any more
he washed his face and smiled at himself the blood on his face the smile on his lips the tears in his eyes are making him even more broken and pathetic
In the complete silence of a luxurious dark apartment that boy spoken to himself
jeon jungkook
it's finally over I Can't do this any more I just Can't (broken voice)
jeon jungkook
Even the air is scaring me I wish to see you again just One Last Time
Suddenly he Rushed into the hallway taking is backpack and an umbrella in his hand dragging is foot outside
It started raining in Seoul at 12:30 people are still wondering in Seoul streets. Everyone are dealing wIth something on their own, in the middle of the road a boy was holding an umbrella looking at the sky the raindrops were calming him he walks to the nearest park now there he sat on the nearest bench to the roadside hearing to the sound of raindrops on the calm roads seems so peaceful to him,
he saw a small lake on the other side of the road he dropped the umbrella and walked near to the lake he was completely wet he sat near the lake looking at the dark sky
jeon jungkook
the only mistake I have done is that I loved you, so much that i gave myself to you
jeon jungkook
you broke me in such a way that I will never ever be myself again I do not blame you because it's my fault that I trusted you over all important people I deserve this it's my fault
JK slowly walked into the lake the wounds on his face are burning he is floating on the top of the water
jeon jungkook
Right now the only wish I have is to be never born again. The hell seems to be so peaceful to me, it is just a beautiful day. I want to sleep right now right here in this (water pushes him into the water)
It's getting suffocating...his heartbeat is decreasing.... his breath is getting heavy.... his eyes are getting closed....that night was one of the wonderful night for him, he wants to go deeper he wants to hide himself in deep water The only thing he wants to do right now is to DIE
jeon jungkook
you didn't kill me, you made me kill myself,
you want this,
I am giving this....................
Everyone wants a happy ending most of the people may not get it. I may have a Fairy Tale life if I hadn't done my mistake blaming someone is hopeless if and only if I haven't born...none of this would happen.......slowly closing the eyes Jungkook fell into a deep sleep forever maybe it is best for him to die, but his death is pitiful, pathetic,heartbreaking.........
maybe god have the heart that once in a while seeing all this he may felt ashamed of himself for leaving alone this broken boy in this cruel world
jeon jungkook
*opening my eyes i thought I may see hell ?..............But what is this...........*
jeon jungkook
*I am surrounded by clouds, but I don't feel anything in my body I can see some stairs without knowing myself my foot begin to walk..... from far away I saw a person standing at the back facing me I am scared ....not only scared horrified, terrified and worried my legs are not stopping I want to run away where the hell I am i*
suddenly that unknown person started talking
unknown
it's so cold here I am shivering are you okay
jeon jungkook
*I can't see that person face as she was still back facing me due to fear I Can't even form any words my lips are trembling only one word came from my mouth*
jeon jungkook
yeah I am fine😨(completely terrified)
unknown
good ............are you scared I can see your legs are wobbling
jeon jungkook
mmmm(even more scared)
unknown
don't be....
I am not going to do anything
just few steps away from that person jk stopped walking that person's next sentence made jungkook answer instantly
jeon jungkook
No( suddenly started to feel calm around that person)
jeon jungkook
i don't want to face that again (tears begin to fall)
jeon jungkook
where am I and are you god(asking so softly with tearful eyes)
unknown
No I am not .........
jeon jungkook
So what are u what am I doing here I am dead.. wasn't I? then what's all this (shaking fear)
unknown
I will give you one option JK go back change your fate
jeon jungkook
no ......(whisper)
unknown
I am asking u again why not give me a rightful reason that can make me accept your opinion
jeon jungkook
Why will anyone wants to face that all again even if I can change I don't think I have that much energy to go through all that again (crying)
unknown
Then what your life meant to you dying in a pathetic way living like a toy. crying like a loser, just this
jeon jungkook
stop it ........
unknown
*sigh* come on my son.........don't disappoint me
hearing this JK start crying even more he still can't see that woman's face he suddenly back hugged her that person neither she said anything nor turned to face him
unknown
just remember DON'T MAKE SAME MISTAKE AGAIN don't kill yourself.......
jeon jungkook
Mmmm (tried I am feeling sleeply)
unknown
are you feeling sleepy again
unknown
Then sleep(turn and kissed jk forehead )
jeon jungkook
(trying to see her face but wasn't able to)
author
it's my new story hope you all likes it
I will write introduction and brief past in next ep as it's been more than 1000 words
author
I love u hope you had a amazing day😊
Comments
Gainda Ram
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2024-05-06
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lazy ass 😌😌
why does the phone thing sound like something I do 🙂🙂🙂
2024-05-03
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⚜️Missy_MISS⚜️
is it top kook or top Tae?
2024-04-08
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