I lived a care free, stress free.... In a fantasy I created for myself. Making sure I was oblivious to peoples taunts and opinions.
Should have known it was a mistake. A mistake to think I could rely on someone.
My family, my siblings....my husband
I chuckle to myself as remember how I learned the lesson the hard way. How they taught me I was never one of them, will never be. No matter what I do, I'll never be enough for them.
The heart that was hanging by thread broke by the harsh words of my husband.
How he will never want me. How he was forced to live with me. How he was disgusted and wished I will be dead so he could be in peace.
So I did...
With a smile on my face as I stood at the edge of the 28th floor balcony. I granted him divorce just a few minutes ago.
Only to take my life since I was only unwanted.
By everyone around me.
So my family and the love of my life could live their life happily... In peace...
That was the first decision I took for someone else. That was the first time I thought of someone else's happiness. Keeping their wish above mine.
Only to mess that up too and come back to where it all began... To my younger self who now have to face heartbreaks and setbacks all over again.
Comments
🌸⭐ Snow light ⭐🌸
Yea but how about you?
2024-05-12
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🌸⭐ Snow light ⭐🌸
Take revenge and you dont need them to survive girl be strong,You don't know how life will take you in the future
2024-05-12
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🩵crimson fairy 💙❣️
28th floor are you not scared I'm scared of pain that's why I am living 😑😑
2023-12-04
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