Sweetest Obsession. Present.

...

I thought that was my end.

But I was wrong.

The next day I woke up and found myself inside my 26 year old body.

I couldn't believe it as I have clearly remembered killing myself and I had all the memories of my past life.

It took me a while to grasp everything happening to me.. and I thought to myself that maybe god has given me another chance to change everything.

And this time I will be sure to live my life without any regret and change the lives of people around me.

[currently]

It has been 4 days since I came back and this is the reality!

I'm currently sitting in my balcony and decided to revise my past memories and write it in a diary so I won't forget any major events and will be able to avoid any obstacles.

And it is done.

Jeanette Rhys Thorne

...

I looked at the blue sky while taking a deep breath..

Jeanette Rhys Thorne

Everything is going exactly like my past life...

Jeanette Rhys Thorne

I hope I can change my destiny in this life, so my people won't have to suffer any pain...

I then hear a knock on my door...

Mary [maid]

Your highness, your lunch is ready. please allow me to take you to the dining hall...

Jeanette Rhys Thorne

...

Jeanette Rhys Thorne

Where is chrysander?

Mary [maid]

Your highness, the young master is currently in his room...

Jeanette Rhys Thorne

Is he not going to eat?

Mary [maid]

T-That, he is refusing to eat anything.. and is requesting that you eat with him.

Mary [maid]

w-we tried telling him that you are busy and won't be able to attend to him but-

Jeanette Rhys Thorne

Forget it, serve our food in his room. I want to see him.

Mary [maid]

Yes, Your highness.

Mary left my room and I went to chrysander's room to see him.

Mary [maid]

(The Duchess.. has changed..)

Mary [maid]

(At first she wouldn't even eat anything and will be in constant worry. I'm glad she is finally thinking for herself is also taking care of young master.(⁠◍⁠•⁠ᴗ⁠•⁠◍⁠)⁠

. . .

I took a deep breath before knowing in his room.

Then a small pair of hands opened the doors for me and I smiled at him...

Jeanette Rhys Thorne

Ander..

Chrysander Rhys Throne

mother?

Jeanette Rhys Thorne

yes?

Chrysander Rhys Throne

I-I was told you were busy...

Jeanette Rhys Thorne

I can never be busy enough to not spend my time with my ander...

I picked him up. His eyes sparked and he gave me a big smile...

Chrysander Rhys Throne

Then... are you going to eat with me today?

Jeanette Rhys Thorne

of course.

I sat on the sofa with ander and gave him a cheek kiss.

Jeanette Rhys Thorne

say... do you want me to play with you after we are done eating?

Chrysander Rhys Throne

B-But you said you have to work...

Jeanette Rhys Thorne

work can wait, and ander is more important to me.

Chrysander Rhys Throne

Then I want to play with you! <excited>

How cruel of past me to neglect him, even if work was important I should have paid attention to him. He is such little ray of sunshine!

Then a knock emerged on the door and the maids came with our food.

Just like I had said, I ate with ander and after we were done I played with him.

. . .

[At night]

[In Duchess study]

Kenneth Wilson [assistant]

Your highness, with the current money we have it would last about 3 months.

Jeanette Rhys Thorne

Ok.

Jeanette Rhys Thorne

Did the King send any allowance for our Dukedom?

Kenneth Wilson [assistant]

Unfortunately, the king did not send any money or other supplies...

This is just like my past life... The kingdom didn't offer us any help and wouldn't send us money.

The Dukedom's money lasted for 4 years and it would be finished in 3 months from now.

Kenneth Wilson [assistant]

Your highness, I think this much work is enough for today.

Kenneth Wilson [assistant]

You shouldn't overwork yourself and it is pretty late so I think you should rest.

Jeanette Rhys Thorne

hmm, ok.

Jeanette Rhys Thorne

Please prepare the document I had asked for, I will review them tomorrow.

Kenneth Wilson [assistant]

Yes, your highness.

Kenneth Wilson [assistant]

(The Duchess has really changed and to think she doesn't seem to require my help and is able to handle everything by herself, she must have worked really hard)

I completed everything that was to be done and went towards my bed chamber.

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