dear. dairy. 1.

Today I went to the café and I saw you sitting there, with your coffee, laughing with your friends.

You don't know how much that made me smile inside.

But I sat at my own table and pulled out my laptop to begin typing up my column for the newspaper.

I don't know if you looked at me, with my messy hair and a plain top with jeans, but you probably didn't notice me.

That's okay though.

You hardly know me.

Although I know you through and through.

- Jimin

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Tonight I made my wish about you instead of my usual wish.

It probably won't come true.

My wishes never do.

But at least I have a chance now.

- Jimin

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You looked really cute today in school.

Your hair was all styled and you had put an effort into your appearance.

That surprised me.

You usually don't ever care.

- Jimin

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We were paired by Mr Hyun for our chemistry project.

I have a few textbooks at home that we could use.

And maybe we could go to the café to study?

- Jimin

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I forgot to ask you:

Why weren't you in chemistry class?

- Jimin

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The moon looks beautiful tonight.

Surely you must have seen its glow.

It's full and a silvery colour and all I can think about is sitting on my balcony under the rose arch kissing you.

But that will never happen.

because my wish won't come true.

- Jimin

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Good morning.

I bought you your Caramel Macchiato

Don't thank me, and don't pay me back.

My honour, not yours.

- Jimin

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You thanked me for the Macchiato and asked me how I knew.

I said "Because when I go to the café and see you, it's all you buy."

You then said "Oh. I never noticed you. What's your name?"

and then I crumbled inside.

- Jimin

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I thought you knew who I was.

We have been in the same chemistry class for three years and you don't know my name?

That stung Jungkook, that stung.

- Jimin

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I went home this evening and cried, my pillow stained with my tears.

But I became more productive and wrote some more of my newspaper column.

and then I baked some cookies and felt a lot better.

- Jimin

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I have a box of cookies for you if you want it.

You probably won't have it but I don't mind if you take it or not.

Hobi really wants some so I will give it to him if you reject it.

- Jimin

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I didn't expect you to accept it.

I hope you like it.

- Jimin

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I walked past your locker today and saw you kissing Choi Jaewon

I felt a pang of jealousy, longing for it to be me you were kissing, but then I realised I was a stranger to you.

Just another student walking through the halls.

- Jimin

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At lunch, I sat on the field with Hobi and he spoke to me about you.

He said, "Do you like Jungkook?"

I said "Umm... No."

I don't know why I lied.

- Jimin

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I went to the Café after school, alone, and you weren't there, as I expected.

But it was nice to sit at a table with the Dahlia in full bloom and watch all the cyclists ride past on their colourful bikes.

I saw Jaewon walk past.

He looked like he was in a hurry.

- Jimin

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