Heartbroken?!

A few weeks later, we kept chatting together and had our first call!

Luckily, at that time, my parents and siblings weren't around and left me home alone! We had fun playing multiplayer games.

The call took an hour, and we ended it when my brothers came. When I opened the door, my brother suddenly ran straight to the living room! I somehow remembered I forgot to turn my phone off because it showed that I was chatting someone and sent an "I love you" message!

I ran as fast as I can to reach him but when I arrived in the scene. Thank god my phone was off! I somehow remembered my phone had an inactivity for 1 minute! And hopefully, my brother was staring at the computer instead of my phone!

I was at relief and got my phone and started texting him. Telling about the experience that had happened just now.

After a few months, I started noticing that he hasn't texted me. Since I was the one waiting for his messages because I thought I might be too desperate or needy, and I didn't want to lower my image.

However, it got me worried and wondered why he didn't message me at all! "Probably he's sick? Or got into an accident! Maybe he doesn't have wifi? He's probably called to do something and is busy right now." Was what I thought might happen in his current situation.

So, I mustered up the courage and messaged him first.

...~****in chat****~...

Hey, how are you?

>Oh hello Amelia, I'm good *replied an hour*

Oh, that's good to know😊

>Uhm I probably have something to say

Yeah? What is It?

>I'm trying to get off social media, I need a break from it. So, I'm sorry if I don't really chat often.

Oh, no worries. it's alright, I'm glad your fine tho

...~****chat end****~...

Wow, judging from the way he sent me that feels like he's having a bad time or just isn't in the mood. I'll probably just give him some space.

However, a few months came, and it is now December! We only chat a few times, but he really did try his best to tell me about what he experienced.

But since not everything will last. An unexpected storm came.

...~****in chat****~...

>Hello, Amelia

Hey! Want to know what happened in my vacation?

>sure what happened?

Well, I had really fun swimming and I saw a school of fish and swam down! I also took pictures with a turtle!

>Woah. Hmm... Lemme guess, you were at (a place) right?

Woah! How did you know?

>I've gone there several times, it's really fun seeing school of fishes too.

Oh! No wonder! That's great!

>Yeah...

😊

>Uhm Amelia... I have something to tell you...

Sure! What is it?

>This thing between us, can we end it? I never meant it to go this way I'm not even gonna lie.

Oh...

>It's just that, as time went by. I realized that I am not ready and it's not the right time.

>If possible I'd like to just be friends with you.

>I'm really sorry, I'm so sorry. And it's Christmas too, I couldn't get this off my chest.

Oh... I... thank you for the days you've spent with me. I really had fun spending time with you truly.

It's your decision and I respect that.

>thank you so much, and I'm really sorry

don't be... It was my fault for pushing you from the beginning.

>but I still agreed, part of it is my fault. I can't deny that.

I guess, were both at fault.

>yeah I could say, were both still young and inexperienced with this type of thing.

I'm glad it was you. Thank you, Johan.

>Thank you also Amelia.

...~****chat end****~...

After that left me heartbroken for the first time but... I didn't shed a single tear, but it broke a part of me...

I was lucky that day was our first Christmas break and that there would be no school until January.

I told my friend about what happened in detail, and she had mixed emotions about it. She told me "take this break as a healing process. Besides, were gonna meet tomorrow for our project. I'm sure you'll cheer up tomorrow!" with a 👽 emoji attached. I really don't understand her, but she made me laugh for some reason!

The next day came, and I met my friends to finish our project at their house! I had so much fun to the point I forgot what happened too! She gave me a little present she got from the claw machine. It was a Giyuu plushie from the anime "demon slayer" I really liked that anime!

My friends and I started watching in Netflix while eating, and we had fun sharing laughs.

After several hours, I had to go home, but my mom told me she'd pick me up at her house! The others went back to school because their parents were waiting for them there!

They all went back but my friend who I talked with yesterday waited for me to meet my mom outside. She didn't mention anything about what happened yesterday and tried to make me laugh with her sick moves using Giyuu!

My mom arrived and picked me up the next few minutes, and we left off.

My mom drove us near her workplace, since she still had work in the next few hours. She asked if I had fun and I did! But I couldn't get rid of the break-up from yesterday, so I let out a frown. My mom noticed it, so we both went somewhere to cool off and bought bubble tea together.

I was really happy she did that for me, and we could spend our time together! It has been so long when we spent our time together, since she had work and came back home late at night!

After a few hours, She went back to work and I went back home. I had a fun day today and swore to never like someone to the point where my heart would get broken ever again.

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