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Lana's POV

To some people, time is medicine. As time goes on they heal and become better versions of themselves. The past is left behind and new doors open as time goes by. To others it does not matter. We are stuck, no matter how many seconds, hours, days or years pass by. Trapped in that minute or hour that made you give up.

No matter how much I try to forget, the past always keeps hunting me. That year everything changed and I became a new person, a miserable person. Every time I think about it, I feel like the whole universe is against me.

There are some wounds that even time cannot heal. The nightmares, the flashbacks, the scars. Things I wish were not a part of who I am. Even though I was able to escape, I still feel like I am trapped in that place.

I got up from my bed and entered the bathroom. I took of my shirt and stood there for what felt like hour looking at my own scars.

"Lana, can I come in?" Mei said knocking at the bathroom door. I quickly put on the t-shirt and slowly made my way to the door, even though my family has seen my scars I am still not comfortable with displaying the reason for their pain and the reason for my own father's death.

Mei gave me a smile and slowly made her way to the drawers on the side of my bed and took out a blue box that I was all too familiar with.

"I know you haven't been taking your medication and your brother has noticed too." Mei said in a soft tone as she sat on the bed and looked at me. I looked at the blue box that she spoke of and started feeling guilty.

"Look , I know it's hard and I can never fully understand what you have been through but you need to know that we are all here for you and we are trying to help you"

I listened to her soft voice that was heavy with concern and felt even more guilty.

Mei was a psychologist by profession and was dating my brother the time I was introduced to her as someone who could help, she was the only person my brother could trust at that time.

"How are the scars?" I shifted my gaze to look at her, although my brother trust Mei I can't bring myself to trust her and deep down I know she is a kind person who just wants to help but I can only trust my brothers.

As I was about to answer Liam's loud voice interrupted from the other side of the door.

" Hey snow let's go out!!"

Mei smiled and went to open the door for that  loud brother of mine and told him to be careful when going out.

They went out as I quickly got ready to hang out with Liam , I spend most of my free time with him sometimes I even wonder if he has friends and if he does when does he hang out with them?

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