Death

Do you have anything that you wish from your life but it never comes the way you ever wanted. It can be analyzed by the thing that you would end up changing if you are given a second chance.

These types of chances are not given in real life. All the struggle and obstacles that we suffer in our life would make us the strong and better version of ourselves. There is one question in my mind that, the pain and sorrow that I have burdened myself for all these years have an outcome for me or not. Should I sacrifice my life for the person who doesn't even care if I am alive or dead.

The memories of my life float over my head....,there was the helpless me in the past that would do anything to make my family happy or it's really not the family.

my name is eve . I got to live with my parents but not more than I thought.. I was seven when my parents died. I was sent to an orphanage. I felt that I had lost the thing that I have ever got or ever had. The family of mine was the thing that I would have wished or wanted. I was free in orphanage because I got the simplest joy that I got even a little more time with my parents than the guys in the orphanage. I made friends there. it was a peaceful and joyful moment of my life. when I was 13 years old my parent's relatives found me and took me in. I was happy that I got a place to call a home but never knew that home isn't the place but a place full of love, care and affection. The place I ever called home was never mine and the family I care was also never mine. It was the only place I lived or grew up. My wish for life was to find the warmth that I felt when I was with my parents. So I thought to make my own and live a peaceful life. when my adopted parents made me hitch with the person that I had never met. I never knew the choice I chose to make my life better would make me this miserable. I never knew that the marriage was the set up that our parents made for us. It's been a few years of marriage but I never had a peaceful talk with him. It's been like we have been avoiding each other all through these years.

Even while I am in my death bed, I got the lesson that the feeling I ever wished was not a dream but it's the thing that would come eventually when there is love, care and affection between each other. That's the thing me and my husband never ever had. I am at my last minute but he is nowhere to be found. I don't even know if he would ever miss the presence of me in his life. That is to end anyway. So let's say goodbye...

" LESSON LEARNED,TIME TO MOVE ON ."

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