chapter 5

"Sure"

" You have had 6 guys following me the last 2 days, which I'm not surprised at but they aren't very good"

I looked at her completely shocked and a bit angry these are my best men, she must have seen my mood change.

" I mean no offense but.... she says looking around, they left me an exit, but no one is on my left, the guy in the far right corner, must have a cold or something because his breathing is off, the 2 guys in the trees behind me keep moving ever so slightly but what has annoyed me the most is that person, she pointed to a hidden Colson, he has been rocking back and forth on his feet for hours, it's been driving me insane"

I mind link all of them, to get back to the pack house and I will deal with them later. I smile at her but I'm still annoyed, not angry, hell I don't know how I feel, I manage to say " Thank you, I will deal with training issues later" I was trying to keep my Alpha voice in check.

" so you want to know my story, do you mind if we walk and talk"

We get up and start walking, I want to grab her hand and hold her and never let go, but I can't.

She turns to me and smiles, holding out her hand I grab it thinking I am never letting go.

I think Ryder is my mate, I asked Ghost she said she thinks that's where the pine cone and freshwater smell is coming from but she is confused by her senses she isn't used to using them. The only thing I can think of is to hold his hand, when we touch it was electric, we both look down at our hands,

" Did you feel that?" I said

He looked up and smiled,

" You are my mate, I sensed you the day we meet but you couldn't feel me, I didn't want to scare you"

" thank you," I said still looking at our hands

"So, I was a normal carefree teenager, there was me my brother Connor and my best friend Mason who was also the Alpha's son, we came as a 3, we did everything together, and everyone thought me and Mason would be mates, but I saw him as my best friend or as another brother but anyways, I turned 15 and I didn't shift well my eyes did to the bright blue they are now but I can't change them back, I could hear my wolf in my head but she wouldn't or couldn't come out"

We started walking, still holding hands, Ryder was rubbing his thumb in circles on my hand, I think to calm me down because my heart was going a million miles an hour.

" From that day onward no one spoke to me, I was an outcast, my family completely ignored me and Mason started to bully me and got the whole school involved, I hated it, I hated being alive" I was crying by this point, I don't know when I started.

" I was allowed to school and that was it, I had to stay in my room, sometimes they wouldn't even feed me"

I looked up at Ryder, he looked like he wanted to kill someone, but his thumb was still going around in circles on my hands, I think now this was keeping him calm. I wiped the tears from my face and carried on

" I turned 18 by myself and that's when I shifted but I don't think it went right, I'm not sure I was in so much pain, I was screaming for help but no one came" My tears had started again, we stopped walking and Ryder turned me around and buried me in his chest. I don't know how long we stood like that, I could hear his heart beating so fast. I looked up at him and he was looking down

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