If Only He Knew

If Only He Knew

Chapter 1

| Epigraph |

His hands are saying that he wants to hold her. His feet are saying that he wants to chase after her...He's probably forgotten that I'm here, beside him.

*throws cream buns to all my readers*

<<< This book is dedicated to those who think they don't deserve the one they love >>>

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| When We Met |

"Love is like a wind. You can never see it, but you can always feel it."

Birds were chirping, the skies were all clear except for kites. A soft breeze splattered over trees which reverberated with pleasure. It was the spring season, perfect for every girl and boy, man and woman.

Two children were playing on the playground. Or more like fighting.

"You can never win against me, " the little boy said, patting girl's forehead.

The girl tried to reach him, but he was slightly taller than her. How can he be taller? He is just six, the girl thought.

She pouted in annoyance at the rude behaviour of the boy who she didn't even know!

"I will tell my mom that today I met a girl who actually plays with robots and not with those pinkish-pinky dolls, " the boy said while laughing loudly, gripping a grey coloured talking robot in his little finger by its antenna.

"Give me my robot. My father gave that to me!" The girl ran towards the boy and pushed him hard to the ground.

The boy fell straight on his stomach into the puddle of muddy water, his clothes dirtying and his knees bleeding crimson due to the scratch he got right after he fell down. He started to cry, his shrill voice reaching the ambient noise around them, and to the girl's ears.

The girl stared at him.

And stared.

She blinked once.

Twice.

Then she came forward and offered her hand to him, her little fingers too small to pull him out of that mess, but her heart too big to ignore him lying there all injured.

Now it was the boy's turn to stare. Instead of letting her pull him, he actually pulled her by her hand. She also fell into the puddle, the mud splashing all over their clothes, her hands gripping his t-shirt for support and his gripping her little frilly skirt in reflex.

Ten minutes later...

"What did I tell you about giving my robot back? I wouldn't have pushed you then!" the girl said, placing a bandage on his knee wound, blowing air from her mouth to make it less painful.

She took out another band-aid, which her mother had made her keep in her pocket for safety because she had a habit of falling and getting into trouble every time she stepped outside.

She unwrapped it with little difficulty, straightened it out before sticking it to his other arm which was injured while they were trying to get out from that puddle.

He was sniffing his nose when she was completing her little treatment. "I would have given it to you. I am not a bad boy!" said the boy, while wiping tears carelessly from his shirt sleeves.

"Sure, " the little girl dragged the word and continued, "Mommy says I shouldn't go near weeds like you, " she said, smiling widely and lifting his arm again to check if she had done the treatment well or not.

"You just called me "weed". What is that anyway?"

"I don't know. Mommy says that boys are weeds!"

"Then I am not a boy. I am a man, " he said, standing quickly only to stagger back, pain evident in his eyes.

"Don't stand. It will hurt. Wait! I will take you home!" she said, snaking her arm around his neck and placing his weight on her shoulders. They walked to his house, both limping from their respective injuries but nevertheless content with their meeting.

"I am Emily!" she said, smiling brightly at him while helping him open the gate of his house.

"I'm Edward, " he said embarrassed of his vulnerable condition, his manly pride kicking him too much for his short size and age.

Adjusting the dirty, muddy robot in her arms, she untangled her arms for a handshake.

"Friends?" she asked, waving her hand once again in front of him.

The boy merely stared at her hand, cocking his head to his side before shaking it back with a huge smile plastered on his face.

"Friends!"

From then onwards, the whole Dixon street knew who they were.

No, they were not famous.

They were troublesome. Breaking glasses was a daily habit of theirs. She would always come to play in his house, his house being large, and he would always come to her house to eat and study when his parents were out of town often. They made a great duo, their minds in sync when it came to pranks.

Twenty years later:

Emily's POV:

That son of a crow. He actually painted meatballs over my jeans. I thought he was joking. I kicked the mud on the ground in frustration, suddenly remembering I needed to save my innocent face from going viral in social media.

I sneaked out stealthily from my college, adjusting my bag in my arms. My head was hung low, hiding my face from people and cursing Edward's generations.

Oh, how much I would like to put a hole in his future!

I put the magazine in front of my face while walking, staggering in steps and unable to see when something vibrated in my jeans. Fumbling with effort, I pulled out my phone and pressed the button.

"What the hell Edward?! You filthy son of a tortured sparrow! How am I supposed to walk now?!" I yelled into the phone, earning several people's stares.

I was actually walking with my purse behind my butt.

This was so humiliating.

In so many not-so-humiliating ways!

I was going to graduate. I was so happy about that a few minutes ago. And I was actually happy to tell him that, but then I saw the washroom mirror and realized what I had been wearing all day. There was no doubt someone snapped my picture when I wasn't looking.

"That's what you get for wearing my clothes. I told you not to mess with my closet! You always steal my favourite pants and jeans!" he said, laughing heartily. His laugh was music to my ears.

"I didn't steal them. I borrowed them in hopes of returning them. You know I don't like to do laundry. And when I get clean clothes every week, it makes me lazier. That's why I took yours. But you painted ******* meatballs all over them."

"Okay, I'm sorry. Let me make up to you. Come to Latte Coffee, " he said.

"Don't you dare to run away from there. You wait there! You're dead meat" I yelled, quickly hanging up before calling for a taxi.

I immediately went to my house to change into a new pair of jeans, stuffing his meatball jeans into a dustbin, rather harshly, but not before kicking and grinding it beneath my shoes.

That's what you get now, hah!

You don't get anything!

While on my way to the cafe, I saw the old playground where we met for the first time. Some kids were still playing there, heaps of mud castle sprawled on the ground. I couldn't help but reminisce about our moments and memories.

Nothing actually changed until now, except for the world became more lodged with technology, people became more distant with increasing desires and money dominated over precious human relations.

We didn't change our neighbourhood; we didn't need to, I suppose. But maybe dates or seasons changed.

And maybe our feelings too.

I smiled sadly, flipping my hair and pulling into a rough ponytail before walking to my destination...thinking of my unrequited love for my best friend who doesn't even have any idea about it.

 

Episodes
1 Chapter 1
2 Chapter 2
3 Chapter 3
4 Chapter 4
5 Chapter 5
6 Chapter 6
7 Chapter 7
8 Chapter 8
9 Chapter 9
10 Chapter 10
11 Chapter 11
12 Chapter 12
13 Chapter 13
14 Chapter 14
15 Chapter 15
16 Chapter 16
17 Chapter 17
18 Chapter 18
19 Chapter 19
20 Chapter 20
21 Chapter 21
22 Chapter 22
23 Chapter 23
24 Chapter 24
25 Chapter 25
26 Chapter 26
27 Chapter 27
28 Chapter 28
29 Chapter 29
30 Chapter 30
31 Chapter 31
32 Chapter 32
33 Chapter 33
34 Chapter 34
35 Chapter 35
36 Chapter 36
37 Chapter 37
38 Chapter 38
39 Chapter 39
40 Chapter 40
41 Chapter 41
42 Chapter 42
43 Chapter 43
44 Chapter 44
45 Chapter 45
46 Chapter 46
47 Chapter 47
48 Chapter 48
49 Chapter 49
50 Chapter 50
51 Chapter 51
52 Chapter 52
53 Chapter 55
54 Chapter 56
55 Chapter 57
56 Chapter 58
57 Chapter 59
58 Chapter 60
59 Chapter 61
60 Chapter 62
61 Chapter 63
62 Chapter 64
63 Chapter 65
64 Chapter 66
65 Chapter 67
66 Chapter 68
67 Chapter 69
68 Chapter 70
69 Chapter 71
70 Chapter 72
71 Chapter 73
72 Chapter 74
73 Chapter 75
74 Chapter 76
75 Chapter 77
76 Chapter 78
77 Chapter 79
78 Chapter 80
79 Chapter 81
80 Chapter 82
81 Chapter 83
82 Chapter 84
83 Chapter 85
84 Chapter 86
85 Chapter 87
86 Chapter 88
87 Chapter 89
88 Chapter 90
89 Chapter 91
90 Chapter 92
91 Chapter 93
92 Chapter 94
93 Chapter 95
94 Chapter 96
95 Chapter 97
96 Chapter 98
97 Chapter 99
98 Chapter 100
99 Chapter 101
100 Chapter 102
101 Chapter 103
102 Chapter 104
103 Chapter 105
104 Chapter 106
105 Chapter 107
106 Chapter 108
107 Chapter 109
108 Chapter 110
109 Chapter 111
110 Chapter 112
111 Chapter 113
112 Chapter 114
113 Chapter 115
114 Chapter 116
115 Chapter 117
116 Chapter 118
117 Chapter 119
118 Chapter 120
119 Chapter 121
120 Chapter 122
121 Chapter 123
122 Chapter 124
123 Chapter 125
124 Chapter 126
125 Chapter 127
126 Chapter 128
127 Chapter 129
128 Chapter 130
129 Chapter 131
130 Chapter 132
131 Chapter 133
132 Chapter 134
133 Chapter 135
134 New Book — II
135 Book II — Chapter 1
136 Book II — Chapter 2
137 Book II — Chapter 3
138 Book II — Chapter 4
139 Book II — Chapter 5
140 Book II — Chapter 6
141 Book II — Chapter 7
142 Book II— Chapter 8
143 Book II— Chapter 9
144 Book II— Chapter 10
145 Book II — Chapter 11
146 Book II — Chapter 12
147 Book II— Chapter 13
Episodes

Updated 147 Episodes

1
Chapter 1
2
Chapter 2
3
Chapter 3
4
Chapter 4
5
Chapter 5
6
Chapter 6
7
Chapter 7
8
Chapter 8
9
Chapter 9
10
Chapter 10
11
Chapter 11
12
Chapter 12
13
Chapter 13
14
Chapter 14
15
Chapter 15
16
Chapter 16
17
Chapter 17
18
Chapter 18
19
Chapter 19
20
Chapter 20
21
Chapter 21
22
Chapter 22
23
Chapter 23
24
Chapter 24
25
Chapter 25
26
Chapter 26
27
Chapter 27
28
Chapter 28
29
Chapter 29
30
Chapter 30
31
Chapter 31
32
Chapter 32
33
Chapter 33
34
Chapter 34
35
Chapter 35
36
Chapter 36
37
Chapter 37
38
Chapter 38
39
Chapter 39
40
Chapter 40
41
Chapter 41
42
Chapter 42
43
Chapter 43
44
Chapter 44
45
Chapter 45
46
Chapter 46
47
Chapter 47
48
Chapter 48
49
Chapter 49
50
Chapter 50
51
Chapter 51
52
Chapter 52
53
Chapter 55
54
Chapter 56
55
Chapter 57
56
Chapter 58
57
Chapter 59
58
Chapter 60
59
Chapter 61
60
Chapter 62
61
Chapter 63
62
Chapter 64
63
Chapter 65
64
Chapter 66
65
Chapter 67
66
Chapter 68
67
Chapter 69
68
Chapter 70
69
Chapter 71
70
Chapter 72
71
Chapter 73
72
Chapter 74
73
Chapter 75
74
Chapter 76
75
Chapter 77
76
Chapter 78
77
Chapter 79
78
Chapter 80
79
Chapter 81
80
Chapter 82
81
Chapter 83
82
Chapter 84
83
Chapter 85
84
Chapter 86
85
Chapter 87
86
Chapter 88
87
Chapter 89
88
Chapter 90
89
Chapter 91
90
Chapter 92
91
Chapter 93
92
Chapter 94
93
Chapter 95
94
Chapter 96
95
Chapter 97
96
Chapter 98
97
Chapter 99
98
Chapter 100
99
Chapter 101
100
Chapter 102
101
Chapter 103
102
Chapter 104
103
Chapter 105
104
Chapter 106
105
Chapter 107
106
Chapter 108
107
Chapter 109
108
Chapter 110
109
Chapter 111
110
Chapter 112
111
Chapter 113
112
Chapter 114
113
Chapter 115
114
Chapter 116
115
Chapter 117
116
Chapter 118
117
Chapter 119
118
Chapter 120
119
Chapter 121
120
Chapter 122
121
Chapter 123
122
Chapter 124
123
Chapter 125
124
Chapter 126
125
Chapter 127
126
Chapter 128
127
Chapter 129
128
Chapter 130
129
Chapter 131
130
Chapter 132
131
Chapter 133
132
Chapter 134
133
Chapter 135
134
New Book — II
135
Book II — Chapter 1
136
Book II — Chapter 2
137
Book II — Chapter 3
138
Book II — Chapter 4
139
Book II — Chapter 5
140
Book II — Chapter 6
141
Book II — Chapter 7
142
Book II— Chapter 8
143
Book II— Chapter 9
144
Book II— Chapter 10
145
Book II — Chapter 11
146
Book II — Chapter 12
147
Book II— Chapter 13

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