I Don't Care Anymore
The pain seems to go away as my body is sinking deeper into the sea. I don’t know if someone will save me as nobody loves me, including my own family. Feeling my body sinking into the dark abyss, I finally realized that
this pathetic life of mine seems to be ending. Dark Memories of my life which I want to erase came flooding into my mind.
“Why are you even born, only if I have killed you when you’re born, our life would have been so much peaceful…….”
“You have to go abroad as it is the only way to save our company reputation and I won’t take the answer as no, got it….”
“Why you hate me so much meimei, I always think of you as my sweet sister, never hurt you, so why….”
“If I ever see you or even your shadow near ningning, I swear to god, I will kill you and feed you to dogs understand, you know what you are a monster, monster in the skin of human….”
“Father send this disgusting b***h to abroad\, I don’t want our ningning to be sad and hurt by her ....”
“Meimei take care of yourself. Wait for me there, I will definitely come there to accompany you. I know it's painful but try to forget everything. It will only bring bad memories..... ”
"Why everyone hates me so much, what have I done. Can't they just love me like song ning...."
Hai….
I was never loved by my family, always hatred. If I have a next life, I will never love someone again. Will always remember the pain of loving someone. Goodbye everyone one last time, I hope you all be happy and live peaceful without me……
As sinking deeper and deeper, I hoped that in my next life I won't love anyone so that I won’t get hurt…. Before I finally lost my Consciousness.
In the beautiful yet elegant room, a horrible looking girl was sleeping, yet her facial expression are distorted, she is having a very tormenting dream right now….
Miss, Its Mary please wake up, are you having a very bad dream miss, please wake up miss, miss…………
She woke up, and a sudden realization hit her.
Why, why I am still alive, I remember for sure that I was in car and then due to accident the car got out of the bridge and last thing I remember, I was sinking into the deep sea, so why I am still alive.
“Miss what happened, are you alright. Did you have a bad dream, miss, you can tell me.”
“Mary…..”
“Yes, miss I am here, what happened”
“Mary, tell me today’s date. Hurry”!
“Miss, today’s 25th August.”
“Tell me the year”
"What happened to you miss. Do you still felling pain somewhere in your body"
I am not in the mood to hear Mary nonsense right now, I want to just confirm if what I am thinking right now is correct or not.
“Year, Mary” I said, stressing on the word year.
“Miss, it’s 20XX year”
What….., so I returned to 10 years back in time, at first I was shocked but next become excited. It’s so awesome now that I can change the most important phases of my life, now I can complete the regrets I didn’t get to live up.
“Mary, from today on you don’t need to serve me, I am a big girl now”
“Why, miss, I love to serve you. Why are you doing this, what happened to you, you were normal yesterday, did the nightmare got you scared, tell me miss”.
“You are frustrating me, Mary. Tell the butler on your way that don't assign me any maid. I am moving out of this house.”
"What!! What are you talking about, miss. Moving out, what !!. no, no we have to tell master about this"
"Didn't you hear me get out, you don't need to come up here again."
**Mary seems to be shocked by the words of song mei. But she can’t do anything\, she thought if that’s what song mei wants she can give it to her.**
“Miss, if that’s what you want then I will obey you, take care of yourself miss"
"You too. Have a good life ahead”
By saying this, Mary moved out of song mei room.
It’s finally peaceful, it’s my wish to not love anyone in my next life and I think that God gave me this opportunity to correct all my mistakes and this is my first step to my new life.
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