introduction

my name is suzi and I'm just a average and normal looking girl . I admire good looking people and sometimes jealous of them . so it's my story about how desperately i want a boy to love me crazily like movie and drama . but in real life i pretend like i hate boys the most so stay from me don't approach me . it's not like don't want to talk to boys but I'm afraid that someone misunderstand me or thaught as a easy girl or fool me . i want someone to reassure me that no one will misunderstand this or no one will fool me or something like that . since my childhood there were soo many boys that I had crush on soo many actors and some of my classmates and some of my teachers but i didn't show anyone that i have crush on some or what not even to my friends . i have just few friends in my life not soo close but good at some times . I'm very good at comforting people so my friends used to call me when they feel upset or stuck at something and I'm as usual comfort them so they can reveal . but when it's comes to me i didn't find anyone who can listen to and don't judge me whenever I try to open they judge me so i didn't open up in front of anyone. my family situation is very tough also they want control my life . they thought that I'm a uncomfortable child and I can Rebel anytime so they always remind me of their hardship, reputation ,dreams and their acceptance on me . so whenever I want to move forward their words pulls me back . it's not like that i don't want to listen to them but i want to do whatever i wanted to do . but I'm fortunate from others girls in my area because their parents didn't give them as freedom as my parents . i can hangout with my girls friends but my girls friends parents didn't allow to them to do outing so i also can't go out . i want to explore the world i want to travel around the world and meet new people experience new things love, hate everything . but i can't leave my parents my family so i have stick with them . when I'm in school BTW it's girl school but good thing is that my cousin brother is also same class mine but he is in boys school but his some of friends are also mine and some of mine friends are his . and he is also reason that i can have some boys friends because they are approved by him but I'm fine with it in this i can have boys friends . we school go to school together and tution also . ohh i forgot to introduce my friends and my brother so here is introduction.

my cousin brother - wan ( flirty, tricky , shameless, lair)

...my 1st childhood girl friend - somy( silly, clueless, kind , attention seeker)...

2nd girl friend - Seena( shy , quit, beauty, kind )

3rd girl friend - sang( angry, fierce, bold , intelligent)

4th girl friend - rit( beauty, sweet talker, tracky, seductive)

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