my name is suzi and I'm just a average and normal looking girl . I admire good looking people and sometimes jealous of them . so it's my story about how desperately i want a boy to love me crazily like movie and drama . but in real life i pretend like i hate boys the most so stay from me don't approach me . it's not like don't want to talk to boys but I'm afraid that someone misunderstand me or thaught as a easy girl or fool me . i want someone to reassure me that no one will misunderstand this or no one will fool me or something like that . since my childhood there were soo many boys that I had crush on soo many actors and some of my classmates and some of my teachers but i didn't show anyone that i have crush on some or what not even to my friends . i have just few friends in my life not soo close but good at some times . I'm very good at comforting people so my friends used to call me when they feel upset or stuck at something and I'm as usual comfort them so they can reveal . but when it's comes to me i didn't find anyone who can listen to and don't judge me whenever I try to open they judge me so i didn't open up in front of anyone. my family situation is very tough also they want control my life . they thought that I'm a uncomfortable child and I can Rebel anytime so they always remind me of their hardship, reputation ,dreams and their acceptance on me . so whenever I want to move forward their words pulls me back . it's not like that i don't want to listen to them but i want to do whatever i wanted to do . but I'm fortunate from others girls in my area because their parents didn't give them as freedom as my parents . i can hangout with my girls friends but my girls friends parents didn't allow to them to do outing so i also can't go out . i want to explore the world i want to travel around the world and meet new people experience new things love, hate everything . but i can't leave my parents my family so i have stick with them . when I'm in school BTW it's girl school but good thing is that my cousin brother is also same class mine but he is in boys school but his some of friends are also mine and some of mine friends are his . and he is also reason that i can have some boys friends because they are approved by him but I'm fine with it in this i can have boys friends . we school go to school together and tution also . ohh i forgot to introduce my friends and my brother so here is introduction.

my cousin brother - wan ( flirty, tricky , shameless, lair)

...my 1st childhood girl friend - somy( silly, clueless, kind , attention seeker)...

2nd girl friend - Seena( shy , quit, beauty, kind )

3rd girl friend - sang( angry, fierce, bold , intelligent)

4th girl friend - rit( beauty, sweet talker, tracky, seductive)

suzy is in grade 9 . she changed her school to a girl school everyone here is new for her except for her childhood friend somy . they both passed grade 8th with good marks but somy is upset with her marks yet suzy is satisfied with her marks and soo happy for her friend but she doesn't know that her friend is unhappy with it. when she Frist entered the school she heard that her friend is crying at frist she thought that this is her daily melodrama but at last she came to console her and asked why is she crying her told her that she came 2nd in 8th grade . suzy tell her that she already know and happy for her and then somy started crying more . suzy is more confused now what is there for crying and then asked what happened why are crying for this somy tell her that she didn't come 1st in the class that's she is upset . so suzy tell her so what look at me i didnt come in top 10 . she looked at her and tell her so what you never come in top 10 my grades are batter this time although i never first in class before but i thought i can this time but she what happened i came 2nd bohoo.........boho.....for some seconds she upset that her look down on her so what i didn't came in top 10 I'm in 11th position this not a bad position either right and then she thought leav it my first concern right now is n

how to console her . suzy tell her that leave it now look we are now in school we can made it here in top 2 yeh you can became 1st i will be 2nd okk now stop crying. somy stop crying and tell her that "i can became 1st with my grades but how are you going to get 2nd position and your grades are also not that good it will be miracle if you can make it to top 10 " with a enocent face . it's a double kill for suzy that somy looked down on for 2 times in row and she want to console her but she looked down on her but what can she do to her somy is like this since her childhood she says words that can offend others easily and she is like what wrong with it i didn't say anything wrong . Suzy bear this insult because she is her childhood friend and one and only friend in new school if she break her friendship with her right now she will be alone in the new school so she egnore it. somy already has friends in new school before she came to so she hangout with them and her friends didn't liked suzy that much because she a average looking girl not that tallented girl . suzy also not like them that much because somy often leave her and hangout with them and she can't go with her so mostly she is alone . sitting arrangement is also weird in new school old students can reserve their sit and for their friends so suzy never get sit with one only friend somy because they save sit for somy but not for suzy so she sat with some strange girl that she doesn't know. suzy is extrovert girl for her friends only and introvert for strangers so she never start conversation with anyone at first . so most of time she quite and jealous of somy of having so much friends . but at that time she met 2 new introvert sang and Sina once they sang and Sina didn't find any sit so suzy then their teacher let them sit together and then they all decide that whoever come first to school will save the sit for others 2 and that's how they became friends.

sina , sang and suzy became very close friends and having soo much fun together . somy became class president and more busier and didn't have time for fun at first she likes this glory and fame she in school but when the time goes on she have soo many school works and class responsibility that she can't handle and didn't have time for hangout with friends . now she can't hangout with her friends or have fun so her new friends also didn't give her any attention now she became lonely like suzy before. somy is lonely and now she missed her friend suzy and now suzy have soo many friends . one somy approach suzy and asked her that why she avoids her and didn't hangout with her?? Suzy - look who's talking whom ( in agressive way) it's you who avoid me first and didn't hangout with leave me alone to hangout with your new friends it's you somy it's you " very angry" now your so called left then you suddenly act like victim now . do know how i feel when you left alone you clearly know that you are one only friend in school at that time yet you left me . somy - i invite to play with us it's you who didn't come why am I in fault now. Suzy - ohh didn't know that your soo called didn't liked me and make fun of me you didn't realise right that how i feel with them like away you being clueless and ignore like nothing happened. somy - sorry my dear I'm soo sorry i didn't know that you feel like that I'm sorry that i didn't pay attention to you and you know i have soo much of class work that i can't even pay attention to my study suzy i don't think now i can get the top rank in this anymore because I'm soo tired of class and school that i didn't study now I'm don't. understand any word that teacher teaches us ( almost crying). Suzy in lower and comforting voice - it's ok i forgive for your mistakes now promise me that this will never going to happen again . somy in happy tone - promise. Suzy - and i promise you that I'll help you with your class and school work so you can study now let me you my friends they are soo sweet and kind . she introduced her friends with her . sang, sina, somy and suzy became best friends . but this is not the end of the 9th grade somy's friends Piya, and her gang became enemy of suzy because she is new girl and she became more famous than Piya not even in between students but teachers also likes her because of her kindness and cuteness every teachers likes her . Piya also finds a way for make trouble For Suzy like without any reason accuse her for breaking rules of school , hiding her shoes and her things , breaking her bicycle etc. but Suzy never complain to teacher because she knows no one going to believe her only words she came with the same plan as her she's also started hiding her things let her stay in the school for finding her things for late . Suzy is enjoying her new school life now because suddenly she became centre of attention of the class because of her friends and her haters . she thinks that it's soo funny that someone dislike her and doing silly things to her .