His P.O.V
The world has been too harsh for me to stay in, maybe in the other side I'll be able to rest now. With the blink of an eye everything will be done" ironic isn't?" I said as I laid on my bed with the pills and the knife in my hands. "Knife can stop this, so does the pills" I thought to myself, while staring at the ceiling " But I don't want a painful one I just want to go like I'm just sleeping" ...........
"I'm going to sleep now!" I say in my bed covers, when I was just a kid.." I'm going to sleep now.." I say with the pills ln my hand. With every memories I've made in my whole life all that I can remember are the painful ones. I wish I just didn't grow matured for this.....
"As a kid I've always wished to grow up fast, to grow more height and be more mature... But now I wish I've never even grow at all... I wish I've never realised how scary this world is..."
"Like how love just suddenly come to us...., Life is something I've never asked for..."
"I've tried" I said with the pills on my hand.." I've really tried so hard... But I wished I never tried at all, I wish I just enjoy every little things that happened...."
"Now all that is left for is to go in this cold, dark room with no one else with me..." I said as I let out a small chuckle...."
I looked at the window as the sun starts to set.." How can something so Freeing be so hurtful?... Goodbye everyone, may you continue your journey as mine ends here...." with that I take my last breath with a smile, as I stare at the sun
"Beautiful"......
Her P.O.V
I ran and ran and ran, I know now what he has planning "Please god… Please I ask of you ..don't take him yet... Not yet" I said in as I ran to the door of his house..
"Erick?!" I shouted "Erick?! Where are you?" as I checked every corner of his house..
"His room" I ran to his room door, with a shaky breath and a racing heart I grab the door handle and slowly twist it to open...
"Erick?" I said as I opened the door, I saw him laid in his bed, I moved closer to him, "His sleeping..." I let out a relief sigh and chuckles..... But then I saw the pills roll to my feet. Then the realization hit me" He's asleep........ No...no...NO!NO!NO!!... It can't be" I said as I let out a crying heart......
Then I slowly looked at the window and saw the sun set... "As the sun disappeared, so does he... Leaving only a memory of him being in pain in this world..." I said as I hug his body in the bed
"Rest now"...........
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