Heather | Song by Conan Gray

It was 3rd of December.

You realized that I was freezing, you gave me your sweater with a beautiful smile on your face.

"It looked better on you that it did me, haha" You said as you tapped my shoulder.

I guess that you didn't realize my blush. Thank god.

If only you knew that I like you a lot, but I know that confessing to you would just ruin our friendship.

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Your glances were never directed at me, it was directed at Heather as she walks by.

"You like her, don't you ?" I said.

"Was it that obvious ?" You said that with a huge smile, and then you laugh.

"Well, good luck !" I said as I smacked your back.

"What was that for ?!" You said with a flabbergasted expression.

"Nothing, LMAO" I said with a smile trying to hide my pain to myself.

She was a sight for my sore eyes. She was so dazzling that even the blue sky pales in comparison. Not only that, but she's got you so mesmerized, SO mesmerized that you don't even realize the signs I dropped. I was drowning in heart-break and sadness.

Every time I sleep, I had dreams of you kissing me. That was so cruel. Why would you ever kiss… Me ?

You were out my league. I'm not even pretty like Heather.....

You asked me for the sweater you gave me. I was sad... That sweater meant the world to me.

"*smiles* You're planning to give it to Heather, aren't you ?" I said with a slight pained expression.

"Yeah... She said that she really liked the sweater." You said with a love-struck expression. "It's just polyester, I'll give you another one, alright ?"

"*sigh* Fine." I said with a darkened expression.

Yeah, it's just polyester, but you definitely liked her better. I wish I were Heather.....

I saw you with her, standing together. You guys were holding hands, you put your arm around her shoulder. Now, I'm freezing again. There was no one that gave me a sweater...

Deep down, I despised Heather. But how could I hate someone so angelic, beautiful and innocent like her ? But, sometimes I wished she were dead as she walks by holding your hand.

Her presence was blinding me. She shone brighter than the dazzling blue colored sky. How are you so mesmerized by her ? How could you have not realized that I loved you ? What an idiot. But I loved you, I guess I'm the bigger idiot. I always felt like life isn't beautiful when I'm not with you.....

Why the hell do I keep getting dreams about you building a family with me ?! Why would you even do that ?! It hurt me deeply.

She wore the sweater that you gave me.

It's just polyester, but you definitely liked her much better than you liked me.

I truly wish I was Heather, the one you loved.

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