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Chapter 1

Today the house was completely full, my father's family was

visiting, they had some kind of meeting, of which I could not participate, and

possibly never will be able to.

My adoptive father is the head of one of the most important

families in the mafia, and I'm just the shame of my mother's family, my

grandparents hated me, they always remind me that I should not be alive, my

mother committed suicide when I was born, according to what I have been told

and what I have heard, she was kidnapped months after marrying my father,

nobody knows what she really lived there, but what was clear was that she had

been abused, and from that abuse, I was born, it was no wonder that nobody

loved me, I was nobody's son! a bad joke, the bastard son.

- Hey bastard! What are you doing here?

I looked up from my book and looked at Silvio, what a

nuisance! Why couldn't they just leave me alone?

- I'm reading\, don't you know what a book is?

He ripped the book out of my hands and threw it on the

floor, I took a deep breath trying to control myself.

- Aren't you ashamed to be living here? Uncle only keeps you

because he feels sorry for you! Not even your grandparents love you, you

bastard! Because of you my aunt committed suicide!

I took a deep breath, this asshole wanted a beating!

- Silvio\, what are you doing with the weirdo? Let's go

inside -

My "brother" had arrived with two more guys.

- He's bothering me! How do you put up with him?

Silvio asked my brother Mariano.

- Get out! -

I shouted at them and bent down to pick up the book.

Silvio kicked me in the face, I felt a terrible pain in my

nose.

- You bastard! You deserved that! You don't belong here!

I looked upstairs, everyone in the room was laughing at me

and then ran away, fucking cowards.

I went into the house, Piero my father was there with his

brothers, he looked at me.

- What happened?

He asked me nonchalantly.

- Now you fall alone?

My father asked me, I smiled, and went up to my room.

I walked through the garden with a bat in my hand, this was

my limit, I wasn't going to let anyone walk all over me anymore, if I wasn't

going to have their acceptance to goodness, I would make them fear me! I....

Fabien De Santi would be a devil! Feared by all!

- Hey!

My brother shouted, but it was too late! I hit with the bat

with all my strength the wretch who dared to hit me! Nobody had the right to

touch me.

The asshole was on the ground crying, I threw the bat aside

and grabbed him by the hair and made him look at me.

- Next time I'm going to kill you -

I warned him and smiled at him, my dear cousin had a

dislocated jaw.

- You bastard! -

My brother shouted at me and pushed me.

- Dad is going to kill you! I'll tell him everything!

He shouted at me, helping our cousin to get up.

I wiped my nose with the back of my hand, there was a lot of

blood.

- I should be thankful I didn't find my knife\, I would have

loved to cut his face from end to end.

mariano looked at me angrily and left with silvio.

*

Father slapped me in front of everyone, I didn't lower my

head, I didn't regret what I had done.

- Do you want me to take you back to your grandparents? You

know they will treat you worse than shit!

He shouted at me and gave me another blow.

- You think you're evil? I'm going to show you what it's

like to be evil!

Dad grabbed me by the hair and took me to the kitchen, made

me open my hand on the counter.

- Are you going to apologize?

He asked me, I shook my head, I was going to take the

consequences with pleasure.

- Don't move your hand\, if you do\, I'll cut it off and make

you watch the dogs eat it.

I held my breath, father stabbed my hand with a knife, I

held back a moan of pain, I looked at him out of the corner of my eye and he

smiled at me.

- You've got balls boy –

He pulled out the knife and held it in the air.

- Take it -

I was going to grab it with the other hand, but he refused.

- The other -

I raised my injured hand and he put the knife in my palm.

- You're lucky I didn't cut your finger - I looked him

straight in the eye.

I looked him straight in the eye, he was smiling.

- Go get the wound treated\, I don't want it to get infected

- I squeezed the knife and went out.

I tightened my grip on the knife and left the kitchen.

Everyone gathered there looked at me, I smiled at them and

left.

*

Today it was raining cats and dogs, and today I was not

allowed to go with Mariano in the car to school, I was very cold and the way

things were I was going to be late.

I started to run to get there faster, but I ended up in a

puddle.

- Damn it!

I shouted with frustration, a little cat came out of

nowhere, it was crying, maybe it was cold like me, I carried it and looked at

it, it was in the bones.

- Do you want to go home with me?

I asked him and he started meowing, I put him inside my bag

and went back home.

*

I hid the cat in my room, I had named him onix, since he was

very black.

- I'm going to school\, don't make any noise!

I put him in a box and hid him in the closet.

I left the room and ran to the car that was waiting for us.

*

When I came back from school I went straight to the room,

onix was probably hungry.

I opened the closet but the box was gone, I went downstairs

and bumped into my father, who was holding onix in his hands.

- You were looking for this?

I nodded and he smiled at me.

- You know what happens when you get emotionally attached to

something?

I nodded.

- It hurts when it's gone.

I replied.

- That's right! And tell me\, do you want it?

I swallowed dryly and shook my head, father took the cat by

the neck and began to squeeze, onix began to cry and try to escape.

- Stop it!

I screamed and he stopped.

- Does it hurt?

He asked me and I nodded.

- You kill him\, or I will kill him in front of you.

I took onix out of his hands and broke his neck, I know he

didn't suffer, and that's what comforts me.

- Don't let it happen again\, understood?

I nodded and went to the garden with onyx in my hands, I sat

down and put him aside, I started to dig a hole and then I buried him there.

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