His Contract Wife The Secret

The Secret

The sight of my white ceiling fills my vision when I opened my eyes. Again, the night flees and a bright day arrived. Once Again, I am prepared to bear all the pain and silent torch of my father.

I don't know what is my fault. Why does my father Hate me this much? He never talks to me unless it's really important.

I'm Iris Hermes only daughter of Antonio Hermes. My father is a Millionaire, but here I'm working like a maid in my own house. He Treats me like I'm no one like I'm not his daughter. My father never cared about me. He never showed any affection towards me.

Iris Hermes/Cirillo (FL)

He thinks that "I'm a disgrace", a misfortune.

I murmured under my breath

Iris Hermes/Cirillo (FL)

When I was born my mother died that day.

Iris Hermes/Cirillo (FL)

I think I'm really a misfortune...

I feel something wet on my cheeks and when I lift my hands to touch it... I realized I'm crying... tears continuously fall from my eyes.

Iris Hermes/Cirillo (FL)

He thinks I killed my mother. He thinks I'm the murderer of his wife...

Maybe he's right... If I hadn't been born that day, maybe my mom might have been alive today.

That's why I'm bearing all my misfortune without any complaint. Maybe it's my punishment...

I accepted my fate long ago. Now... I don't complain about anything anymore. Quietly, I accept whatever my father throws at me.

Tiredly I get up from my bed and after doing my morning routine I headed downstairs.

I'm preparing breakfast for my father. The clock shows it was six and a half in the morning. My father will be here any minute.

Iris Hermes/Cirillo (FL)

I quickly make breakfast and set his food on the table.

My father never eats with me... So I picked my breakfast and headed to my room.

Iris Hermes/Cirillo (FL)

I'm a very shy and introvert girl. I have problems starting a conversation. Sometimes people think... I'm a rude brat... But I'm not.

Iris Hermes/Cirillo (FL)

I love reading. It's my favorite thing. I'm a hopeless romantic. I'm 22, and I still believe that fairytales exist. I believe in love and Karma.

Iris Hermes/Cirillo (FL)

I want to travel the whole world with my someone special. I want to dance on PERFECT song. I want to kiss him endlessly.

Iris Hermes/Cirillo (FL)

But I'm afraid of commitments... Afraid that one day he will also hate me.

That's why I didn't date anyone in my 22 years of Life. Ironic isn't it...

I peacefully eat my breakfast and headed downstairs to check on my father. When I stepped into the kitchen I saw an empty cup and plate. I washed them and headed to my father's study to borrow some books.

Iris Hermes/Cirillo (FL)

I love Shakespeare and Rumi. They are both my favorites. I love their concept of love... Once Rumi said : "Goodbyes are only for those who love with their eyes. Because, for those who love with heart and soul, there is no such thing as separation". And Shakespeare said: "Love is heavy and light, bright and dark, hot and cold, sick and healthy, asleep and awake, it's everything except what it is!

I wonder how people don't fall in love after reading these beautiful words.

After taking some books from my father's study, I left them in my bedroom and looked at my watch, it was half past eleven in the morning.

Iris Hermes/Cirillo (FL)

I have an appointment with my doctor today.

It's my biggest secret only my father knows about my health condition. I have a liver illness called Wilson's disease.

When I was 15, I Suddenly fainted while playing in our backyard, at that time my father was out of town. When our maid saw me unconscious, she immediately took me to the nearest hospital.

And... I've been on my medication ever since.

In a few years, I need a liver transplant.

In short i know I'm dying slowly.

I know my father never cared about me, so why would he spend so much of his money on my transplant?

Iris Hermes/Cirillo (FL)

Ugh....too much negativity Iris

I scolded myself.

My conscience is screaming at me that I'm going to be late.

Iris Hermes/Cirillo (FL)

Hurry up... hurry up... hurry up...

I quickly took a shower and got dressed.

Iris Hermes/Cirillo (FL)