feel neglected/for her

jeni's pov

when daddy is waiting for me outside i tell leesa - i want to use bathroom so you go ahead and wait for me.

i quickly go to bathroom wipe my tear which is start falling, why dad is so harsh with me, what is my fualt?,maybe he doesn't want me now, maybe he does not want me to go with him to spoil their date.

i goes downstair and turn towards car, i see that daddy is on driver sit and leesa is seating beside him, daddy never let sit anyone in front seat other than me but now everything is change he will have his own family, he don't need me anymore.

With heavy step i come forward to car and knock on the window and said- sorry leesa i am not feeling good, my stomach hurt so i can't come you go, ok?

I look towards daddy to see if he will scold me soon and yell something like what happend to my baby girl?, i told you to not eat so much..but not even single word come out of his mouth, i am hurt but he didn't even look at me, maybe from now on i am nothing to him.

leesa-ohh..what happend suddenly to your stomach girl?, you are fine just 5 minute ago.

jeni-maybe i had eaten too much in breakfast that's why..ha..

leesa-ohh..no..i really want you to go with me but no problem we will go next time.

jeni-no you go ahead i don't want you to cancel your date for someone like me...bye..and enjoy..

i turn away from car beacuse i know that if i stay little longer i will be mess in tear and i don't want to show my weak side to anyone because from now on i have to stand alone without any support.

jez's pov

jeni turn away from car without looking back.

leesa- jez why are you doing all this?.you are hurting her, didn't you see how she is looking at you for your care but you didn't even look at her, what happened suddenly, why are you cold to her?dam...answer me jez?

jez shout suddenly-i know i am hurting her but what can i do i don't have fucking choice, if god given me any choice between hurting jeni or me i will happily hurt myself and if i have to stay away from her to not hurt her more that's what i am doing..what if someday i am not able to keep her safe,i know that from now on she have to stand alone without me coz my family will start with you soon and i know mom will do something to her if she found out that i still want to be with jeni ,i don't want to make my parents sad, you know the reason behind all this mess leesa?.(jez start sobbing).

leesa hug jez and said-sorry i know why are you doing this but i am just feel bad for you and jeni that's why i got angry..sorry..

after 45 minute at club

jez-leesa just don't ask any question from now on please, you don't know how i am feeling by hurting my baby girl..she is my world....but still she can't be in my world, so i have to make sure that she will get used to her new life and start depend on herself, and start her own world without me....yes..so i have to make her feel neglected...i just hate myself...i just want to go way from here with jeni to another world where their are have no one to separate jeni from me..(jez start drinking his wine)

leesa-be strong lover boy..sorry..this all is happening because of me..sorry...

jez- it's not anyone's fault, this is fate leesa..we can't change..i can't change...(he drink another glass of wine).

after 1 hour

leesa-jez, you are drinking too much..just stop..let's go home..

jez-no..jeni will leave me..no..sorry baby girl..i am hurting you sorry jeni..but please don't hate me..only love me..like i love you..

leesa-now it is enough..mike help me to get this drunkard to home...

mike-sure..baby..

leesa-it is not time for flirting help me..dam idiot.

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