LOVE & CONSOLATION [HAIKYU Edition] Confused Feeling [Shoyo]

Hinata Shoyo's POV

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I wonder what's happening to Kageyama.

He barely pays attention to me.

Is he mad at me?

Normally, he keeps calling me boke and lectures me whenever I did something wrong.

Well, he's somewhat a quiet person. He always carry a serious face.

He barely smiles too, a creepy one though. (To be honest he doesn't know how to smile)

But, I don't like the feeling that he don't talk to me much.

I feel that something's wrong but actually its nothing wrong.

I can see that he is not what he is now. I dunno, but i just kinda feel it.

Even though he always had an inexpressive face. I can see it through his eyes. Something's bothering him. (I think so)

But what could it be?

Tadashi

Oi, Hinata! 😁 (yelling as he runs towards Hinata)

Hmmm? Who is it?

I turned around to see who's calling my name.

Shoyo

Oh, Yamaguchi 😄

Tadashi

On your way to the gym?

Shoyo

Uhhm, yeah.

Tadashi

Let's go together then.

I'm thankful Yamaguchi came.

He has this comforting aura that makes my mind at ease.

He's not with Tsukishima.

Shoyo

Sure. Where's Tsukishima? Guess you're not with him right now?

Tadashi

I stopped by his classroom but told me to go ahead and he'll follow.

Shoyo

Oh, okay. But why? It's already our dismissal.

Tadashi

He was caught by the first year girls before he could leave his seat, asking him his emails and autograph. It started since we won from the spring tournament.

Shoyo

Really?! that Jerkishima! he thinks he's a popular hot shot in the school now?! 😤

Tadashi

Hahaha. Yeah, but that doesn't work on him ya' now. He really hates everybody crowding him. Especially the girls squealing infront if him. Hahaha.

Shoyo

Yeah, that might be true but.... I can't accept the fact that he's getting more popular than us! 😤

I admire their friendship. Even though they have contrast in personality, they remain mutual.

Tadashi

Hahaha. Yeah right.

Shoyo

Oh, where here.

Everybody

Kon'nichiwa!

Yes, practice again.

"Bareboru" practice. I'm excited.

Well, I get excited everyday. Wonderfully excited.

Honestly I get more pumped up spiking Kageyama's toss

I got more hyped whenever he calls for my spike.

I just hope he will notice me now.

I just missed it.

We're now preparing to do our spikes.

The setters was positioned on both opposite sides of the court. Sugawara and Kageyama.

I'm on Kageyama's line-up.

Three more before my turn.

Two more....

One more.....

I'm next!

*Kabaaam!!*

I love this feeling....

I like it when my spikes takes a good shot...

Tobio

Nice shot Shoyo.

Smile?

Shoyo

uhh?

Tobio?

Did Kageyama just smiled at me??

Shoyo

Oh-h... Yes

What's with the smile?

Shoyo

N-nice toss

Wow, the toss that I want the most. I got it again. (Well, i always get it every time we play though)

But, what's really with that smile?

He never gave such a sweet and warm smile before. Simple yet comforting.

..and the way he calls my name.

What's that for?

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I'm home now, I'm dead-beat from our drill.

I just want to lay down on my bed.

I wonder why Kageyama gave that weird smile to me.

The last time I remember him smiling to me was that we just succeded our quick attack on our first match in InterHigh.

And that smile was f*cking creepy!

But now that I'm thinking, that's the only word that I heard coming from his mouth this day.

Even yesterday.

...and the other day.

The last time was when we practiced alone.

That's when he started being a weirdo.

But honestly, what's with him?

He didn't even talk to me everytime I met him on my way.

He didn't pay attention to me everytime I call his name.

He didn't even look at me when I throw mean jokes to him.

Did I overdo? Did I get too cocky?

Is he getting annoyed to me and he's so done to me and don't want to be with me anymore?!

I can't blame him but honestly I'll get too sad if it's true.

I'm getting the hang of it.

....of being with him.

It feels like I don't want us to part.

I really like being with him.

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