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He did that for one month straight at the weekends just so he could see her and do their little hi's and smiles gestures. Until a Saturday morning, he noticed that she never showed up in her usual spot.

He tried again on Sunday but again she was not there. He heard someone walking behind him. He was too discouraged to even look up. "Hi!" he heard a cheerful voice, he looked up and he felt delighted.

It was her with a bright smile across her face and with two books compressed to her chest wrapping tightly around them.

After that day both of them became friends, or maybe more. He would sneak into her house after Lisa went into Jisoo's house every time he had the chance to do so. Namjoon never told her sister about Jennie. Namjoon and Jennie were very much alike, they spend a lot of time together.

Namjoon thought it was time for Jennie to meet her sister. She often told him that she had no friends except for him and was lonely when he left. Namjoon decided to take Jennie to the carnival, she loved it. It was the happiest day for her, at one moment of the night she was left alone only to find out Namjoon was bringing two other girls with him. She wonders who were they, soon she realizes that the facial features of one of the girls were quite similar to Namjoon.

Lisa? a girl that looked like her classmate.

A smile appears on her face once more, he introduced her sister and Jisoo to Jennie.

Let's just say they spend the whole day together. Jennie was welcome in the arms of the two girls. That day Jennie saw some sunlight in her cave.

Jennie was forever grateful to Namjoon.

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After the carnival ended they still kept in contact.

Jisoo always invited them on the weekdays to her house for dinner or family nights because she knew that her friends especially Jennie and Lisa need consolations and needed a mother/ father figure even though they won't admit it.

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"You're too tall"

He carelessly touches her cheek, wanting to lean in for a kiss.

"Then what do you suggest" she shrugged her shoulders at his response. "You're just trying to find excuses" he suspects, but just rolls her eyes. "Why don't you want to date me?" He confessed. Jennie took some steps back from him and takes a good look at him.

She tilts her head and exams him.

"First of all, I don't like this!" She motions her hand around his face.

He gave a fake laugh, "wow". He shakes his head "what a way to destroy my self-esteem"

"I like your dimples though...." she bends down trying to gain his attention back. She steps towards his direction. "I also like your lips" she admits touching his jawline and landing her thumb on top of his lips. "They're...... soft and ..... sweet" she smiled at him.

He looks back at her facial expression and saw her beautiful smile. "I also like your hands" she let out a fresh laughter. Brings his arms around her lower hips, a little smile sneaks to his face. "Their always warm and ...."

His hands press firmly on her hips. There was no space between them.

"I also like your sexy brain" she confessed laying her hands on his shoulders. She got a little shy and blushed madly, making Namjoon notice her actions. They rocked back and forwards in that position.

He bends down so she could easily wrap her arms around his neck. "Your very handsome Joonie, but at times surprisingly you look like an egg"

He burst out laughing. Falling down to the ground.

Jennie just stood there fascinated by his response and decides to attack one more time.

"Also, you watch too much porn"

He stood up, with his mouth wide open. "Well at times you leave me hanging, what do you expect" tries to defend himself, she squints her eyes and crosses her arms. "No I don't, and you watch it quite frequently, your history browser doesn't lie"

"It evens had a little star next to the websites name"

She whines.

"Well I am a guy," he says "what did you expect". He sits down in the kitchen counter, "Well Jimin doesn't watch as regularly as you-"

"that because Jimin hasn't hit puberty yet!"

She analyzed the situation and was ready to walk out and leave Namjoon by himself. "Hold on, babe... where are you going?" But as a response, Jennie just mumbles in her breath like a little brat.

"What did you say?"

"Nothing" she immediately responds.

"Let's go back to the original question?" He shyly questions her. She doesn't move an inch and lets him know that she's listening. He takes a big breath and his eyes travel towards her direction. "Why don't you want to become my girlfriend?". She tilts her head in confusion.

"Why ... I just .... Namjoon ...we do couple things emotionally and physically.... why do you want a name for what we have, why do you want to label me?"

"It's not that I want to label you, it's just... why can't we show our affection? Why does it have to be on close doors? Why do you want to hide our relationship from the public-" she cuts him off and signals him to lower his voice.

"Because of Lisa and -" she admits, she steps closer to him. Namjoon felt his temper rise, knowing the fact it was her sister fault all this time, that Jennie wasn't accepting him. His hands started to form into a ball and bit his lips very hard when she noticed it and she quickly rushes to his side. "Don't blame her." she asked, he shakes his head.

He jumped from his position and was ready to find his sister. " we need to talk to her" he grabs her arm

"We can't do that we will just give her a heart attack!" She removes his hands from hers. He gave a confused expression.

"I can't just be like.... hey Lisa I have been fooling around with your brother since I moved here behind your back, please give us your blessings"

She had a point, he had to admit.

"My point is that we need to have a plan"

"Look .... I love you and I can't keep this feeling inside me anymore, I want to hold your hand, take you to dates and kiss you whenever I feel like it, I hate the fact we have to keep hiding especially because of my sister"

Jennie hugs him tightly. Tries stop him from coming out of the kitchen. "She loves you okay" she confesses.

"It's not me specifically joonie, she doesn't want you to date, anyone, because you're like her father, she looks up to you, you're her only family member that truly cares for her, Lisa doesn't you to replace her in from your heart"

"Doesn't Lisa, want daddy to be happy too?"

She presses her lips against his. He, of course, kissed her back. She places her hands in his chubby cheeks. Tries to deepen the kiss while trying to balance herself in her tippy toes. He notices her struggle and decides to pick her up.

With the sudden surprise, she gasps and Namjoon took the opportunity and put his tongue inside her mouth.

He adjusts her body in his arms, carelessly messaging her thighs. While Jennie's hands change position, going straight to his neck and hair. Namjoon was taking full control of their make-out session. Jennie could already feel her lips pump up. She moans at his sudden soft touches.

"I love you" he blurts out. Went back on kissing her passionately.

He wanted her so badly in so many ways and levels.

Jennie broke the kiss to take some air, she looked at his eyes that drives her crazy. They just stare and each other in that position. He gave her a small peck in the corner of her lips. "You're so beautiful, you know that" he whispers in her ear.

"Huh?" She pretends not hear, but couldn't hide her smile.

He admires her delicate features. He truly loves her.

She starts pecking his jawline and travels down his neck. Leaving a moist feeling everywhere around his neck. She pulls back and smiles at him. "Baby... let's do it"

"Do what?"

Namjoon purposely rubs her **** against his bulge that came from his pants. Shivers travel down her spine. It was hard. Shit. Shit.

Trying to find excuses. "My friends are here, soon enough they will suspect and ..um uh.. hm" he kisses her neck, sucks it hard. She moans. "Ok... we can't, aaa-" she felt pleasure. Dammit, he's going to leave a mark. He started to plant more hickeys around her collarbone. She arches her back. "Joonie" she moans his name out.

She was too dam submissive.

"C,mon We have done everything in the menu except order the main dish," he tries to convince her.

"Jonnieee, I just can't, I'm not ready-"

She has seen his **** and dam! she was not ready.

"Why not baby?" still sucking her neck. Shit. " cau- cause I'm I don't want to get pregnant and I'm still young, you're 18 years old and I'm not" her words trip across her sentence. "that's an easy fix" he says trying to grab a condom from his pocket. "What the hell? Why do you have that in your pocket ? .....

Plus I want it to be special.... not in some kitchen"

"But you love to cook!"

She hits his chest. "I'm serious, I want to it to be special like on our honeymoon-"

Namjoon was taken back "what did you just say?" A smile appears crosses his face.. "You're thinking of marriage? With me."

Her mouth was wide open. "I was giving an example... Joonie I was giving an example"

Too late.

He was already over the moon.

He couldn't hide his smile.

Jennie grabbed the collar of his shirt rapidly shaking it back and forth since he was not responding to her calls. "Namjoon, please don't take this to heart"

Too late.

She whined in his embrace. She knew it was too late. She was joking while he took it to heart.

'Marriage with my first love, Jennie.'

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