PROLOGUE AND CHAPTER 1

Prologue

In the world where everything has an end my life is running like the earth around the sun it never end, instead it continuesly running around it as if it will never ever change

The world was created by the god where humans has their end or let's say they die. But, why? I'm the only one who's suffering from eternal life and pain? Why? I tried asking god just end up in vain, I tried blaming it to god but... is it really his fault ? Maybe it's mine too? Why? I don't know the answer until now.

I am Kira I don't know why but I keep on reincarnating even after a hundred years, it's pretty painful living and watching people I loved die and here I am still alive suffering from the pain of their death thinking of it I tried to blame it to god maybe he get angry and end my life for good, but nothing happened, he didn't end me up,until now. sometimes I'm asking myself ' did I do something wrong to end up like this?'.

~this story is just for fun yeah?

Character info:

MIYUKAWA KIRA

gender: male

Age: 18

- pale white skin, Gray hair, bloody diamond eye, Red lips,pointed nose.

- - a definition of a real genius.

-because he keeps reincarnating he never get close to anyone besides the 4 guardian he gives his blood and the two brother he has in his past lives.

-Most lines:

--stupid,baka,aho

-dumbass

--madafaka(he refrain from saying bad words as much as possible)

-annoying

--shut it

-I'll kill you

-Quote:

--wealth does not even weight when you're dead.

-the best hidden spot is the place where you can easily be spotted.

--dead man does not need anything

-is there even need to ask when there is no other choice left?

--desire? Don't even ask I does not desire anything

MIYARO ICHINOSE

gender:men

Age:18

-white skin,black hair,black eye color, pointed nose, good at academics.

--because of their family's wealth people try to use him to rise so he does not want to be close to them, he even give them cold shoulder. He hate how people look at him as if he's a prey they're eyeing. For some unknown reason he has an obsession over Kira.

Most lines:

- Kira says...😍

- -Kira is mine😡

-Kira is so cool😮

--Kira is cute 😳

-today Kira is...

--he talks about Kira all the time

Qoutes:

-it doesn't matter whatever people look at me, the only matter is how you look at me.

--humans are creature that has many desire but, why I only desire you and you alone?

MIYUKAWA AKIRA

gender:men

Age:20

-white skin,Gray hair,pink eyes,pointed nose.

--Science genius

- Kira's older brother, Ashira's twin. Because their parents is the same in every lifetime they get, their death is also certain at the same age,the same attitude and characteristic. Since kids Kira is always by their side loving and protecting them, and that led them to be obssess with their younger brother.

- Most lines:

- -you'll regret this

-it doesn't matter

--if Kira is ok, I'm also ok.

Quotes:

-some things don't even need explanation , you just have to use the so called commonsence.

--you might think it's alright but hiding pain will only bring another pain.

MIYUKAWA ASHIRA

Gender:men

Age:20

-Kira's second brother, he's 3 minutes and 45 second younger than Akira. He's a problematic brother of all, he only listen to Kira, he hate every person who gets near Kira.

--white skin,pink eye color, pointed nose,White hair.

-athletic

-Most lines:

-- ok if Kira said so

-yah have problem?

-- if you trouble Kira you're dead

Quote:

-brain? What's the use of that if you can't even use it properly?

-I have both excellent brain and physics, not like you only depend on your measly brain

CHAPTER 1

MIYARO ICHINOSE's POV

I'm on my way now to my classroom, to be exact I don't even want to go and study but... I want to see someone at class.

I continue walking and I don't realise I'm already at my classroom and... My eyes spotted my wife immediately, and he's sleeping again. If you're asking why I'm calling him wife, it's because he's my first love.

10 minutes later...

The class has already started and he's still slepping and... Oh god!! He turn his head to my side!! He's so adorable even while slepping!!!! God!! My wife is soooooo beautiful 😍😍...

I'm looking at his sleeping face, I even take some pictures and if you're asking why the teacher doesn't care, it's because I 'donate' a large some of money at this school, and... let's go back to reality where I'm watching my beloved wife, and shit!!!! He suddenly open his eyes!! I almost got a heart attack!!

Kira : *just got up and still yawning* Ichinose-kun? Has the class started?

_shit!! Even his yawn is so beautiful!! My heart is beating like a drum!!

Ichinose: ettu...it started about 15 minutes already, I'm just afraid to wake you up since you look tired(beautiful) so I just let you sleep, I'm sorry🙏🙏.

Red: why are you sorry? It's ok, just remember to wake me up next time, though I don't really need to study😑😑.

Ichinose: ok😊😊👌👌(my god!!! My wife is really the kindest!! 😳😳)

Time pass by so fast that everyone has already leave of course including me and Red, he live nearby so I don't need to send him home, which is sad, but at least he only leave when he see the car that's meant to fetch me, he's kind isn't he? He's so kind and gentle, but the problem is that he don't like me the way I like him. The world really is unfair, why can't Kira like me the way I like him? Hayzzz, it's hard to like a straight man😢😢 but... Who cares? as long as he's around me, there's always lots of ways to make him fall for me, just you wait😏😏

KIRA's POV:

I got home from school after Ichinose-kun left. Miyaro Ichinose is quiet interesting that's why I befriended him, he often give our classmates a cold shoulder but he's kind towards me, I kind of get curious so I give him some attention, then he get more and more close to me, though I want to distance myself from him, I kind of feel guilty that I always show him kindness then suddenly avoid him, and I also pity him, our classmates and teachers look at him as if he's some kind of small animal that they want to hunt, that's why I decided to protect him at school so he won't get hurt or taken advantage of.

Now let's go back to reality, I'm laying on the ground as I usually do, I was wondering why is my death hasn't come yet, not that I'm excited or anything, but isn't it over the top? I should have died 3 months ago but it didn't occur, why's that? This is the first time my death is extended, more importantly I'm about to turn 19 so I'm supposed to die soon, if I don't die again, it only means my death loop has come to end. However I think of it there is something weird, I can't seem to reason it out.

*knock knock*

Ak- Kira you there?

K- Yep!

Ak- did you eat yet? If not let's eat

K- you cook? Coming

Ak- yep so go down fast, we can only stay for 2 hours

K- what happen? When did they start giving you rest? Did they get possessed by a demon or what?

ak- haha! Stop joking let's eat while we still have time and talk about the death loop.

Ak-yeah.

DINING:

Ak: so what happened? We should have died 3 months ago

As: yeah, I'm curious too

K: I don't know either, maybe the death loop stop? Maybe we can rest now.

Ak: I don't want to crush your hope but we shan't hope too much now shall we? It's enough time I see you disappointed already.

As: yep! We don't care about dying or not, the most important right now is that we're together that's it

K:ok let's stop the family drama and eat.

Bed(K) :

I don't have hope that the loop will stop but I wish I could at least reach the age of 30, dear god please don't be stingy.

ICHINOSE's POV:

yo! I didn't even realise that it's my turn already but hello there, well... Are you curious about what I'm doing? I'll tell you, I am currently busy editing my wife's photo into an mv, you see, my wife is really handsome, even though he rarely talk he's still handsome... Ahh my wife really is the pret*knock knock* "who's that? "(the hell's your problem? I'm thinking about my wife right now!!!) "young master, madam is home" yes!! Mom! I'll ask her to buy the empty house next my wife's house! "Mom!!" "yes? Chino-chan?" "mom, I told you to stop calling me that?" "awww, my Chino-chan has grown doesn't want to be pampered by mommy, well what does my Chino-chan wants?" "haysss, mom can you buy a house for me? There's a house next to my wi-friend, I want to be close to him since he's my first friend" "oh my! My Chino finally open up! He finally has a friend! Ok give me the address of the house that you want to buy and I'll buy it for you" "really? Thanks mom" "but before that, tell me more about that friend of yours" "hmm, him? He's always quite, he sleeps all the time but he always get the top in our grade, he is cold to others but kind to me since we sit next each other, at first he always ignore my entire existence, but since I always bother him, he slowly notice me then we became friends""is that so? How come he ignore you? Does he not know about our family?" "he knows, he just say's that *wealth does not even weight if you die, so I don't really give a damn about your families wealth it's not like it's mine, more importantly too much wealth brings death*" "is that so? Your friend is quite unique, normally people would run like crazy if you just give them a bit attention while your friend totally ignore you" "that's why I like him, he even protect me, because of him those money hungry people can't get near me" "ow my! I want to meet that friend of yours""I'll tell him mom*blush*" my wife will meet mom, oh my god!!! My heart is pounding like crazy!!!.

Ummhh those who have read the post story I just want to say that this one is the exact the same one I just change the names of some character and some plots but it's mostly the same. This is the first story I've ever post even though I've made a lot just plsh don't laugh at how it's so sloppy, I just wanna say I'm not really good at this.

~yan

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