Prologue

In the world where everything has an end my life is running like the earth around the sun it never end, instead it continuesly running around it as if it will never ever change

The world was created by the god where humans has their end or let's say they die. But, why? I'm the only one who's suffering from eternal life and pain? Why? I tried asking god just end up in vain, I tried blaming it to god but... is it really his fault ? Maybe it's mine too? Why? I don't know the answer until now.

I am Kira I don't know why but I keep on reincarnating even after a hundred years, it's pretty painful living and watching people I loved die and here I am still alive suffering from the pain of their death thinking of it I tried to blame it to god maybe he get angry and end my life for good, but nothing happened, he didn't end me up,until now. sometimes I'm asking myself ' did I do something wrong to end up like this?'.

~this story is just for fun yeah?

Character info:

MIYUKAWA KIRA

gender: male

Age: 18

- pale white skin, Gray hair, bloody diamond eye, Red lips,pointed nose.

- - a definition of a real genius.

-because he keeps reincarnating he never get close to anyone besides the 4 guardian he gives his blood and the two brother he has in his past lives.

-Most lines:

--stupid,baka,aho

-dumbass

--madafaka(he refrain from saying bad words as much as possible)

-annoying

--shut it

-I'll kill you

-Quote:

--wealth does not even weight when you're dead.

-the best hidden spot is the place where you can easily be spotted.

--dead man does not need anything

-is there even need to ask when there is no other choice left?

--desire? Don't even ask I does not desire anything

MIYARO ICHINOSE

gender:men

Age:18

-white skin,black hair,black eye color, pointed nose, good at academics.

--because of their family's wealth people try to use him to rise so he does not want to be close to them, he even give them cold shoulder. He hate how people look at him as if he's a prey they're eyeing. For some unknown reason he has an obsession over Kira.

Most lines:

- Kira says...😍

- -Kira is mine😡

-Kira is so cool😮

--Kira is cute 😳

-today Kira is...

--he talks about Kira all the time

Qoutes:

-it doesn't matter whatever people look at me, the only matter is how you look at me.

--humans are creature that has many desire but, why I only desire you and you alone?

MIYUKAWA AKIRA

gender:men

Age:20

-white skin,Gray hair,pink eyes,pointed nose.

--Science genius

- Kira's older brother, Ashira's twin. Because their parents is the same in every lifetime they get, their death is also certain at the same age,the same attitude and characteristic. Since kids Kira is always by their side loving and protecting them, and that led them to be obssess with their younger brother.

- Most lines:

- -you'll regret this

-it doesn't matter

--if Kira is ok, I'm also ok.

Quotes:

-some things don't even need explanation , you just have to use the so called commonsence.

--you might think it's alright but hiding pain will only bring another pain.

MIYUKAWA ASHIRA

Gender:men

Age:20

-Kira's second brother, he's 3 minutes and 45 second younger than Akira. He's a problematic brother of all, he only listen to Kira, he hate every person who gets near Kira.

--white skin,pink eye color, pointed nose,White hair.

-athletic

-Most lines:

-- ok if Kira said so

-yah have problem?

-- if you trouble Kira you're dead

Quote:

-brain? What's the use of that if you can't even use it properly?

-I have both excellent brain and physics, not like you only depend on your measly brain

CHAPTER 1

MIYARO ICHINOSE's POV

I'm on my way now to my classroom, to be exact I don't even want to go and study but... I want to see someone at class.

I continue walking and I don't realise I'm already at my classroom and... My eyes spotted my wife immediately, and he's sleeping again. If you're asking why I'm calling him wife, it's because he's my first love.

10 minutes later...

The class has already started and he's still slepping and... Oh god!! He turn his head to my side!! He's so adorable even while slepping!!!! God!! My wife is soooooo beautiful 😍😍...

I'm looking at his sleeping face, I even take some pictures and if you're asking why the teacher doesn't care, it's because I 'donate' a large some of money at this school, and... let's go back to reality where I'm watching my beloved wife, and shit!!!! He suddenly open his eyes!! I almost got a heart attack!!

Kira : *just got up and still yawning* Ichinose-kun? Has the class started?

_shit!! Even his yawn is so beautiful!! My heart is beating like a drum!!

Ichinose: ettu...it started about 15 minutes already, I'm just afraid to wake you up since you look tired(beautiful) so I just let you sleep, I'm sorry🙏🙏.

Red: why are you sorry? It's ok, just remember to wake me up next time, though I don't really need to study😑😑.

Ichinose: ok😊😊👌👌(my god!!! My wife is really the kindest!! 😳😳)

Time pass by so fast that everyone has already leave of course including me and Red, he live nearby so I don't need to send him home, which is sad, but at least he only leave when he see the car that's meant to fetch me, he's kind isn't he? He's so kind and gentle, but the problem is that he don't like me the way I like him. The world really is unfair, why can't Kira like me the way I like him? Hayzzz, it's hard to like a straight man😢😢 but... Who cares? as long as he's around me, there's always lots of ways to make him fall for me, just you wait😏😏

KIRA's POV:

I got home from school after Ichinose-kun left. Miyaro Ichinose is quiet interesting that's why I befriended him, he often give our classmates a cold shoulder but he's kind towards me, I kind of get curious so I give him some attention, then he get more and more close to me, though I want to distance myself from him, I kind of feel guilty that I always show him kindness then suddenly avoid him, and I also pity him, our classmates and teachers look at him as if he's some kind of small animal that they want to hunt, that's why I decided to protect him at school so he won't get hurt or taken advantage of.

Now let's go back to reality, I'm laying on the ground as I usually do, I was wondering why is my death hasn't come yet, not that I'm excited or anything, but isn't it over the top? I should have died 3 months ago but it didn't occur, why's that? This is the first time my death is extended, more importantly I'm about to turn 19 so I'm supposed to die soon, if I don't die again, it only means my death loop has come to end. However I think of it there is something weird, I can't seem to reason it out.

*knock knock*

Ak- Kira you there?

K- Yep!

Ak- did you eat yet? If not let's eat

K- you cook? Coming

Ak- yep so go down fast, we can only stay for 2 hours

K- what happen? When did they start giving you rest? Did they get possessed by a demon or what?

ak- haha! Stop joking let's eat while we still have time and talk about the death loop.

Ak-yeah.

DINING:

Ak: so what happened? We should have died 3 months ago

As: yeah, I'm curious too

K: I don't know either, maybe the death loop stop? Maybe we can rest now.

Ak: I don't want to crush your hope but we shan't hope too much now shall we? It's enough time I see you disappointed already.

As: yep! We don't care about dying or not, the most important right now is that we're together that's it

K:ok let's stop the family drama and eat.

Bed(K) :

I don't have hope that the loop will stop but I wish I could at least reach the age of 30, dear god please don't be stingy.

ICHINOSE's POV:

yo! I didn't even realise that it's my turn already but hello there, well... Are you curious about what I'm doing? I'll tell you, I am currently busy editing my wife's photo into an mv, you see, my wife is really handsome, even though he rarely talk he's still handsome... Ahh my wife really is the pret*knock knock* "who's that? "(the hell's your problem? I'm thinking about my wife right now!!!) "young master, madam is home" yes!! Mom! I'll ask her to buy the empty house next my wife's house! "Mom!!" "yes? Chino-chan?" "mom, I told you to stop calling me that?" "awww, my Chino-chan has grown doesn't want to be pampered by mommy, well what does my Chino-chan wants?" "haysss, mom can you buy a house for me? There's a house next to my wi-friend, I want to be close to him since he's my first friend" "oh my! My Chino finally open up! He finally has a friend! Ok give me the address of the house that you want to buy and I'll buy it for you" "really? Thanks mom" "but before that, tell me more about that friend of yours" "hmm, him? He's always quite, he sleeps all the time but he always get the top in our grade, he is cold to others but kind to me since we sit next each other, at first he always ignore my entire existence, but since I always bother him, he slowly notice me then we became friends""is that so? How come he ignore you? Does he not know about our family?" "he knows, he just say's that *wealth does not even weight if you die, so I don't really give a damn about your families wealth it's not like it's mine, more importantly too much wealth brings death*" "is that so? Your friend is quite unique, normally people would run like crazy if you just give them a bit attention while your friend totally ignore you" "that's why I like him, he even protect me, because of him those money hungry people can't get near me" "ow my! I want to meet that friend of yours""I'll tell him mom*blush*" my wife will meet mom, oh my god!!! My heart is pounding like crazy!!!.

Ummhh those who have read the post story I just want to say that this one is the exact the same one I just change the names of some character and some plots but it's mostly the same. This is the first story I've ever post even though I've made a lot just plsh don't laugh at how it's so sloppy, I just wanna say I'm not really good at this.

~yan

NARRATOR

Just like other days Kira is sleeping at home doing nothing and the suddenly his phone ring

《Ringgggggggg Ringgggggg》

K- hm?

I- 《Kira, where r u?》

K-home

I-《sleeping again》

K-yeah

I-《I'll go there bye-》

K-*tilt head* ?

ICHINOSE'S POV

I'm going to meet my wife at his(our) house, I will introduce him to someone special to me.

.

.

.

I'm right here in front of his door I'm going to knock

*knock knock*

*NARRATOR

Kira hear a knock which wake him up

K-*walking to the door* *door opening* *rubbing eyes* emn who?

I- Kira you sleep again?

K- yeah*yawn*

I- hayyss I said I'm going to visit you and you sleep again

K- sorry, tired

I- well, whatever. Oh yeah I wanna introduce you, this is my mom, mom this is Kira my first friend

K- nice to meet you I'm MIYUKAWA KIRA

Mrs.M- oh my! Nice to meet you! I'm chino-Chan's mom, I'm MIYARO KONOE, you can call me Aunt or even mom

K-yes Aunt, come in

*door closing*

*I- Kira this is your house? Do you live alone?{there's no picture}

*K- no, I live with my older brothers

*I-really do they clean the house?

*K- no, they work since morning to night, I clean, I cook, wake them

*I- where's your parent?

*K- They die when I was 3

*I- oh gosh I'm sorry

*K- it's ok, Ichi-Kun, Aunt, what do you like to drink?

*I- mine's a juice

*Mrs.M- tea for me

*K-ok

ICHINOSE'S POV

My wife left to prepare something for me to drink.

mom- chino- Chan you got some fine friend there

I - of course, m-Kira is really kind you see*blush*

Mom- seems like you really like him.

NARRATOR

While Ichinose is blushing her mother does not have any clue what his son is thinking. a few minute pass Kira came back with their drink and ask...

K- Ichi-Kun what's with the sudden visit?

I- just wanna see you and mom said she want to know you since you're my first friend you see .

K- is that so? But tell me a day before so I can make sure I'm done cleaning up

I- sorry about that , owh yeah I'll be your neibour soon

R-?*tilts head*

I- mom buy the house next door so I'll be your neibour

K- that's good I'm not going to be bored at home

I-why? Don't you have a brother?

K- they're busy at work

Mrs.m- then Kira-Chan must be lonely at home.

K-not really ,since after I'm done cleaning all I will be doing is sleeping,gaming,Sleeping,watching anime,reading manga .

Mrs.m- what? And you still manage to be the top of your class?

K-lessons is normally easy anyway and I read almost all the book there is.

Mrs.m-but I dont see book anywhere?

K- that's because I don't buy book, I barrow some to a friend

I-you have other friends beside me?

K-yes, but like my brothers they're busy at work too.

Mrs.m- oh my, oh my , Chino-Chan is jealous

I- mom shut up!*blush*

K-why jealous? If anything they're the one jealous of you

I- why's that?

K- they say you have more time to hang out with me than them.

I-they can't hang out with you?

K- they can but they need to finish they're work or their dad will scold them

They're conversation continue until kira's phone ring

《Ringgggg ringggggg》

K- yes?

Ak- yan-yan are you at home?

K- yes,why?

Ak- yan I left my script at my room , can you fetch it for me I'm going home

K-ok bye~

K- Ichi-Kun aunt ,I'll just fetch something, you can watch the tv while I'm gone

I-ok ^^

NARRATOR

While Ichinose is watching the TV with her mom, he notice that there's so many saved videos in it, he watch it with her mom, and to their suprice it's kira's childhood pics and vid.they only think to peak a bit but they enjoy watching Kira's childhood,they continue to watch until the door suddenly open*door open and close* Ichinose and her mom look at the direction of the door and see Akira. Akira is shock to see the mother and son and Kira suddenly arrive...

K- niija here's your script*hand over*(mrs.M,I-niija!?)

Ak-thanks but, Yan who are they?

K-oh this is Ichinose-Kun and his mom

Ak- ah! The friend you talk often about!

K- you don't need to shout

Ak- sorry I'm just happy to finally see the friend you talk about

I-Kira is he your brother?

K- yes

Mrs.m- wow you look the same are you twins?

K- nope Aki(Akira)and ash(Ashira) is twin

Mrs.m- oh my you look exactly the same are you not triplets then?

Ak- no madam Yan is 2 years younger than us

I-(Yan?) Why do you call kira-

-My dear reader if there is someone even reading this, first of, I know I suck at naming characters and I also suck at writing but thank you for reading I guess?. Currently I don't feel like writing as to why, I'm busy lol! Anyway please make do of this even though it's really bad yeah?( as I said this came from my post story so I just copy this from the original so even the author's note is copied. But I still hope to have a reader at least 5 will do, I don't want my effort to get wasted lololololololol so if you started plsh read until the very end)

a/n- I'll release the other chapter at the later date depends on when I'll have time to edit since there's a lot of wrong typos and here's a bit of spoiler there's a chance that this will be a harem type.actually I'm a bit excited even though I'm the author there's this that I really like reading my own work even though I like it I can't seem to be contented so I change and change it until I'm satisfied but since I don't really have any experience it turned like this lol. My biggest dream is that my work got a manga version because I really wanna see my characters faces while I'm reading ok this is it for my useless mumbling bye bye~

~yan

ICHINOSE POV

  I'm getting curious why do this person called my Wife Yan

I-why do you call Red Yan?

Ak-oh so you still has the habit of not telling others unless they ask Yan-Yan

K- doesn't ask, doesn't say

I- ?*tilts head*

Ak- well yan-yan have 2 name and many nickname but those close to him call him Yan

I- then what is his other name?

Ak- Adriane Red Alice Von Sullivan

I- huh? What are you from the ancient Royal family?

K-  yeah mom is. grandpa give me second name

I- what?! Then you're supposed to be super rich?

K- nope don't get money from them

Ak- we all grow up without the help of our family, Yan brought us up alone.

Mrs.m- what Kira-chan did!?

Ak- um yeah, the family decided to only take Yan home and send us twins to the orphanage, since Yan know of this he persistenly disagree and they even threaten him that we will die of hunger if he doesn't listen, but fortunately Yan is resourceful he talk to his friends parent to let him take the job of being the tutor of his friends and from that he earns money enough for the 3 of us to survive. When we grow up enough we decided to take up works so our youngest won't suffer and would be able to rest and get a friend so Ichinose-kun thank you so much for being our beloved youngest friend

I- y-you don't need to thank me *wave both hand and head* ( of course I'll stay with him, what kind of husband leave their wife alone?)

Ak-but you must becareful of Ashira

I- why?

Ak- that Person is severely obssessed over his younger brother so there's no telling what he'll do

I- ah yes thank you for your advice

Ak- no thank you for being friend with our Yan-Yan, it's super rare for our Yan to have friend

Mrs.m- is that so? His the same as my Chino-Chan

Ak-so the two of you suffer from the same disease huh,well that's that , I'm leaving since I still have work

K- ok becareful

Ak- yes bye~

NARRATOR

  After Akira leave the mother and son is still in a severe shock because of what Akira said

K- aunt , Ichi-Kun are you ok?

I- well... yes we are , but I didn't expect you to be part of an ancient royal family.

K- I'm only part of it because of grandpa

I-(let's change the topic) Kira-kun who's that little girl

in the pictures and video?

K- that's me?*tilts head innocently cause it's actually so obvious*

I, Mrs.m- what?!!!

Mrs.m- I thought she's your relative but to think that is you

I- *blush*(oh god!! He's so cute!) Kira-kun send me some!

K- I don't mind but please becareful with the picture it's embarrasing*face turn red*

I- (he's so cute!!) Don't worry I just want a copy, but why are you wearing a dress and wig there?

R- it's because I lose a game then that's the punishment

Mrs.m- Kira-Chan you're so cute there! So lovely! I Wish I could have a daughter as cute as you, in the past even if I dress Chino-chan as a girl he never look cute like you... Ah! I got a pretty good Idea! Kira-Chan won't you be my son too? So that I would have at least a cute son, pls Kira-Chan call me mom ok? Do you mind?

K- I don't mind au-Mom

Mrs.m- yay! I have two child now.

While the two is talking Ichinose is in another world thinking; ( oh god! Oh god! Kira is calling my mom, mom is so cute, we're like a couple! Gosh what should I do Kira is so Cute! Since it's like this should I buy a ring? I'll buy a house with it too!)..nose...ichi...ICHINOSE!! -Mrs.m

I- ah! Yes? What's it mom?

Mrs.m- geez this child! We're going home

I-eh? Ah, then bye Kira-Chan!

R- ok take care Ichi-Kun you too mom

Mrs m- yes Kira dear, you too must be careful bye bye~

They get on a car and Akihara starting to think( that child Kira is so cute and kind ,though he's a bit expressionless he's honest, it seems that he don't have any bad Ideas about being friend with Chino-Chan , I'm more worried that chino-Chan might have wrong Ideas about their friendship) Akihira didn't know that what she's worried about is the whole truth of their friendship.

Author: Heya! So you enjoy reading? If not then get lost I didn't ask you to read 😝 it's not like I'm good at writing either so let's say this is just a whim ok? I'm not good at it because I'm not really into writing but...I just like RED really,why? He's my character of course jwk😂 he's my Ideal character if I become an anime character or I got isekai😁 but as you can see that's just my wish to be, I add some of my life experience to him, but well I did my best to create a character similar to me or the upgrade version of me? I just write this to escape reality so yeah have a good day😑😑

I want to add more characters but the problem is the name, I always forgot lolololololololololol

~yan

a/n: guys I would like to talk about the royal family nonsense, first of that actually came to my head since I'm thinking of a way to make my character over power and good connections. In the near future there'd be some nonsense plot again just put up with it since this author is still suffering from 8th grade syndrome haha