#For Me..Life Is A Story//1#
do you ever feel like... you're in a story...???
every morning when I wake up.... i feel like I'm the male lead of a manga.... and I'll soon find my other male lead....
i usually talk to myself.... i really want my life to be a story.... a story for which i myself am an author.... I'll write my own story.... but in this story.... i wanna be a second male lead....
why???...... i always think that in every manga or comic.... why do the female lead always fall in love with the male lead???.... i mean... i know that's how the plot is.... i know that's how it ends.... but come on... once... just once why can't she end up with the second male lead....
there are many stories where i find the second male lead more attractive then the main lead....
leave it... I'm getting late for my college....
when i was in the corridor.... i felt all kinds of sparks in my body.... I'm used to this... i always get them....
as soon as I was about to enter the classroom..... he was standing between the enterance.......
i wanted to sound rude.... and i wanted to shout and sound more confident..... but i just couldn't...
i said in a tiny voice.... which made him look at me....
oh god.... I'll be happy to die... right here and now....
Jungkook
you wouldn't mind.... moving a bit out of the way...will you???... i need to go inside....
he looked surprised.... and looked around him and then again at me...and smiled while laughing a bit ..
Taehyung
ohh... sorry... didn't realise.... i was standing in the way....
he moved away... and i walked inside.... i tried my best to keep my smile hidden.... i talked to him.... it's not the first time talking to him.... i have talked to him many more times before... but they were just some random things... like something related to assignment... collecting homework or maybe ... something like what just happened right now....
i sat on my place.... which was in the second row.... second bench....
the class was very noisy and everyone was busy in talking with their friends.... he was too.... while i was alone..... not like i don't have friends.... but i just talk less..... my friends were beside me... i was listening to them... with a smile.... but i didn't miss any chance of taking a quick peak at him....
he looked so happy..... i love it when he laughs like that.....
my friends know about this..... but they don't tease me too much like others people do when they found out that their friend likes someone.....
they are chill about it.....
after a while the teacher came in... and shouted at some guys who were causing trouble and were being so loud and noisy.....
"i think... i should change your sitting arrangements...."
i felt weak in my body...
I'm a person who takes time to leave something he likes.... I'm used to this place.... i don't like to sit else where.... even though it's far away from him... i still sit here... as i won't be comfortable anywhere else.... while him... he just sits anywhere he likes.... obviously beside his friends..... but they are obidient too...so i guess the teacher won't have any problem with them... or me...
everyone whined when they heard the teacher... while i just kept a sad face ...
"yes ... i have to...."..
(Indian people.... isn't this fimilar...😂😅🥲)
she started to make everyone sit in different places...
i prayed in my mind.... that my place won't be changed....
"then... jungkook...you....??"
she looked around finding a place for me to sit.....
"can you sit at the back...??"
Jungkook
ma'am.... actually i can't.... see.... i have specs..... still i can't see... from behind....
"ohh... okay then.... i guess you can just sit there.... anyway you don't talk much... what much??...you don't even talk.."
she smiled at me... and i did too... sitting back at my place happily....
"Taehyung.... you sit behind jungkook...."
i just freeze... in my place...... i heard him get up from his place... and came and sat behind me.....
i could smell his scent..... i loved it so much.... i moved a bit... sitting straight.... i don't want to sit like a old man.... i wanted to look perfect infront of him..
"okay.... that's better now...."
after being satisfied... she started teaching.... for a while i forgot that he was behind me.....
he has a very intense control over me.... though he doesn't Know that himself.... even his name.... i can't speak it out.... it's just too much for my weak heart to handle.....
i was so focused on what the teacher was explaining.... that i flinch when someone tapped on my shoulder.... i look around for the person..... but then i Heard a voice from behind me...... for a sec i almost fainted......
i gulped and tried to act natural..... then i turned my neck towards him..... it's my first time seeing him this close......
i was looking at him... questioning him without saying anything....
he rubbed the back of his neck and said with a cheeky smile....
Taehyung
do you.... like have an extra pen....
Taehyung
actually..... my friend... snached it from me....😅
i looked towards Yoongi.... they are best friends.... there is one more jimin (we are friends too)... who is sitting beside Yoongi just on the next row beside him.... i saw Yoongi holding his pen.... he always writes with the same pen... so i know it's his.... i looked back at him....
i turn towards the front and took out my favourite pen... which i use rarely when i want to write something about him in my diary ..... but today i guess... he is the one to write with it.....
i turned to him again and waved the pen infront of him.... he smiled at me and said....
Taehyung
thank you so much..... i owe you this.....
he winked at me... and laughed.....
he doesn't even try.... but still how is he so handsome....
i just nodded my head at him... and face at the front again... listening to the teacher.....
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i was taking the notes about what the teacher was saying.... but then.... the person behind me sneezed 🤧 so loud that my bench and me... both almost fall down.... even the teacher flinched to that sneeze..... damn.... that was so scary.... i almost got an heart attack.... i'm sensitive....
i slowly looked behind at him...and that's when the teacher said....
"ah... dear Taehyung.... plzz try to be a little quiet while sneezing 😅.."
Taehyung
hehe😅 sorry ma'am....
he then looked at me.... but i just looked away.....
it seems like this year.... I'll be more distracting then... the past years which passed like air.... i have this thing for him.... since the day he transferred here.... like not in first sight... but eventually... i did.....
it's hard to not smile when you're dying to... thinking about that someone......
i got home in the evening...... my friends wanted to talk to the others in the class.... it's our first year... so we are not friends with the others.... so they decided to make a group including all of them... and they even added him....
i finally have his number.... but i can't text him.... he might think I'm werid..... i saw all of them texting in the group alot 😑...... i don't like to do it.... they were planning to go for a movie.... i wanted to too... but i can't....😐🙁...... my parents are not at home.... i can't just go out like that.....
so i just said that... I'll think about it..... later i went downstairs to have my lunch.... and then when i came in my room and took a look at my phone... i lost it....
i started jumping in the room stomping my feet on the floor..and screaming....
Jungkook
ohhh shit.... what do I do.....
it's him... he texted me....
i then texted him back....
but he just left it on seen..... so i decided to ask him....
Jungkook
"do you need something...??"
"no.... i was just asking if you're coming for the movie or no...."
Jungkook
"ohh... I'm not "
i was so happy.... does he want to come to the movie???
i called jimin and told him everything.....
Jimin
ahh.... yeah... he text me too....
Jimin
he texted everyone in our group to ask if we're going to the movie or not....
Jimin
Don't be sad kook.....
Jungkook
I'll call you later....
i was hoping too much .... we should never expect things..... "expectations always hurts..."
the next day.... i was in the library.... doing maths..... it's such a brain eating subject.... i hate it.... but still have to do it anyway..... and i don't even understand what the teacher teaches ....
i was doing my work..... when someone sat beside me..... i didn't look at him... but when he spoke....
Taehyung
ohh.... you come at this time too... to study....??
i looked at him.... trying to not get flustered.....
looking at him i just nodded my head....
and he nodded back while smiling a bit at me....
i saw getting confused in a question.... but i didn't knew whom to ask..... he... he is really good at maths... many other students ask him too..... i can ask too..... i took a sticky note and wrote the question on it.... and looked at him slowly..... he was so concentrated..... but then he turned to me.... i didn't wanted to be awkward so i just gave him the note.... and looked at me confused and but then smiled looking at the note....
he took my notebook and saw what i did....
Taehyung
its easy.... look here.... you did it right... just a small mistake....
he corrected me and got the answer....
he looked at me and smiled.....
Taehyung
if you have any other queries ask me anytime...okay??
i noded and bowed a little at him...
after a while i decided to go.... when i looked at my side.... he was sleeping....
i wanted to pat his head... but i didn't.... we aren't even friends.... i don't want anyone to misunderstand us.... he wouldn't want to get in fake rumours with anyone....
i looked around and it was getting late.... everyone was leaving... the library was almost empty.... it's good that it's kept opened 24/7... or we have been kicked out.... not that i have a problem... but him... i don't want him to be embarassed by even a small thing.....
i can make a fool of myself but not him....
my heart hurts... not because... i don't know how he will react when i confess or when he doesn't feel the same ....
but.... these feelings they keep on growing and growing.... i can't even breath properly.....
i sometimes feel like I'll pop up beacuse of these growing feelings.....
i was in my thoughts.... all this time i was looking at the empty table in front of me.... but then i looked at him again sighing......
but i flinched when i saw him looking at me....
Taehyung
were you waiting for me....??
his voice.... he just whispered a few words... but i felt goosebumps all over me.... i just wanted to fall in his arms right this moment.....
he looked at me for quite a while but then got up taking his bag... and said..
Taehyung
you're bad at lieing..... let's go...
he said smiling faintly at me.. and started to walk out of the library....
i took my bag and followed him shortly... i kept a 3 feet distance between us....
i was looking at his feet while walking.... but i shot my head at him when he called my name.... it's the first time be called me my name.... but wait....
Jungkook
you know my name????....
i wanted to sound normal.... but my voice betrayed me...it came out so low.... i wonder if he even heard it....
he turned to me... and came closer to me...... he pinned me on the wall beside us.... I've seen in comic.... how the main female lead is pinned by the male lead.... but is this how it feels....????to be pinned on the wall by your male lead...??
Taehyung
yes....i do......
he whispered on my face....
i would say.... i can feel my cheek heating up..... i never ever saw my self blushing..... but right now i feel like i am....
Taehyung
so...... jungkook.....
he whispered in my ear.... his eyes not leaving mine....
i almost choked on my words.... it was hard to utter anything out of my throat.... he was so close.... i wanted to hug him so bad....
Taehyung
would you.... like to be my....
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to be continued 😁....
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Comments
김 정현 전
i feel you pain bro bcos me also same🥺🥺
2023-12-28
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𝒥ҽʂకꪗ ✿
yah it is ...... and my high school home teacher ,,, she shuffle our sit every 2 months and i hated this thing the most
2022-07-10
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Veronica Park
I too have this doubt... Even in some stories second lead is much more better than the first
2022-06-28
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