our 8
the next few days and after ruei's concert was over
Ruei
please hon (talk while holding josee's hand in sobbing voice)
Josee
I will go back to JJ
Ruei
you can't get away when we are-----
Josee
------I'm leaving because of my job not because of that. I've been staying here for long enough
Josee
you said I can go back to JJ when the show is over, and it's the time
Ruei
I know, but before you go let's fix our problems first (crying)
Josee
what do you want? I'm tired ruei, really
Josee
isn't it always be like that?
Josee
make a fake relationship to increase the popularity of their artist??
Josee
just let it be, for the best
Ruei
you knew that it just a fake relationship so don't be mad
Josee
It wasn't that thing that pissed me off, but because you didn't tell me, you know it?
Ruei
I'm sorry... I dare not tell you because you will not come to the show, I want my love ones to attended
Josee
you prefer me to come there and see that guy kiss you like that? right in front of me?
like that ruei??!!!
Ruei
calm down, he just kissed my cheek
Josee
is that the most appropriate thing to discuss right now, talking the part where he kissed you?
Josee
did you mean if it's on the cheek there's have no problem?
Josee
I don't get you right now (frown in disbelief)
Ruei
that's not what I meant
Josee
so what do you mean? (with an annoyed and high tone)
Ruei
calm down (try to holding josee's hand)
Josee
no!! (remove the hand) I can't possibly calm myself down ruei
Josee
if it's true, let me know why everytime guard just standing right besides me or whoever it was, you always scolded me, like my fault couldn't be forgiven
Josee
don't you realize that you are too selfish in this relationship? I can't be close to anyone, can't be friendly to other people, I'm not even allowed to talk to other people for long but you can do it all
Josee
you can always show your emotions when you are jealous
why can't I do the same?
Ruei
don't say that,....you have to understand my position
Josee
I always did!! (raise the voice)
Josee
do you think you are dating someone who has no feelings? (frown in disbelief)
Ruei
josee please stop.. don't say anything anymore, I know you're hurting (panic)
Josee
let's fix the problem we have right now while I'm still here
Ruei
why do you said that (holding josee's hands) don't say that, I don't like to hear that
Josee
(remove her hand) did you ever care about what I like or dislike to be heard
Ruei
hon calm down (try to hold josee's hand one more time but failed)
Josee
(backed off) can I solve this one? for the sake of my heart, let me fix it, I will really fix it clearly
Ruei
why do you talk so much this time? (more worried)
ruei was afraid because of josee was talking a lot at that time. usually when they're fighting josee is the calmest person between the two of them, josee who always ignores her pain and always relents just for them to stay still together and intends to maintain their relationship
Josee
I think it's the time, if you had let me go earlier maybe I wouldn't have to said what I want to say right now, but you didn't do that. I'm sorry but I've to say this ruei
Ruei & Josee
(say it out loudly at the same time)
r: JOSEE STOP TALKING!!!
j: LET'S BREAK UP!!!
Josee
I always let you to solve all the things we were fight, didn't I? (sniff)
Ruei
I don't want us to be breaking up!! (madly shout in tearful)
Josee
I think I've been patient enough to understand all of this ruei. but you never noticed what I've tried for our fvcking relationship (wipe the tears)
Josee
haven't you ever thought just once why everytime we fight I always stayed silent and I left you alone sometimes...
Josee
it's because I still want to let our relationship exist, I don't know if it deserves to be called as a relationship or not.
but at this moment, right here,right now!!
I have reached the limit where I can no longer control my patience (try to wipe the tears that falling on the cheek but it still falling down)
Ruei
no please don't leave me (begging tone)
Josee
accept my decision (walk away)
Ruei
(chasing her) no! you can't do this to me! we will never break up (hold josee's shoulder)
Josee
we're end, find someone else who has no feeling so that you can do whatever you want to do
Ruei
josee!!!! (shout out loud)
Guard & Alex
(arrived at home)
they both saw josee who was sitting in front of the door hugging herself
Alex
sis (walk in hurry toward josee)
Josee
hey (smile with swollen eyes)
because seeing josee's face, alex cried instantly and then hugged her
Alex
we just got here sis. we saw that-----
Josee
-----let me borrow your shoulder for a moment alex, don't say anything.. with silently is enough
Alex
(nodded in agree) sorry
Josee
can I stay over tonight?
Guard
there's no problem with me
Alex
let's go to my room (holding josee's wrist & about to walk away)
Guard
d-don't be sad, we...
Guard
I mean, everything will be fine
Josee & Alex
j: don't worry and thank you
a: tsk, just like you understand, the you that I know lately will never understand anything and anyone!! you only care about yourself!! (mad tone)
Guard & Josee
j: (shocked)
g: talk as much as you want baby alex------
Alex
------stop calling me that!!! the one who called me that is guard, you aren't even her!!
Alex
be quiet, don't pretend to understand us anymore, we don't need you!!
Alex
just be our guard, not to be our friend
Josee & Alex
a: (pulling josee)
j: ...
Josee
why were you so rude to her? (confused looks)
Alex
she doesn't deserve polite words anymore (sit down on the bed)
Josee
what was happening to both of you? last time when we were on the phone I heard your conversation with her
Josee
I didn't mean to eavesdrop. the call wasn't ended then, so I still....
Alex
....it's okay sis (lying down)
Josee
wanna share it to me? (lying down on the bed)
Alex
if I want to (chuckle)
Alex
what's your decision? (turn around to face josee)
Alex
are you guys still in a relationship?
Josee
alex (talk while turning around to face alex)
Josee
I don't know should I be sad or what? on one hand I feel lost something but the other hand I feel relieved that I have told her everything, everything that I kept myself all this time
Josee
I hate myself for...(tears fall)
Josee
💭*told myself to love ruei the way I did before. but when I'm on my way trying, this reality came to me, and it really broke me. I'm disappointed in myself*
Josee
💭*and the person who usually always cheers me up at times like this is not like it used to be*
(sniff)
💭*guard*
Alex
(crying then hug josee)
when alex and josee going downstairs
when alex and josee almost reached guard
Guard
(get up then walk away)
Josee & Alex
....
(look at each other)
Josee
(raises the eyebrows as if asking)
Alex
maybe she can't stand to see your swollen eyes and she doesn't dare to calm you down because I'm going to argue with her just like the last night
not long after guard get out she was coming in again and wasn't alone. but followed by ruei
Alex
why did you come ba(didn't finished talking)
Ruei & Josee
r: josee (crying)
j: (shocked)
all of them are sitting down on the couch
Ruei
please don't break up with me, I will change (sniff) I will change for you....
Ruei
I will change myself to be a better partner, if that's needed I will stop being a singer, I'm okay hon as long as we're together... please (sobbing voice in begging tone)
Guard
💭*I guess this isn't the first time I see them both in a fight, but I'm sure this is really the first time they talking about breaking up when try to making up, was josee told her to break up?*
Josee
it's all gone, I'm sorry (in a small tone)
Ruei
but your love hasn't gone for me, is not it?
Ruei
(knell down) please josee (put her forehead on josee's knee) give me a chance. promise. there will be no more lies, I swear
Josee
ruei don't embarrass yourself like this (trying to wake ruei up from kneeling)
Ruei
I don't even care about it, as long as i can get you back, I'll do anything .. please (tears keep falling)
Guard & Alex
a: (crying)
g: ...
Josee
why do you want to change after i said break up? why not from a long time ago (tears fall)
Guard
💭*she did!!!*
(notice alex crying more)
Guard
why are you so carried away? (ask alex)
Guard
let's go outside for a moment
Alex
(sit on the stairs and hug guard)
Guard
can you stop crying?
Alex
can you stop talking (in sobbing voice)
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