our 10
Alex
do you think if that guard's fault?
Josee
because there was no her beside me to cheers me up at that time, I also felt when I took all my words out to ruei and made that decision, everything I said back then was something I really wanted to say but I never said it
Josee
and now i think that all this time i'm still sticking with ruei it was all because of guard, it's funny..how could I have a thought like that
Alex
so you mean when you were dating ruei you don't have all of your heart towards her?
Josee
no, it wasn't like that I swear
Josee
I loved ruei but guard also is meant a lot to me
Josee
I think it might be the best way for ruei and i to learn about our relationship in the past..
Josee
love could get hard sometimes
Alex
what did you say to ruei earlier?
Josee
I told her that I don't need her promise, if she really intends to change just prove it
Alex
so what if she could give you the evidence you wanted?
Josee
we better think about how to get guard back to herself, about ruei let it be my problem
Alex
why do you-----(stop talking)
Josee
------(covered alex's mouth) can't you stop questioning me?
Josee
(release the hand & get up)
Josee
dinner time, let's go downstairs
Guard
why do you come here again? (in serious face)
Josee
few days ago I felt if you had returned to your original self, but now, the boring guard's comeback
Guard
(just look at josee)
Guard
when will you go back to JJ?
Guard
how about your work there? who handles it? dad must be in trouble thinking about his only daughter
Josee
my secretary is there and i told him that im staying here with you and alex, he will not get worry too much
Guard
(get up then take off the clothes)
Josee
can I go with you? (suddenly stand up and made the boat swaying)
Guard & Josee
g: ???
j: waaa (scream)
josee who couldn't balance her footing accidentally bumped into guard and they fell into the water
josee hugged guard tightly and her face was on guard's chest, as well as guard who put her arms around josee's neck. they were stay still for a while until guard turned her back towards josee
Guard
(pulling josee's hand and put it around her neck)
guard takes josee to dive deeper
about few minutes diving, josee couldn't hold her breath any longer, and gave a signal to guard if she wanted to go up to get some air
Josee
💭*omg why its feel so long to get there, I can't stand it*
(tighten the grip)
because they were both at a fairly deep depth, it took a little while to reach above the water's surface. and guard noticed that josee's face was starting to look pale from holding the breath
Guard
(stop swimming then turn around)
Guard
💭*I don't want anything bad to happen to you*
Guard
(bring her face close to josee and give josee artificial respiration)
Guard & Josee
j: (holding on the side of the boat)
g: are you okay?
Guard
you're good at holding the breathe
Josee
hmmz (clear the throat) it's not something to be praised
Guard
but I already praised you, just admit it
Guard
hmm? get on the boat first
Josee
why am i the only one on the boat?
Guard
I'm worried if you will shake the boat again, in anticipation I'd better stay in the water
Guard
not really.. so why did you call me?
Josee
oh...i just wanted to ask something
Josee
promise me not to becoming a cold person once I tell yo
Guard
am I really look like that?
Josee
yeah, since eve's gone, you've become a serious person. you don't even recognize me, alex and ruei sometimes (low voice)
Guard
(leaning her back to the side of the boat)
Guard
I swore to myself...to make sure alex is always safe.. I wasn't tried to change myself, maybe it seems like changed by itself and made me to be a serious person
Guard
everytime I look at alex's face, there's always eve's shadow around her
Guard
and I thought if eve want me to take care of alex
Josee
you weren't wrong for thinking that way, eve would want alex to be save.
her death.. it was because she took care of alex and didn't want to put alex in danger
Guard
eve would be happy to know that alex is safe with me
Josee
no guard, she wouldn't..
the way you treated alex is wrong
Josee
it more like obsessed
Josee
you take the mixed or anticipatory emotions of anxiety and divert them into your mind, that's how you looked like, you're over thinking on everything
Guard
why do you like following me so much?
Josee
I don't want to be alone
Guard
just wait here until I and alex get back
Josee
oh come on guard, take me with you
Guard
no, just wait at home when i fetch alex
guard started to walk when her phone suddenly ringing
Alex
📲 don't pick me up, I'm on my way to get home
Guard
📱did I allow you to go back home alone-----
Josee
------guard (talk in low voice while touching guard's arm)
Alex
📲 don't be mad at me, I'm not alone
when guard was about to speak up , suddenly somebody talking on alex's phone
Ruei
📲 hey relax... she's with me, don't worry, I will not take her anywhere, we both are heading home
Guard
📱why are you with her (looking at josee)
Josee
what?? (speak without making a sound)
Guard
(turn on the speaker)
Ruei
📲 I wanted to get a coffee and relax at the cafe where alex works, and yeah...
there's nothing wrong with me taking my friend home, right?
Guard & Josee
g:📱well, this time it doesn't matter. next time don't have to, I'm always there for her
j: ...
Ruei & Alex
(📲)
a: you heard that ruei (talk to ruei)
r: I see...
Ruei
📲 you're the possessive type
Guard & Josee
g: (about to speak)-----
j:📱----covered guard's mouth) there's no difference with you, isn't it??
all of them suddenly quiet till alex spoke up
Alex
📲 ah okay, sis what do you want to eat? fried chicken right? I'll buy it for my lovely sister
Guard
📱she went downstairs
Alex
don't think too much okay, just do what you're doing (talk while pat ruei's back gently)
Guard
is it that hard for you to forgive her and give her a chance?
Guard
(standing in front of josee)
Josee
(sigh then look down)
Guard
(kneel down & put the hand on josee's laps)
Guard
actually I've never thought that you will said the 'break up' words to her
Josee
why? (low voice while playing guard's fingers)
Guard
cause I knew that you loved her so much
Josee
you weren't on my side the last time I'm down guard, there's no one who held me, no one that cheers me up
Guard
don't depend on me too much, cause one day I will definitely leave you (talk while touching josee's cheek)
Josee
(hold back the tears)
Josee
it'll be fine, whenever you want to leave me, I will always beg you to go back
Guard
and there'll be a time that I will not hear you, ignore you (release the hand from josee's cheek)
Josee
I used to hear those words from your mouth, just like the last time when you left me, but now, we are here... and you (tears fall)
Josee
you are on your way back to me, aren't you? (sniff)
Guard
ruei on her way here (stand up and about to walk away)
Josee
(held guard's wrist)
Josee
do you want me to give ruei a chance?
Josee
don't you love me anymore guard? (wipe the tears)
Josee
If you still have a felling for me, wouldn't it be better if ruei and I really broke up?
Guard
💭*just so you know, if I said this isn't the best chance for me of course I'd be lying. this is really the opportunity i've been waiting for*
Guard
(turn around & kneel down again)
Guard
💭*i love you, will always love you... this is not the right time for someone to take over ruei's place in your heart*
Josee
I'm selfish, I know (burst into tears) I don't know if it's the wrong thing to say or not, but i-i really want to be next to you like always
Josee
i-if you want me to give her a chance, fine.. I will (sniff) just don't leave my life
Josee
I hate people who can't keep their promises, you always promise won't leave me but you always broke it!
am I that stupid for you to play with, I never get tired of asking you to promise again and again and maybe you will still leave me again and again one day (sobbing voice)
Josee
it.. it's fine guard (sniff) I will keep begging for you to come back if you will walk out of my life again
Guard
I wasn't play with you (rub josee's back) sometimes outrageous of emotions could control everything they don't expect
Josee
are you going to say sorry? (sniff)
Guard
(smile) okay, I'm sorry
Comments